Imperfection chapter 3

Nancy's POV

I looked at the dark gray sky.....

I am SO hungry, so so hungry. I want to eat, but your not suppose to snack between meals, right? I think about what the doctor said.

I need to lose weight. Funny, I need to lose weight when some people in my class need to gain weight. For example, that really popular girl, Tania. But she's a gymnist, so that's an exception. How about that Ashely girl. Basically she's perfect. LOL. I'm fat.

Yes, REALLY fat.

The bus stops, I get out, looking at the pizza piza place on the block. I DO have money, not alot, but just enough.....and no one would know that i was pigging out.

Pigging out. Horrible. I hate the word pig or anything related to it.

Like me.

Not the fact that I AM fat, just that my last name is Pigaloot. Pigaloot. DISGUSTING!

I wish i could've been something pretty, like Anderson. Wait, I won't think about Anderson. No, no nononononononon.

I am going to buy food. i walk to the counter.

"Hi sir, I would like one medium peperoni pizza please, one 2 litre coke, diet, and french fries."

The guy at the counter looks at me.

"Freinds over? Or for your family?" he asks, while taking the order.

I could not possibly let ANYONE know that i was gonna eat it all by myself.

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I am on the road in the alley.... with the last piece of pizza in one hand and the coke in one hand. The fries all gone. And me, feeling full.

I hade eaten everything almost, in approximately 15 minutes.

I only tasted like the first two bites, then it was natural, like breathing. I swallowed the last bite, and lifted the coke to my lips. And finished it all. Then I walked the 3 block walk to get to my, actully not mine, but theirs or his house.

My house is pretty easy to spot, the biggist house in all of Syicyindos. (not a real place :DD) It has swimming pools, inside, outside. Tennis courts, inside, ouside. EVERYTHING! but my family.

No, i don't live their alone. But with my dad. in my mom's house.

Where's my mom?????? nowhere. is my dad a cheater. no. my mom? no. she was pretty, perfect, a movie star. EVERYTHING i wish to be. Amanda Anderson was MY mom. Surprise. yup. deal with it. Why am i in HER house??!!!!

Because my mom is dead.