Forbidden Fruit {Jacob Black} [45]: If You Love Me

“We’re going to prevent this, Kenny.” Lena assured me as we were in the kitchen of the Cullen’s.

The Cullen’s were all out hunting as I decided to wait for them. Rachel agreed for Bella, Rosalie, Alice and Esme to come to the bachelorrate party.

“I didn’t pass out, that’s a good sign, right?” Lena said and I shook my head.

“You know that only happens to me… with you it’s different. It rarely happens and when it happens there’s no changing it, I’m going to die, Lena.” I said pessimistically.

“You shouldn’t think like that. You have so much to live for.”

“I only have one person to live for.” I sighed and blinked away the tears. I leaned away from the counter and went to the fridge and found some yogurt. I took the whole big bucket and started to eat it.

“Why do they have mortal food if they’re not going to eat it?” Lena thought out loud.

“To keep up with the appearances.” Edward answered from the kitchen entrance. Bella was at his side, beautiful as before.

“HEY! We’re here to pick up the girls for the bachelorrate party.” I smiled as if I knew I wasn’t going to die soon.

“Here we are.” Alice chimed in happily.

“Where is it going to be at?” Rosalie asked.

“At my old house, apparently it’s still mine so yeah… it’s been a while, but Emily, Kim and Rachel went over and cleaned it.” I said happily.

“Great, it’s going to stink.” Rosalie whined.

“Suck it up, Rose! It’s a bachelorrate party for Christ’s sake.” I rolled my eyes.

“Whatever.” Rosalie says.

“Emmett, how the fuck do you deal with her?” I joked and Emmett booms a laugh.

“We’re very much alike.” Emmett answers.

“Right… two airheads.” I muttered.

“Hey!” Emmett says offended.

---Bachelorrate Party---

How can someone concentrate on having fun when you know your death is coming? I have thought a lot of ways I could die. Demon attacks mostly, but never through sacrifice, but I would do it if it meant saving the world.

Saving the world was that I came in this world to do. I was born to protect the innocent from evil and I was going to do this no matter what.

Lena and I were the only ones sulking the others were having loads of fun. In the end they got both emo and cowboy strippers. I don’t know how they managed to get emo strippers so don’t ask me.

I left the loud living room and went into the kitchen and poured myself absolute vodka. I knew I shouldn’t because the wedding was tomorrow afternoon, but I needed to forget I was going to leave Jacob soon.

The vodka burned my throat but I swallowed the liquid as if it was water. By the third shot I was dizzy and light-headed.

“I’m orbing home.” I informed Lena who nodded sympathetically.

I orbed into Jacob’s room. He wasn’t back yet. I was drunk. I went to his desk and looked for paper and pencil. I started to write…

---Next Morning---

“Wake up, sleepy head.” His warm breath hit my face.

I groaned.

“Go away!” I swatted my hand and it collided with Jacob’s face.

“OUCH!” He says grabbing his cheek.

I open my eyes and see him smirking. It didn’t even hurt him. It was all fake.

“You stupid, ugh!” I smack him for real.

He laughs and picks me up bridal style and gives me a full blown kiss. I return it quickly and slid my tongue in his mouth and savored him.

Jacob puts me down on the bed and we start to peel each other’s clothes off. Soon we were both nude and kissing each other everywhere.

But I wanted to enjoy him. I flipped us over and took in his length inside of my mouth and he moans very, very loudly. I think he howled actually.

When I was done he returned the favor and I swear I passed out for a couple of seconds of sheer pleasure.

It was the best sex of my life. Never had I’ve felt like that. It was like I was in heaven and nothing and no one could bring me down.

“That was… whoa.” Jacob said. “I think I’ll make you mad every morning.” He kisses my sweaty forehead.

I smile. “I have to get ready before—“

“IT’S TIME TO GET READY SO STOP FUCKING!” Leah yelled and knocked loudly on the door.

“WE’VE ALREADY FUCKED!” I yelled back.

“EW I DIDN’T NEED TO FUCKING KNOW THAT!”

“YOU ASKED FOR IT!” Jacob yelled.

I roll out of bed.

[Jacob Black]

I had a stupid grin as I ran towards Sam’s house. That’s where all the guys were going to get ready while the girls would be at my house and get ready there.

I arrived.

“Someone got laid!” Quil yelled and I punched him in the arm.

“Owie,” He rubs his arm. “You didn’t have to do that, damn!”

“Yeah, he’s telling truth, ain’t he?” Paul smirked.

“Shut up and yes… it was great.” I smiled like a fool.

“Is she a wild cat?” Embry wiggled his eyebrows. “Lena sure is.”

“Gross, didn’t need to know that.” I wrinkled my nose.

“Kendra does look like a screamer.” Jared grinned.

“Yeah, we all heard her the day before yesterday. ‘Harder, harder, Jake’.” Paul joked and I punched him in the face.

“Shut the fuck up PAUL.”

“That was too much, Paul.” Sam scolded.

“Sorry.” Paul said sincerely and I accepted.

“Don’t speak about Kendra like that again.” I said and he nods.

“I’m a nervous wreck, Jake. I can’t help it. I’m getting fucking married.” Paul said. It was a little weird to see him so… frighten because he always had it together.

When we were all ready, we took a limo, a gift from the Cullen’s. It was the only thing Paul took from them. The wedding was at the beach. It was tradition to get married at First Beach. My father did with my mother and my grandfather with my grandmother and so on and so on.

