Rate plz & comment “It’s been a long time since I been here” I said looking at the gates of the leaf village a smile on my face & a broken heart in my chest but who cares might as well live what’s left of my life. “YO DO YA GUYS MIND OPENING THE GATE FOR AN OLD FRIEND!!!” I yelled to the guards which seem surprised to see me alive & breathing. “s..su..re Saku-san!” one of them said still in a daze ‘did I really change that much?’ I thought as I walked past the gates maybe running to be exact it’s been 5 years since I had left & yet nothing has changed. I wanted to see granny hokage man will she be suspired! I giggled at the thought of her reaction. “hmm it must still be 5:00am” I said then smirked. “Time to give this town a wakeup call!!!” I yelled standing on the mountains I toke out my flute “Saku’s special wakeup call” I whispered as I put the flute to my mouth and played two notes that range thru the whole village it was more like an earthquake yet louder sound. Within the minutes of 1 & 3 every one was outside looking to see what happened. I played three more notes but this time made the wind blow in my direction turning everyone to me. “MORNING EVERY ONE!!!!!!!!” I yelled waving to all the people how just glared at me & mumbled something’s & went back to bed. I felt a hand around my neck but didn’t do anything. “My office NOW Miss Tanmen!” the person said. But at lass she was just holding a purple flower in my place. “why I oda kill that girl!!!”The hokage yelled poofing to her office. My feet on her table a correct in my mouth “what toke ya so long doc?” I said smiling “you” she simply said. “Now down to business what did you find out?” she said taking my feet off her desk & sitting down. “Orchimaru is dead the Uchiah killed like was said & I’m happy to report Uchiah is still alive!” I said trying to cover another fact which happened to be every need tell. “Don’t tell me you pregnant!” Tunsade yelled “NO!” I yelled “Mandara is still alive as well” I said glumly. Tunsade sighed. “You don’t have to be down at least we know he’s alive & we’ll be able to capture him” Tunsade said sadly “you may go” I nodded heading to the door I was about 50% out of that door “Oh by the way Saku” I looked back at her she was smiling “welcome back home” she said throwing me my silver/black headband which I caught. “Granny do ya mind if I have a concert?” I asked her giving her my puppy dog eyes which by the way is cuter than any other person’s because my green/silverish eyes get brighter plus my white/red hair makes the look adorable & irrsitable! “Fine but you pick up the mess” she said with a small smile “YEA!” I yelled “oh I almost forgot..” “OW!”I yelled rubbing my forehead “why the hell you throw you Saki bottle at me!?” I questioned. “you woke me up” was her answer.
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~13 hours later~
Everything was set I had gotten three of my friends to help me out shino on my right back playing the guitar rock lee on the back playing the drums & naruto on my left back playing the guitar as well hey for an idiot he plays really good. “HELLOW EVERY ONE!!!!” I yelled into the mike. *cricket, cricket* ‘now that’s just mean’ I thought. ‘hmm maybe’ “Lee start drumming!” I said “right saku-chan!” lee said & started to do as I said.
Well you can hide a lot about yourself
But honey what are you gonna do?
And you can sleep in a coffin,
But the past ain't through with you.(you)
'Cause we are all a bunch of liars,
Tell me baby who do you wanna be?
And we are all about to sell it
'Cause it's tragic with a capital 'T'
Let it be, Let it be, Let it be!
'Cause we all wanna party when the funeral ends
[Ba ba ba, ba ba baaa]
And we all get together when we bury our friends
[Ba ba ba, ba ba baaa]
It's been eight bitter years since I've been seeing your face
[Ba ba ba, ba ba baaa]
And you're walking away,
And I will die in this place.
Sometimes you scrape and sink so low,
I'm shocked at what you're capable of.
And if this is a coronation,
I ain't feeling the love.
'Cause we're all a bunch of animals,
That never paid attention in school.
So tell me all about your problems,
I was killin' before killin' was cool.
You're so cool, you're so cool [So Cool]
'Cause we all wanna party when the funeral ends.
[Ba ba ba, ba ba baaa]
And we all get together when we bury our friends.
[Ba ba ba, ba ba baaa]
It's been nine bitter years since I've been seeing your face.
[Ba ba ba, ba ba baaa]
And you're walking away and I will die in this place.
You'll never take me alive, you'll never take me alive.
Do what it takes to survive 'cause I'm still here.
