My mind was a blur, i couldnt stand it. dying? no. not possible. Lolita is strong, she can take this. she can, i know it.
i realized that i need to get up there asap, i sprinted through the revolving doors and kept on running to the receptionists desk, ignoring the disgruntled cries from the people around me.
"Have you seen a young girl on a stretcher?!" I asked urgently, she peered from behind for her thick rimmed glasses, she appeared to be a granny. she squinted and replied
"They said they would be on floor 11..." she said unsurely, i nodded and turned around zigzagging through the crowd of people in my way. i finnally got to the elevater and jabbed at the up button, my mind filled with lolita
'dont die please...' i thought, a river of tears threatining to take loose. i snapped out of my trance when the silver elevater doors opened, to my surprise and annoyance there was kage-san. leaning against the elevater wall and glaring at me.
"Hn. I was already going up and then you pushed the button" he said "You" in a way one might say "Snot"
annoyed i stepped in and replied
"What are you doing here?"
He grinned, but it was fake
"To help my girlfriend, duh." girlfriend? He noticed my confusion and added
"Mayu-chan is in love with me too you know, she always has been. shes just confused." He stated, looking at me in thecorners of his dark green eyes
like him? why would lolita like him? I saw nothing special about him, sure he was good looking. but that was kinda it. lolita couldnt be confused...
he stuck out his gloved hand and smiled,
"Best man wins her"
I didnt like him talking about lolita like she was a prize, but she was mine, and thats not talking about her being a prize, just being possesive. so lolita couldnt be mad at me when she heard what i was about to say.
"Lolita is already mine." I turned away in disgust only to hear the elevater ding, i stepped out and kage-san followed me
"I don't think she would like you 'Claiming' her" he said in a smartass tone, i scowled
"You dont think you can beat me do you." He asked, well it was more as if he was stating it
"What?" I asked, a harsh tone.
"You dont want to risk loosing her, so you wont do it." He replied, he lipz curved into a taunting grin
He infuriated me, i wanted so bad to beat him at his own game. so i did what any man would do. i stuck out my hand and scowled, he grinned and took me hand and shook it sternly
"Enjoying holding my hand arnt you?" I mocked, he ignored my comment and said
"Of course we know who lolita would pick, afterall i did save her life"
he lost me there, i ignored him and took my hand away from his. i was starting to get uncomfortable with him holding it.
-waiting room-
how annoying of the docter. he wouldnt let us see her, but i kinda expected that. he said lolita had to get stiches, and that was it. i was relieved, she would just need some blood tranfusions. but he did say something else that was worrying the hell outa me
"Her memory might be... lost. theres a 50/50 chance, but if it does happen. we arnt sure when she would recover, or if she would recovers"
Thats not good, he said she may be put into a coma too. but a short one, since it was a minor concussion. it had been 60 minutes of silence, kage-san was sitting next too me drumming his fingers on the wooden armrest.
just then Lolitas aunite and Ari-chan burst in the double doors of the waiting room. Ari-chan flung her small body at me her body trembeling
"Onii-san! Wheres Nee-san?" She cried as Her auntie pried her small fingers from my black blazer,
"Gomenosai...." she whispered when ari was in her arms, her lower lips trembeling
"I-it's ok..." i responded, still concerned about lolita
"Have you heard anything yet?" She asked hopefully
"Yeah-huh. She might be in a coma for a little while, and theres and chance of amesia. but she should be ok."
She let out a sigh of relief, "Oh thank god, i don't know what i would do without Myu-chan..." her eyes were tearing up and i looked away, she took a seat on the right side of me. ignoring kage-san much to my pleasure.
I felt a small tug at my sleeve and looked down too see ari, her eyes glistening with tears. she didnt look much like lolita, the only thing similiar was that ari had cheeks that always had a rosy tint.
"How long have you been her onii-san?" She asked, curiosity filled her girly features, i looked away and replied
"An hour or so." She smiled and said happily
"nee-san has a good boyfriend♥" She giggled and i didnt reply,
i hope i am a good boyfriend...
