The Will To Leave [slash] 20 [boyxboy]

I swear I was about to have a heart attack.

Loki was standing in the doorway watching us. Allan stood up from the couch while I tugged my jeans back on before Loki could take them.

“Go take a shower Terrence, the three of us will be leaving in about two hours. I left some clothes for you lying out on the bed.” Loki sighed running his fingers through his hair that was styled as if he had just rolled out of bed.

I looked at him suspiciously.

“Don’t worry, it’s a tux and you won’t have to go commando.” My face reddened and my fists clenched at my sides. I stood quickly, sweeping out of the room, ignoring Loki. He snickered slightly.

I noticed Penny walking with a short little blonde girl walking down the hall in my direction with Diamond close on their heels. Penny looked up at me and giggled. Kelly looked confused and I blushed, lowering my gaze to stare at my feet as I passed them.

The shower was already running when I reached the bathroom. I guess Loki had left it on for me. Steam enveloped my body as I stepped into the bathroom, stripping down before stepping into the shower. Hot water scalded my body but I didn’t care.

Once the hot water cooled itself off I scrubbed my hair, my body, and then my face before rinsing off and grabbing a dry towel off the rack. I dried off quickly before wrapping the towel around my body and walking into the bedroom. The tux that was lying out on the bed fit me perfectly. Although, I think I look like a penguin.

Where are the ice floes and evil leopard seals?

“Aww Terrence, you look so pretty!” Penny squealed. I whirled around to see Penny and Kelly standing in the doorway. I rubbed the back of my neck, giving them a small smile.

“Thanks?” I mumbled.

“Can we fix your hair?” Penny pleaded.

“And can we do your make-up?” Kelly pleaded in a squeaky voice.

“What make-up?”

“We want to put eyeliner on you!” Penny cried.

I took a step back but wound up landing myself on the bed.

“Please?” Kelly sniffed.

Ah shit.

“Ok…fine. Just don’t make me look like a girl.”

Penny and Kelly squealed with delight and began attacking me with hair products, combs, and black eyeliner.

“Can I look in the mirror first?” I asked hesitantly as they grabbed my wrist, trying to drag me out of the bedroom.

“No.” They commanded.

Eventually they got me into the entryway where Loki and Allan were waiting for me.

Both their jaws dropped.

I don’t really look that bad…right?

“You look amazing.” Allan breathed.

Loki managed to shut his mouth but said nothing.

Penny and Kelly were dressed to leave as well I noticed. They were wearing almost identical frilly white, pink, and ice blue dresses with flowery white headbands. Their lips were smooth with gloss and blush tinted their cheeks a rosy color.

All five of us walked out to the limo, Penny and Kelly skipping ahead and giggling. Allan and Loki talked while I held Loki’s hand, wondering why they had reacted the way they had. I peeked at my reflection on the tinted window, placing my fingers to my lips with a barely audible gasp.

Staring back at me was a boy with heavily black lined eyes, causing his violet eyes to stick out dramatically. I paid attention to my hair and grinned. It looked as if I had just rolled out of bed and hair-sprayed it that way.

“Terrence, are you ok?” Loki asked tugging my hand gently.

I nodded and got into the limo in a daze.

“Terrence, you’re gorgeous, never forget that.” Loki whispered in my ear, placing a soft kiss on my cheek.

“We forgot to put the concealer on his neck!” Kelly pointed out. Penny nodded gravely, pulling a tube of tan liquid out of her tiny clutch purse. I squirmed as Kelly lifted my hair off my neck and Penny began applying the liquid. It was cold.

Eventually they let go of me.

“You’re worse than Allan.” Penny laughed slipping the tube into her purse.

“Thanks.” I muttered sarcastically feeling like a girl with concealer and eyeliner on.

I was taciturn on the way to the banquet, not even listening to what everyone else was talking about. I stared down at my hands, picking at my nails.

“Are you ok Terrence?” Loki asked quietly.

I nodded as we stepped out of the limo.

Flashes burst in front of my eyes. I stumbled backwards against the limo but Loki nudged me forward and I realized the flashes were camera lights. Loki and Allan held their heads high, striding towards the doors, seemingly unbothered. I gripped onto Loki’s hand, scrambling after him feeling as if my heart was going to beat right out of my chest.

Penny and Kelly flirted with the cameras before following us into the massive building.

“Kill me now…” I whispered staring up at an enormous, enlarged drawing hanging on the main wall.