You'll never get me alive, you'll never take me alive.
Do what it takes to survive and I'm still here.
You'll never take me alive, you'll never get me alive.
Do what it takes to survive and I'm still here.
You'll never get me.
[Get me! ]
You'll never take me.
[Take me! ]
You'll never get me alive.
'Cause we all wanna party when the funeral ends.
[Ba ba ba, ba ba baaa]
And we all get together when we bury our friends.
It's been 10 fucking years,
Since I've been seeing your face round here,
And you're walking away and I will drown in the fear.
By the time I was done sing every one cheered but I had my eye on a cretin lazy ninja. His hand around the pig. I huffed & looked away my broken heart breaking more. My band mates cheered mostly naruto & Lee while Shino nodded in agreement. My eyes wandered to my hand a simple gold ring on the fourth finger. Not a wedding ring but a promise ring his promise ring to be in fact. I toke it off. ‘I will never love another’ he said pff yea right. I throw it at him seeing his shocked face. “I’ll never love another my ass sikamaru!” I said in the mike turning my back on him my eyes close to tears. I toke a shaky breath naruto went to my side at the moment he was like my brother. “Sa-chan you alright?” he asked “y-yea let’s do one more huh?” I said he did his goofy smile & nodded. I grab the mike my eyes close as I sang.
No sir, well I don't wanna be the blame, not anymore.
It's your turn, to take a seat we're settling the final score.
And why do we like to hurt, so much?
I can't decide
You have made it harder just to go on
And why?
All the possibilities...
Well I was wrong
That's what you get when you let your heart win. Whoa!
That's what you get when you let your heart win. Whoa...
I drowned out all my sense with the sound of its beating.
And that's what you get when you let your heart win. Whoa.
I wonder, how am I supposed to feel when you're not here.
'Cause I burned every bridge I ever built when you were here.
I still try... holding onto silly things, I never learn.
Oh why? All the possibilities. I'm sure you've heard.
That's what you get when you let your heart win. Whoa!
That's what you get when you let your heart win. Whoa..
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I drowned out all my sense with the sound of its beating.
And that's what you get when you let your heart win. Whoa.
Pain, make your way to me. (to me)
And I'll always be just so inviting.
If I ever start to think straight,
This heart will start a riot in me,
Let's start... Start, hey!
Why do we like to hurt so much?
Oh why do we like to hurt so much?
That's what you get when you let your heart win!
Whoa.
That's what you get when you let your heart win, whoa.
That's what you get when you let your heart win, whoa.
I can't trust myself with anything but this,
And that's what you get when you let your heart win, whoa.
~2 hours later~
I was walking down the park memories of me & sikamaru ran thru my head I closing my eyes trying not to cry my broken heart out. I felt a arm around my shoulder. “it hurts huh?” he asked I just nodded. “he’s a Dum ass for letting you go” he said smiling I could feel it. “yea thanks naruto” I said (ha ya thought is was kiba fool ya!) giving him a broken smile it seems that everything about me is broken. “just don’t let this get to you saku” he said waving leaving me alone. My sprit a little better I started to hum something I rarely do any more. “You’re humming” ‘why must so many people bother me today? Oh yea I came back to day’ “thanks for the point Mr. obvious.” I said me & kiba never really got along we try only for akamru though. “What’s your problem with me! All I ever do is be nice & all you ever are is this rude snob b***h!! No wonder Sikamaru left you for INO!!” he yelled. My breath stops my eyes wide my heart beat gone. The truth was that I loved kiba I only went out with sikamaru to get him jealous but soon I grew to like sikamaru. “Sa-Sa-Saku I-I di-didn’t mean it” kiba said looking worried staring at my pale face. That’s when one thought ran thru my head “No wonder he left you”. No he didn’t leave me I left him but regretted it when I went to say sorry & get back together I saw him in bed with ino. I guess I deserve it. Lee was passing by when he saw us mostly kiba shaking my frozen form. “YOU MORON!!” it was the first time I heard lee somewhat curse. I bet he could have gussed what kibs (ß not typo) said. “SHE BROKE UP WITH SHIKAMARU CAUSE SHE LOVED YOU!!” lee yelled hugging my shaking from. “I’m broken & no one can fix me” I said get control of myself destroying my mask now everyone could see my dead sprit. “I can always try” Kibs said. I gave him a broken glare & stated simply “I ‘am what you can never(not) fix”