-Lolita-
The pain was unbearable, the anesthetics didnt help much. i felt that pain in my skull, everywhere in my body.electircity, fire, voltage running through my veins. but this was different from whenever ikuto touched me, i loved that electricity. it gave me butterflies and made me love him so much more if that was ever possable. no. this was pain, this fire, electricity, voltage. whatever, was here to hurt me. i heard the calm voice of the masked men, he has a needle in his hand. thats when i began to panic, i hate needles. slowly he injected it in my system, he was talking but i couldnt make out his voice. just a low humming, then i saw three small figures apear in front of me
"Kira...koneko...anju..." i slurred, barely audible. the docter ignored me but my charas heard me
"Lolita-Chan! its gonna be ok! just relax!" Kira said urgently
"Hurts..." I whined/slurred.
"Myu-chan! you can do this, your gonna be ok" Koneko assured me, she placed a hand on my feverish cheek.
i smiled weakly and closed me eyes, i could feel everything they were doing to me. but i couldnt move
i felt a sharp item go through a cut at the bottom of my head, a little abouve where the neck begins. thankfully they only had to shave a bit of my hair off when they started the procedure. the pain was horrrible, stitch after stitch, it didnt help when he tightened it i winced inwardly in pain. then sometime in the long long procedure, i fell asleep.
Ikuto;
finnaly after another long hour, the docter came out of the white door and walked over to us
"Shes fine, we arnt sure about the amesia, she hasnt woken yet. would you like to see her?"
I was the first one out of my seat, then kage-san. her auntie got up a bit more slowly, as if she wasnt sure if the docter was telling the truth. we walked through the spacious hallway and to a mahogany brown door that read
"Lolita Myu Koriyami"
I reached out to the cold silver doorknob and soflty turning it hearing a faint click, we stepped into the white room to see lolita lying on the twin sized bed. tubes in her nose, in her arms. everywhere. i walked over to her and stroked the side of her face gingerly. the others took their distance, maybe they knew i didnt want anyone intruding on my time with her.
she looked so peaceful resting with her head leaning a bit to the side and her long lashed eyes completly closed. god i love her so much.
i stepped back to let her family and kage-san to have their time with her, she reacted to nothing they did. she was in a coma
but for how long?
I sat down on one of the cushiony chairs the whole time. the whole room was silent, just the faint sound of the beeping from her heart rate was heard.
A petite blond nurse peeked her nose in the door
"Gomenosai, but visiting hours are over..." no way i was leaving lolita, no way.
"Exscuse me, is it alright if i sleep here for the night?" I asked both the nurse and lolita auntie, her auntie and the nurse nodded
"I'll have someone bring something up for you." she said and then closed the door softly. kage-san walked over to me and taunted me before he left
"Don't want to leave because your afraid i might steal her away right?" He smirked, i ignored him. well i gave him the finger when i was sure nobody but him was looking, then they exited.
-2 weeks laters-
it stayed like that, i would go to schoo every now and then, drop by the house, and then sprint back to lolitas. yoru was often bored with waiting fo rher to wake up so he went to go play with his alley cat friends. but i never got tired of watching her, i had a feeling lolita was someone i could never get tired of.
it was wensday and one of the nurses came in to hand me my tray of food, she was the petite blong one who looked to be about 40, she had small wrinkles and soft lavender eyes
"Has she stirred?" She asked, laying the tray on the cofee table. i shook my head softly, eyes on lolita
"You must be pretty faithful to her..." she observed, while checking lolitas heart rate, i shrugged and replied
"Yeah. i guess." she smiled softly and then to my surprise, lolita moved.
it was subtle, but i heard it. she move her head a little bit but then dropped it back to the side, like she was too tired to lift up her head.
i sprang out of my chair, and ran/walked to lolita, i cupped her face in my hands and began to talk to her
"Lolita?! C'mon lolita... wake up! you can do it!" i urged her to wake up, laying kisses on her cheek. begging her to wake up.
"I'll get the docter!" The nurse rushed up through the doors to get dr. yakatoshi.
It took about 5 minutes for the docter to get there, but i wouldnt let him touch her. i sat on her bed cradling her body against mine, then it happened
he eyes opened, just barely. hardly a centimeter.
"Lolita! C'mon i know your in there!"
"Mhmm...." she said, her eyes opening a bit wider.
i hugged her too my chest and buried my face in her sweet smeling hair,
"Huhh?" She asked, i couldnt see her face but i felt her spine stiffen. she pushed me away and examined me, she looked so confused
"Who... Are you?" She asked contemplating on my identity.
my mouth fell agape. she
she. couldnt. remember. me.
