[Chapter 1]The Next Big Thing{Scene Queen}

I never really concidered myself the prettiest girl in the world. Around the age of 16 i met this guy. His name was Shiloh Null. When we met i was nothing really but a girl who l wore skinny jeans and had big hair. He changed me and now i'm the next big thing. I am a model for Suicide Girls and i'm pretty famous on myspace and stickam. Sadly me and Corey don't talk much anymore. Right now there is just really no time. I'm either at the photoshoot for that day or at home trying, literally trying, to sleep. But of course the life of a Scene Queen never ends. My alarm clock on my phone blared Silly God Disco by the infamous band The Gazette. Their absolutly my fave band. I grabbed the phone quickly fumbling to get it to shut off. A few minutes later it went off again. This time screaming some techno beat. "Hello," I said answering it. "You better be up and ready you have to be in Phoenix in 4 hours," my agent screamed into my ear through the phone." Your plan leaves in 30." My eyes went wide as i scrambled to get my things ready. Hanging up on her along the way. In 10 minutes flat i had all the things i needed packed and ready to go. I took a quick look around my apartment just to make sure i left nothing on. I wouldn't want to have a high electric bill at the end of the month now would I or f*ck even to have my appartment burn down. I called to a cab. Didn't take long for them to see me and all stop on a dime. I grabbed the door of the closet cab to me and opened it hopping in. Not before i put my things in the trunk. "Step on it." I shouted shutting the door and telling him to get to the airport quickly. "10 minutes to spare thinks." I threw about 30 so bucks at him grabbing my bags and running as quick as i can to my turminal. "Just in time," I breathed. I threw my carry on bag in the conpartment above me.Layed my purse and laptop on my lap. I wouldn't go anywhere without that piece of technology. After lift off i threw open my computer and got one msn and a couple of other things, myspace, sitkcam, those short of other things. When i got on MSN a couple of people popped up saying hello in verious ways. One stood out the most, it read: shinull101@live.com.
shinull101: Heyy!!!!
RoxiiF*ckingRadical: Shiloh?
shinull101: the one and only. haha. so whats up my dear?
RoxiiF*ckingRadical: On a flight heading to Phoenix, Arizona. What about you mister Shiloh?
shinull101: lawl not much little lady. So your coming to my town now are ya.
RoxiiF*ckingRadical: I guess i am darlin. xD lol
shinull101: well i got to go the bands ready to go
RoxiiFu*ckingRadical: okies hun. peace. lol
shinull101 signed out.
I clicked on the little red and white X on the top right hand corner and got back to my stickam and myspace. My myspace had about a 25 new friend requests and about 30 messages. Thinkfully that they were mostly bands tell me to listen to there new releases. I finished and deleted them all. Sitckam wasn't very fun but i got on to agnolige my fans and things of that nature. None of my true friends were on so i got of shutting down my laptop and taking a nap the rest of the flight. "Miss. Miss." The soft voice echoed throughout my mind. I julted a little waking up. I must have scared the stuartist because she was holding her chest. "I'm sorry," i said being the polite person i was. "Its ok ma'am the flight has landed," she told me after she had cought her composer. I grabbed my things saying thinks and unboarding the plane. I was told that i was going to be picked up buy a band member from the shoot. Little did i know that it would be that of Shiloh's band. I walked to the bagage claim and grabbed the pink, black and white leperod print suitcase and matching make-up bag. I stood outside the bagage claim looking for something that had my name on paper waving it about. My eyes wondered about looking for a sign. No sign of anyone, that was until a van pulled up and out jumped my best friend of all these years Shiloh F*cking McSex. "Suprise!!!!!!" He yelled running at me and giving me the biggest hug you could ever think of. lol. "Can't Breathe," I gasped. Shiloh released me and said his sorrys. "Hop in the rest of the bands are waiting," he said opening the door to the passenger side. I did as he asked and hopped in to the seat. He took my bags and put them in the back of the van. "Alright we're off," he said started up the van and taking off. The ride to the studio was great we talk about how we used to ride up and down these streets together. We'd go local gigs and grade the bands. Most of the bands we saw we like a 4 out of 10. Very few actually got high enough as a 10 or a 7.5 even. The ones that did are now indie big and are known throughout the indie hardcore scene. "So here we are mi lady," he said in some forgien accent. I let out a giggle and jumped out of the van and walked with him side by side into the studio. He being a complete gentleman open the door for me each time need be. I walked threw the double doors into the photoshoop room and smiled when i saw all the gorgeous men. One stood out to me he had short black hair and mutple tattoos. When he turned around i recegnised who it was. It was him the guy i used to talk Shiloh's ear off about. I would say things like, "Omg he is awesome and he is beyond hot." or "He's so hot and his hair its like shinny." He'd roll his eyes and try and change the subject. Yup its the F*cking Trace Cyrus, from the great band, Metric Station. "Ah miss Radical," came a voice pulling me out of my staring trance. I smiled showing of my pearly whites. "Hi yes you must be Mr Josh," i said holding out my long boney fingers to shake his petite hand."Your the last one to show up,"he said grabbing my hand pulling towards the bands. "We'll see what these bands think of you." Shiloh was already with his band and chatting away about something