Crazy Days! (Bill Kaulits Love Story) Ch. 12

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Bill's P.O.V
“Wanna join me Billy Boy?”
“Sure.” I was happy. I guess she trusted me not to be like Tom.
After
“Okay, wear this with this.” I said throwing her her underwear, “ and wear these pants with this shirt.” I said throwing her her pant's and shirt.
“Alright let me know if you find something you want to wear, so I know what you take and I don't go insane looking for it.” And with that Sammii dropped her towel and got dressed right in front of me! in front of me. Why? I don't know, but I didn't care. I did the same. I didn't take us long to get dressed so after that we fixed our hair and did our makeup. That took while, because there was only one blow dryer, and one flattening iron, so we had to share. She was just skipping the blow drying and went straight to flat ironing her hair. I thought that was different, but that meant I got the blow dryer all to myself so I didn't care. After I blew dry my hair I stole the flattening iron away from Sammii, even though she wasn't done using it. She just complained so I just finished her hair for her, quite quickly, and starting using it myself.
As I finished I started on my make-up. I had about one eye finished when Sammii came in.
“Oh mio dio! Bill you take forever!!!” She shouted as she came in the bathroom and sat on the counter.
“Well I want to look good! Calm down Sammii.”
“You know that's my eye-liner, and I can take it away from you.”
“You wouldn't!” I said shocked that she would even say that knowing I only had one eye done. sheiße she was serious.
“I would!” She said as she took the eye-liner out of my hand and ran out of the room. I just stood there for a minute stunned at what happened. Then I realized that if i stood there any longer that would wasted more valuable time I could spend with Sammii. I walked out of the bath-room to find Sammii and ask for the eye-liner back. When I walked into her room, which was connected to her bath-room, I saw her sitting on her bed looking at her arms, which she had pulled the arm-warmers down. I didn't see anything that was wrong from there, and I didn't see anything in the shower, but then again she always kept her arms down. I walked over to the bed, and I guess she heard me, because before I got over there she pulled her arm-warmers back up, and started to lace them again, because they had red ribbon lace on them. I didn't want to ask her what was wrong. because clearly whatever it was was bothering her, so I just asked for the eye-liner back.
“Sammiiiiiiiii!?” I said purposefully dragging out the end, to see what would happen.
“Si Bill?” She answered in Italian, but it was kind of obvious she said yes.
“Can I have the eye-liner back?”
“Why?”
“Because....I'll....Uh......I'll be your best friend.”
“Nice try, but I already have one.” She said jokingly.
“Well then....I'll be your boyfriend?” I said secretly hoping that she would say yes.
“Well, who says I don't have one already?” My heart dropped. Did she have a boyfriend? I was scared of the answer.
“Do you... have a... boyfriend?” I managed to say. My voice was cracking up. I hope she didn't notice.
“Nein ich nicht.”
“Well then. I'll be your boyfriend if you give me the eye-liner back.” I said with a smirk on my face. It was kind of funny to watch.
“Hmm....” She said. It looked like she was really thinking about it. I was hoping she said yes, but I didn't want her to know that.
“Come on! Please!” I said starting to beg.

Sammii's P.O.V.
“Come on! Please!” Bill said. He was starting to beg, and he either really wanted that eye-liner back, or he really wanted to be my boyfriend. I figured he just wanted the eye-liner back, because no one in their right mind would ever want me as their girlfriend. I decided I should take the chance because I might never get another chance to be a rock-star's girlfriend.
“Okay fine! You big baby.” I said as I handed him back the eye-liner and stuck my tongue out at him.
“Danke liebe.” He said as he pecked me on the lips, then went into the bathroom to finish his make-up. Am I imaging this? I thought to myself as I started staring off into space. I was spacing out, then I realized what I had been doing before Bill came out. I pulled my arm-warmers down to look at my 'collection.' I heard a sudden gasp come from behind me, and I was suddenly aware that Bill was behind me staring at my arm.
“Au. Mein. Gott.” Was all Bill said. I could see a glimmer in his eyes, and I didn't know what to think.
“Bill! It's not what it looks like!” I said pulling my arm-warmer back up over my 'collection' and started lacing up the ribbons again.
“Why? How long? Why!?” Bill just kept shooting off questions left and right. He was more worried than mad, which surprised me.
“Wait, wait, wait! You're not mad!?” I said still with shock on my face.
“Nein! Mad!? Why would I be mad!? I'm worried! The last thing I am is mad!” He said as he walked over to me and hugged me close to his chest. I hadn't even realized I began crying until I felt Bill's hand come and wipe the tear away.
“I'm sorry...” I said quietly as I just stood there crying into Bill's chest. I felt bad for making Bill worry about me. I didn't even realize why he was worried about me. He just met me yesterday, and he already asked me to be his girlfriend. Kind of. I just sat there for a few minutes listening to Bill singing to me to calm me down. I felt like a fool, and I just pulled away and fixed my make-up. I didn't know how bad it was, so I just walked away into the bathroom to fix my make-up. Bill followed me. As I fixed my eye-liner I began to talk to Bill and apologize.
“I'm sorry you had to see that. I'm sorry I stained your shirt, well my shirt. And I'm sorry. I really am”
“Sorry? You're sorry?” His response confused me. I just said that didn't I?
“Yeah....”
“For what!? You didn't do anything!”
“Well I just... I mean....The look on your face. You looked disgusted....”
“Disgusted? How could I ever be disgusted with you?” Bill said just as I finished my fixing my make-up.
“I don't know. Just the look on your face. I just felt bad. I don't know.... I'm sorry.”
“Stop apologizing! Nothing is wrong with you. I like you just the way you are. I just want to know why though?”
“I...Just....Everything! I started so long ago, I just haven't stopped. I go over the same ones over and over again. I don't even know why any more. It just. It's. I don't know!” I said as I broke down again. This time I didn't even make it to Bill's chest. I just fell down the the floor crying, and Bill knelt down next to me.