The ring burned inside of my pocket. I was going to propose to Kendra today. I asked Paul if I could during the reception and he agreed. I was going to propose to Kendra and she’s going to say yes. We’ll get married in a year or so, have many kids and grow old together and die together.

It was perfect. Life ahead looked absolutely beautiful.

We arrived at the altar in the beach. It was simple. Two sides of chairs, one for the groom and the other the bride. At the altar it was a priest. The guests were already there. I saw the Cullen’s on the bride’s side and Paul didn’t seem to notice, but he could sure smell it but we all sucked it up.

“Hi,” Bella said hugging me carefully.

“Hey, good to see you.” I said with a grin on my face.

Edward frowns and then I blushed. I was thinking of Kendra and I having sex.

“Sorry,” I actually apologized.

“It’s all right. I know now to stay away from your thoughts.” Edward said sourly.

“JAKE!” Nessie said.

“Hey there, Ness.” I hugged her. She looked like a ten year old now. When she touched me she showed me Kendra’s face.

“She’ll be here soon.” I assured her.

We all heard as Rachel’s car stopped. All of the girls were inside, Kendra, Lena, Leah, Kim and Emily.

Paul headed towards the altar. My dad was waiting for Rachel. Embry and I had built a wooden sidewalk so my dad’s wheelchair could move in the sand.

The girls got out and I pinpointed Kendra out of all of them in a flash. She had a knee length white dress and her hair was in a sideways pony tail. She had only eyeliner and lip gloss on and she looked ravishing.

My sister looked beautiful in her long white dress. Her hair was up in an elegant bun that had decorations like flowers surrounding the bun. Her veil covered her face. The other girls wore the same dress as Kendra but their hair styles were different. I didn’t care about the rest, honestly.

The marching bride song began it was from a stereo that Seth was in charge of. Kendra was in lead of the girls. Behind the girls were Rachel and my dad coming down the aisle. I looked at Kendra who seemed deep in thought.

I looked at Paul and saw how he looked at my sister. It was the same way that I, Sam, Quil, Jared and Embry looked at our girls, like they were our center of the earth. Our reason for waking up every morning and living.

“We are gathered here today…” The priest began and I dozed off.

They did the whole shebang. Collin and Brady were in charge of the rings.

“I, Rachel Black, take you Paul as my beloved husband…” And vice versa.

“I now pronounce you husband and wife, you may kiss the bride.” The priest said and Paul and Rachel kiss.

The reception was just half a mile down where the altar was made. I came up behind Kendra and whisper in her ear.

“You look so stunning.”

I saw her shiver and bite her bottom lip.

She turns around. I was wearing a dress shirt and pants, the shirt had three buttons open showing my chest. It was a very beach-y look.

“You look good yourself.” She smiles, but I noticed something behind that smile.

“Did something happen yesterday?” I asked and she shakes her head. “Don’t lie.”

“I promise nothing happened, Jake. Don’t be so worried.” She assured giving me her old smile that I trusted.

I smiled knowing that there wasn’t anything to worry about then.

Into the night, the party was getting better and better.

The DJ was paid by Alexander Winston. Paul agreed since he had nothing against him.

Right now I was dancing with Bella, of course because of vampirism she looked gracefully to ‘Right Round’ by Flo Rida.

I looked over the people and found Kendra dancing with Emmett. The song changes to ‘Just Dance’ by Lady GaGa.

Kendra moved really well. Her hips swayed side to side against Emmett. Emmett wasn’t holding back either. He had his arm around her waist, I had nothing to worry about because I trusted her, but it still burned me to see her move so closely to a leech.

“May I cut in?” Edward asked I didn’t even smell him. (Get it ‘Smell him?’… Well I think it’s funny.)

“Uh, sure.” I said stepping aside and walked towards Kendra and Emmett. Emmett looked at me and grinned.

“Your boyfriend looks like he wants to kill me.” I heard him whisper in her ear. She giggles and I furrowed my eyebrows.

“My turn.” I said nicely and Rosalie appears behind Emmett and they start to dance.

Kendra turns to me.

“Hmm, someone’s green with jealousy.” She teases.

“I hate it when guys look at you.”

“Want me to cover all of my body?” She asks joking and I nod and she punches me.

“Just joking, damn.”

[No I’m not.] I thought and laughed at my own joke.

“It’s time for the first dance as a married couple.” The DJ announced and everyone clears the dance floor.

For their song Rachel chose ‘Everlong’ by the Foo Fighters, the acoustic version. It was one of my favorite from them.

I saw Kendra lip-synch to the words.

“Breathe out so I can breath you in. Hold you in and now I know you’ve always been out of your head…” She sang very lowly.

“Now for we ask for all the couples to join the newly wed.”

Kendra got up from my lap and I followed her. The song changes to ‘Violet Hill’ by Coldplay. Kendra wraps her arms around my neck.

“I love this song.” She told me. “Let’s make it our song?”

I laughed and nodded. “I like this song too.” I said.

“If you love me won’t you let me knoooow.” Kendra and I sang together. “Was a long and dark December, when the banks became cathedrals and the fog became God.”

Right now, my world was centered on Kendra. Right now she was humming the guitar solo of the song. When it finished we continued to sing.

“I don’t want to be a soldier with a captain of some sinking ship with snow, far below.”

Then she stopped singing and I continued. Our noses touched each other.

“So if you loved me why’d you let me go?” The song slows down and so does our pace. We’re just swaying side to side. “I took my love down to violet hill, there we sat in snow. All that time she was silent still. So if you love me won’t you let me know? So if you looooove me won’t you let me knooooow.” I finished.