Couldn't save you from the start
Love you so it hurts my soul
Can you forgive me for trying again
Your silence makes me hold my breath
Oh, time has passed you by
I smiled my eyes closed. “That’s great Jake I’ am glad you found your true love” I tried to hide the pain in my voice. I opened my eyes & sighed he didn’t seem to notice. Like he ever would oh he doesn’t know how much he hurts me when he go’s silent I try not to breath I fear he might say he doesn’t need my help any more. Maybe in time I will forget these feelings.
Ooh, for so long I've tried to shield you from the world
Ooh, you couldn't face the freedom on your own
Here I am left in silence
I didn’t want to let him go even if he never notice me covering every little bad thing from his sight. I knew he wouldn’t be able to handle it. While he was with her the one he thought he truly loved I would smile with a broken look in my eyes as I walked back into the darkness.
You gave up the fight
You left me behind
All that's done's forgiven
You'll always be mine
I know deep inside
All that's done's forgiven
When she left him he didn’t give up but I wish he did case as he move towards her he moves far away from me. Every time he remember I was there I would have forgiven him no matter what he was always mine that’s what I thought. Every time he talks about her I would forgive him.
I watched the clouds drifting away
Still the sun can't warm my face
I know it was destined to go wrong
You were looking for the great escape
To chase your demons away
“Lucy you ok” he asked. I said nothing just watch the clouds float away yet when the sun hit me it was cold only he could warm me. How’d I know my life would be destroyed I can’t tell. He said he find a way to get her to love him even if he had to destroy the other one. Oh why couldn’t he see I loved him? “Lu”? I glared at him “it’s Lucy! Not Lulu or Lu!!” I stated get up from the rock. I hated how he’d make pet name for me & the other girl! Even if I would forgive him I want him to remember my true name not some nick-name.
Ooh, for so long I've tried to shield you from the world
Ooh, you couldn't face the freedom on your own
And here I am left in silence
“Ya want to know something Jacob Black” I said looking to the ocean. He stayed silent as to show he was listening. “I’ am tired shielding you & looking after you when you just throw me away! I’m tired of not being seen! You only seem to notice me when that Bella person is gone! I’m tired of all my heartbreak that you caused!” I said tears running down my face I looked at him “I’m tired of you not seeing how I feel for you” with that I jump of the cliff. I heard him yell out my name. “To late” I whispered as my body crashed into the cold murky water. “I opened my sea green eyes ironic no? I swam deeper in to the water. The temperature never really bothered me & breathing was no problem cause I was like a fish that could breath both in water & out of water I hide between two rocks & cried my eyes out.
Jacobs pov
You gave up the fight
You left me behind
All that's done's forgiven
You'll always be mine
I know deep inside
All that's done's forgiven
She won’t fight for me not any more she swims to fast I can’t see her anymore. Will she ever forgive me has she all this time forgiven me!? I thought Bella was the one for me but Lucy has been there from begin how could I be such an idiot! I surfaced “LUCY!! LUCY!!! WERE YOU” I cried tears running down my eyes as I looked for her franticly. ‘It’s was too late’ I thought as I looked at my hands I swam to the shore. I was hurt did I hurt her this much?
I've been so lost since you've gone
Why not me before you
Why did fate deceive me
Everything turned out so wrong
Why did you leave me in silence
It’s been three month since any one has seen Lucy. Everyone was depressed that she had not returned. How I wish I was the one to be taken not her everyone thought she was dead I guess she must be. Why did the fate have to give me everything then take it away???!!! How did everything get so screwed up! Why did you have to leave me Lucy in this cold quite world?! I punch my pillow tears streaming down again. ‘No’ I thought as I got up ‘she can’t be dead!’ I yelled in my mind. As I ran to where I last saw her.
You gave up the fight
You left me behind
All that's done's forgiven
You'll always be mine
I know deep inside
All that's done's forgiven
‘No I won’t give up! No I will never leave you behind! Don’t say that I won’t accept it until I hear you say it.’ I thought now I understand that song & what she meant! I pushed the water away from me as I dived to the bottom of the ocean there she was singing! I could hear her blue hair sway with the waves. I grab her I toke her to the surface. “What do you want Jacob?” she questioned her voice broken. I couldn’t stand it so I kissed her & told her “You’ll always be mine” I quoted from her song. “I was yours from the start Jacob Black” she said & dived back to the water I fallowed her only to what shocked me the most she had a blue fish tail. Hmm now that I think about it I shouldn’t be suspired I have a new love & she just like me a supposed myth. I smiled at that.