"Amnesia..." the docter observed and then left to make a call.
"Lolita! Don't you remember me?!" I asked urgently, she looked kinda scared
"No... why do you call me Lolita? i dont't know you..." she said, sourly.
i got up and began to pace around the small room, the nurse tried to calm my down but i didnt listen
"Tsukiyomi-kun, its gonna be ok!" She assured, i scowled at her and yelled back
"SHE. CANT. REMEMBER. ME." i immediatly felt bad that i had yelled at her but what could i do, lolita forgot me. i was on the verge of tears, i love her so much and she forgot me. why?!
"Are you SURE you don't know me?" I asked her, she bit her lip and replied
"Well, you seem kinda familiar. why are you asking my strange questions?" She asked, narrowing her eyes. words couldnt express how i felt at that exact moment.
she didnt remember our love.
she didnt remember me.
but i was "Familiar."
could she fall in love with me again?
"Lolita?" I asked, she tapped her index finger on her knee and replied "Mayu-chan if you would be so kinda." Mayu-chan. that would take some getting used too.
"Mayu-chan..." I corrected myself, she nodded.
"Do you think you could ever fall in love with me?" I asked, she immiditely started to get flustered and blush. i missed that so much.
"W-well... Im sorry. your very good looking, but i have a love." she replied, staring down at her rainbow colored toenails.
she couldnt love me.
she couldnt love me.
she couldnt love me.
i didnt give it a second thought that this, love. was kage-san. of course it was. at that moment, her auntie burst throught the doors tears streaming down her slightly tanned face, she pulled lolita into a tight embrace and lolita got all T_T
"Auntie... what are you doing?" She asked sternly, why could she remember her aunt but not me?
"Oh myu-chan! I was so scared! I thought you would never wake up!" She bawled, then her charas floated in and joined the embrace. i felt alone. why wasnt i the one embracing lolita?
oh thats right. she couldnt remember me.
"A-auntie?" She asked after they let go, her auntie nodded with wide eyes
"Why is there a creepazoid in my room?" She asked, karin got confused, her dark blone eyebrows knitted together and she answered
"Myu-chan. hes your boyfriend." She answered slowly, lolitas eyes wideneded and then she stared at me, a surprised look in her eyes. then she shook her head back and forth
"No. I couldnt love him. I love someone else." She assured her auntie, we were speachless. i wanted to hit something, lolita didnt love me, she would never love me, she would love kage-san.
Karin turned towards me and reassured me
"Don't worry ikuto-kun, she will. come by our place and we will get this all explained, alright?" I nodded and stalked towards lolita, she began to skoot back a bit but i put my arm on her back pushing her towards me. i could tell she was holding back a blush
"W-what?" She asked sternly, but her voice was kinda shaking
"I love you, lolita." I know, it was a stupid thing to say. but maybe after she heard those words she would remember me and jump into my arms and she would tell me that this whole amnesia thing was a bad dream. but her eyes stayed blank, she said nothing.
i turned around and walked out of the room and out of the hospital, i wasnt giving up on lolita. not at all, even if she didnt remember me i would still love and protect her, always.
but still. my stomach was churning and i felt like i was gonna vomit. i dissappeared into the trees to watch over lolita when she came out.
i had to wait about an hour and it was going to be 3 o'clock, but i saw her in a wheelchair being pushd by karin, then to my horror kage san appeared behind me.
"Hey..." He said cassually slipping a peice of paper in my blazer, he winked and stated
"Sorry kid." but his smile said otherwise. he walked over to lolita, first she was stunned to see him, then we she realized it was him, she got out of her wheelschair. threw her arms around her neck, and kissed him.
she kissed him, and my heart fell apart.
overdramatic?
no way.
i looked away, i couldnt stand to see that. i unfolded the note that kage-san had givin me, in his handwriting it said
"I won Ikuto-kun.
Your nothing to lolita now,
nothing but a hidden memory now, ikuto."
i tore up the note and threw it behind my shoulder.
i was not letting it end this way,
no way.
-End-
OMG this took FOREVER
sorry for not updating, ill try everyweek since im so busy now. but yeah, lolita charas were with her most of the time when lolita was in her coma im to lazy to write about charas so i often forget about them, but whatever
reviiew or die bishes!>D