pointing to me. "Alright Miss Radical has arrived, finally." He paused getting all the bands attention. "Same order take you look and then let the rest of them look," he said pushing me into a room. The first few bands were a lot of the bands Me and Shiloh would sneek out and go see at some local bar, including his band. They were second to last of the ones to interview me. They were local bands,except Metro Station, and really good ones at that. They all congradulated me and told me that they would pick me and my sexy fox Hannah Beth and some other girl named TishTrash. Shiloh was telling me that they had to pick 3 models. He told me that it would be Hannah Beth and the other girl i would hate her. That means i knew her and i didn't like that. "Who is she," i asked eyes slated with anger. "Tish from high school ," he said sinking in his seat. "WHAT," I yelled anger balling up inside me. "You chose her," yelling even more."Of all the f*cking girls here you chose the one that tried to have me killed because she thought me and you were dating." I threw a paper ball and hit Shiloh right in the middle of his forhead. "Ah b*tch" I giggled and my anger subsided bring a smile to my procelien skin. The band members laughed at Shiloh who now sproted a nice paper cut on his perfect skin. I was laughing hard until he threw the ball back at me. It was on, so on. I made more paper balls and started throwing them at him. He was hitting them like he was on some old school ninja movie. "Ha you mortal are no match for a ninja warrior," he said, his lips not matching what he was saying. "Haha," I laughed giving him an applause. "Bravo Bravo." The door to the room open and in came Mr. Josh. "Sorry love, but you have one more band waiting to judge you," he said opening the door more to reveal Metric Station in the flesh. "Oh my gosh sorry," I said getting off the table and straighting myself out. "I'll see you after right Shiloh," I asked. "You bet Roxiibean," he said shutting the door completely. "So RoxiiRadical," the one i new as Mason said. "In the flesh," I giggled. "So what would you guys like to know?" It took them awhile to answer me back, but someone finally came around. "Single or Taken?" I looked around and noticed that question came from none other then Trace himself. "Single," I said and looked at him. "But thats got nothing to do with modeling." The drummer laughed and said,"Yeah but he thinks your hott." "I am hot and still nothing to do with modeling." I was excited that he thought i was hott but that doesn't mean i'm going to be a total fangirl and show it. "Ok ok so what do you normally dress like," the bass player asked breaking the ice in the room. "I normally wear whatever i feel like wearing" They all smiled and whispered to each other. "You, Hannah Beth and TishTrash are perfect," Mason said and smiled. "Great that leaves ever single band wanting me," I said smiling with joy. They all laughed. "I guess that means you got the job," Trace said smirking in a sexual way. "Alright," Josh said barging in the nick of time. "We seem to have are 3 models for the photoshoot." I looked at him and said,"How the heck?" He flashed me a wink and a smile before saying,"Mirror equal window to another room." I shook my head in understanding "Oh okies" "Anyway who are they," one of the other models asked."Well Miss Radical," Mr. Josh said flashing his flambious smiles. "You, Miss Beth and Miss Trash are the new Band babes." I smiled over at the other models as they walked away with sad looks or pissed off faces. I snuck up behind Hannah Beth and hugged her. "Hey Sexy Lady," I whispered in her ear. She turned around and gave me a huge smile and hugged me back. "Hey FoxiiRoxii," she said. "So its me and you again," I smiled squealing slightly from excitment. "Well i got to go, me, Shiloh and the gang are going out on the town like we used to." She smiled and said,"Ok love well i must be off as well Nick came to see me here of all places." She hugged me and waved goodbye. "Yeah see ya," I said as i did the same. I ran out of the studio while calling Corey on his cell phone. He didn't answer so i left him a message telling him just to meet me at my hotel on main street. My hotel room was amazing it was very comfy and had a extra bed i guess someone was staying in this room with me as well. I heard someone fumbling with the key card and trying to open the door. 'That must be them,' I thought. When the door open there she was TishTrash. Oh how much i despised her. She looked at me there was something different about her though. "Hi," she said smiling at my direction. "You don't remember me?" She nodded and said, "Of course i do silly," she said putting her stuff on the other bed. "I may have tried to have you killed but i've changedm" she said plopping down next to me. "Oh," I said. "But i really was telling the truth back then." She smiled and spoke up," Its past no big deal." There was a knock on the door when me and Tish were getting ready to go out. She had a date with one of the band members from All Time Low i think his name was Alex. "I'll get it," I said skipping to the door. I tripped and fell to the floor. "AHAHAHAHA." I heard from outside the door. It was Shiloh he must of heard me fall. "You fall down again miss tumbles," he said smiling at me and then waving over to Tish. "Ready?" He paused and barged in. "The guys are waiting for you," he said plopping down on my bed. "Fine let me spray my hair before it falls flat." i skipped over to the bathroom, without tripping i might add. "And were off, " I yelled jumping in the front seat of the camaro. We all talked quite abit on are way to our spot. "Omg and do you rememeber the time we all went skinny dipping in the lake." There was a pause before someone spoke up. "Roxas that was just us." I turned and looked at Shiloh and blushed. "Oops," i said under my