My Favorite Color is Purple, Too! *Synyster Gates* 19

"So you're like, really mad at me, huh?" he asked after a minute of silence.
"Well, considering you were being INCREDIBLY unfair yesterday, yah, I am." I shot back, I started picking the nail polish off my fingernails.
"You still do that when you get nervous?" he asked, pointing to my hands.
"Don't change the subject." I said, stopping and looking at him.
"How was I being unfair? You're the one that went crazy." he said.
"What?! You were totally alright with talking to me and being nice until I told you that I had to think shit over before we continued anything because my gut was wrenching over the whole Michelle situation, then you decided that you were just going to pretend I was invisible. That's not fair, Brian."
"Really? You wanna know what isn't fair? I tell you that I like you and I'm confused over all the shit going on with Michelle and I, but I was willing to give it a shot with you. You agree, then you change your mind, then you agree AGAIN after I clearly stated that you didn't have to do anything you didn't want to do, then when Michelle calls, who you KNOW I'm with, you chicken out and decide you don't want me anymore, then you try to talk to me like nothing happened. That isn't fair, that's fucking with my head and sorry, but I don't like that shit." he said. I'd never thought about how I was messing with him, I really was being really wishy washy with everything.
"Ok, ok, you're right, and I'm sorry. I shouldn't have kept changing my mind. I just... I don't know. I really like you,Brian... like... a lot, I didn't really think any thing of it until I heard you on the phone with Michelle and you said you loved her... that's when it hit me that you DO love her and you DON'T love me and I didn't want to mess anything up." I said. I started to tear up and he sighed heavily.
"Come here. Don't start crying." he said wrapping his arms around me and wiping my tears away.
"I'm sorry. I didn't want to mess with your head." I cried.
"I know... I know. Just calm down." he said, I stopped crying and looked up at him.
"So... did you really break up with Michelle yesterday?" I asked.
"Yeah... she wasn't really surprised... or that upset for that matter. It was more of a mutual decision that I thought it would be." he told me.
"Well, atleast there wasn't a huge ordeal. So... you're back on the market then?" I asked him.
"No. I'm off the market."
"I thought you just said that you and Michelle broke up." I said, confused.
"Yeah, but you and I just got back together." he said.
"Huh? We were never to---" then his lips met mine. He kissed me softly then pulled back and put his hand on my cheek.
"Yeah, we were and we are now, so get over it." he said, then he hopped down from the bunk. I hopped down and everyone started clapping. "Why are we all clapping?" I said.
"Because Chrissy was listening the other side of the curtain and we know that you guys are together now!" Zacky said. I turned red and pinched Chrissy's arm.
"OW! Don't pinch me. You two are retarded for each other, we knew it was going to happen." she said, smacking my arm.
"So... no one has an issue with this... right?" I asked.
"Well, a small one. Brian, you're my best friend and I love you, but if you do anything to hurt my baby sister... I'll strangle you with a guitar string and feed you to your mother." Jason said, patting Brian on the back.
"Yeah, man, that goes for me, too." Matt said.
"I'll keep that in mind, then." Brian said, everyone laughed.
"Alright! Yeah, now Small Fry doesn't have to be lonely on the tour!" Johnny shouted, patting me on the back.
"Except Shadz... he's gunna be humping the phone for the next few weeks." Jimmy said. Shadz punched him in the arm and congratulated Brian and I. Brian sat down on the couch and I stood there for a moment, then he pulled me down on his lap. It was weird being affectionate with him in front of everyone, so I sort of flinched when he grabbed my hand. "Look at how she's reacting to a man's touch... she's totally gay." Jason said.
"She's not gay!" Chrissy, Nykki, Brian, and Johnny all said at the same time. I started laughing hysterically, then Matt calmed us all down.
"Alright, guys, show's in like... two hours, so everyone inside, we gotta set up, practice all that good shit, let's go." Matt said, then he shooed us all off the bus. I'd only been to the local shows the guys put on, so this would be my first big official show and I think I was more excited than the fans were. We went back to the dressing room and the guys started to get ready.