breath. "Are you sure," I asked him. "As sure as you have 36B cups," he said laughing as i punched him on the shoulder. It was so funny that the back seat of ppl started roared with laughter. I blushed even more now. "There bigger now arn't they?" I looked down at my now C cup. "There great hun," he said flashing a smile at me. I blushed again i loved it when he called me hun. I loved it when ever he used a pet name for me."So what are we doing," Nat said poking her blonde head out from the mess of boys in the back seat. "I don't know Shiloh what are we doing," I aksed poking his side. He jurked a little smiling and turning to say, "The spot, to have a few ones and smoke a joint or two like we used to." "Sounds good," she said going back to make out with her husband, Tristen, and now drummer for Corey's band.Our other friends who came along,two meeting us there, are Mikey and Clive. When we got there we all jumped out and started gathering wood in the near by woods. I rolled us a couple of joint making sure they were nice, tight, and fat. Are spot we had made when we were kids Tristen had taken and brought his fathers chainsaw and we cut a old tree trunk making 8 seats. The other two showed up shortly after we got the fired started. It was Amber and Marisa they were going out in high school and that made me wonder if they still are together. They walked up holding hand and it made me chuckle.That answered my question. "You to love birds still going out," I said chucking a small limb at them. "Only cuz you sexy never would say yes to me," Amber said also saying an ow as Marisa lightly slapping her shoulder. I laughed, "And only you 3 know why." "Yeah I know and he is so bleh," Marisa said. "I mean you could have at least rejected her for someone more...." She paused looking over at Shiloh and he was now jumping on Mikey's back as they jumped around the fire. I let out a chuckle,"Hehe." "Less like him," she finished. I blushed, "I know thats why i'm still just staying his firend and plus like he likes me back." I shook the thought of him rejecting me off and went to sit with them lighting up the first joint. I rush came over me almost like a bolt of electricity going through my body making me warm inside. Thats exactly how it felt when i first felt Shiloh's lips on mine. It was the night we went skinny dipping in the river right by the spot.
~FLASHBACK~
"Shi..haha...loh," I said stoned out of my mind. I was trying to cetch up with him while he dragged me by the hand. "Come on Roxii we're going skinny dipping." When he said skinny my eyes grew wide and big. I mean was a good girl, you know, my father was a minister for a church. My mother wasn't so great she drank and partied.I started rebeling around the age of 13 when my mother got worse. I thought if my mother found out that i was doing these things she would blame herself and try an stop the things she does. I decided to rebel against everything i was taught when i was growing up. And my first thing to do was dress like a emo kid and wear pyramid belts in different colors. Dad didn't like it much, but it was what I wanted. I was trying to knock some sence into. My rebelian never worked and my mother died 3 years later from liver failer. I'm now 16 and loved my new friends and couldn't go back to my goodgirl status. "Jumping in," he said jumping into the river butt naked. When he went under water i had time to take the rest of my clothes off and jump in after him. "Holy shit this is cold," I screamed coming out from under the water. My high was starting to come off from the cold. "Dude my high is coming off," I heard Shiloh yell. "Shiloh where are you," I asked yelling out. "Stay were you are i can see your silowette." I waited pasionatly for Shiloh. I felt a couple of a hands grab onto my waist. "Eep," I squealed. "Chill princess its me," Shiloh said in a soft erotic voice. His voice sent shiver all over my body. I twitched. "Are you cold," he asked getting closer. Before i could answer and push him away, his lips were on mine. He tasted like cigerettes and bubble gum and man oh man was he dillisious.
~END of Flashback~
I heard fingers snapping infront of my face. "Roxii....Hello Earth to Roxii." I looked up seeing a joint infront of my me and it held by Shiloh. I grabbed it like it was mine to keep and then smoked it like it was the last one i was going to have forever. I did more then puff puff and pass. I puffed and puffed and then puffed some more. I had to get that night out of my hand. After finally passing it I was pretty stoned and about to start drinking some more. When the urge to have to pee came over me. I ran into the woods to find the abanden house on the out skirts of the woods. The lights were on when i finally got there. 'Hmm i didn't know someone lived here,' I thought wondering on into the house. "Hello," I called out. A head popped out of the back room. My bloodshot eyes had to adjust to see who it was. It was Trace Cyrus himself and out popped 4 other heads. "H-hey you guys," I stuttered. "What the f*ck are you guys doing here?" "Seems you beat us to it," Trace said. "Haha," I giggled. "Yeah i started at the hotel with Tish." "Well little lady what brings you here," Mason asked. Then it hit me i still had to pee really bad. My eyes went wide and i bolted into the bathroom in the bedroom. I finally relieved myself and started to walk back out of the bed room, when a hand caught my hand and pulled me to the bed.
~Shiloh's Point of View~
She was gone for hours. "Alright kiddos she's been gone for awhile now so i'm a go find this chick." I got up and walked toward the abandened house in the out skirts of the woods. There were lights on in the house and shadows on the wall. I barged in seeing the band Metric Station and a girl, along with Roxii passed out on the bed, half naked, in the back room. "What the F*ck!!!!!!" I screamed.