Forbidden Fruit {Jacob Black} [51]: Frozen and Confessions

---Two Weeks Later---

I smelled eggs and went straight to the bathroom. For some reason whenever I smelled eggs I would throw up. Plus I threw up in the mornings and I was exhausted by the end of the day and when Jacob tried to be more physical I would push him away and mumble ‘Not right now’.

“I think you should straight out tell him.” Lena said as we looked over the Book of Shadows for the spell that would extract the Hollow out of Damien.

I scoffed at her comment. “We’re about to finish this and you want him to get get super over protective me now?”

“I just don’t like hiding this from Embry.” She whined.

Her wedding was tomorrow night. Her dress was ready and tonight there was going to be bachelorrate party. Whoo-hoo, too bad I can’t get shit faced!

“I can’t find it!” I groaned and closed the book. “I’ve seen it here! I’ve passed by it a thousand times and it’s nowhere to be found!”

“You’re changing the subject which means you don’t want to talk about and when you don’t want to talk about it means… it’s bad.” Lena said.

I hated how well she knew me.

“You don’t understand Lena!” I threw my hands in the air. “You’re not the one who’s going to die!”

Lena frowned. “I’ve been thinking, I mean, just because I saw you be the sacrifice it doesn’t mean you have to be the one, Ken. What if… I do it?”

I shook my head at once. “No, this is what destiny has for me. Death probably already has my name down.”

“Someone else can do it. Why does it have to be you?” She said pouting. “You’re my best friend and you’re going to leave so many people that love you behind!”

“I know,” I sighed. “Life sucks, hun and I want to do this because this,” I said holding the small bump that has formed. “Needs a safe future.”

“I’m going to miss you. Oh shit,” She said checking her watch. “It’s time to go, Leah must have everything ready at her house.”

Leah asked to do it and since Lena and I were too busy to do anything we agreed.

“My God, you’re going to get married!” I squealed.

“You’re engaged!” She clapped her hands.

I smiled and looked down at my ring on my left finger. “Weird.”

We laughed.

--Bachelorratte Party—

Once again we convinced Leah to let Rosalie and Alice since Lena has gotten close to them as well.

“WHOO!!!” Lena yelled as a male stripper shook his stuff on her face. She slaps it.

One of the strippers comes too close to me and I laugh.

“Come on, Ken! Slap his ass!” Rosalie encouraged.

I laughed and hit the man across his butt.

“AHHHH!!!” Was heard all around as the techno music continued to play.

“Now, now.” Lena said getting away from her stripper. “I have a super surprise for our dear Kendra Connor.” She gestured to me. “For years you’ve been my friend and done nothing but support and save my butt more times than I can count and introduced me into the man of life whom I’m about to marry.”

Then Benny Benassi ‘Satisfaction’ came on. “What is going on?” I asked.

“Oh, you’ll see.” Lena smirked.

Then she points and in comes a… male EMO STRIPPER! I started to laugh as the man with long hair covering his right eye with eyeliner made his way to me. He wore tight jeans with a faded Metallica shirt that was tight around his waist.

He starts to strip and everyone goes wild. I was still laughing but enjoyed my time as well.

---Home---

“Had fun?” Jacob asked as I entered the living room and sat next to him.

“Yes.”

He sniffs. “You smell like some other guy.” He said in a low voice.

“What are you gonna do about it?” I smiled devishly at him.

His brown eyes turn darker. “You want to know?” His voice was deeper and it made me want more than just a kiss.

He crashes his lips on mine and we start to kiss each other like our lives depended on it. He pushes me until my back hits the couch and he climbs on top of me. I moaned as out tongues danced for dominance. He was winning and I was trying but I guess he wanted his scent on me and I didn’t mind.

“You’re mine.” He growled as he pulled a bit to take a breather.

“Forever.” I gasped when he attacked my neck. I wanted him so badly.

“Tonight… no excuses… you’re driving me insane, Ken.” Jacob growled as he removed my shirt.

“Wait.” I said as I froze him with my powers and wiggled my way out. I unfroze him. He looks lost for a moment and then looks at me.

“If I had powers I would do the same to you and then you can see how it feels when you do that.” He growls and tries to reach for me but I freeze him again and then unfreeze his head.

He tries to move and then looks at me.

“What’s going on, Ken? Why are you acting so distant? Are you getting cold feet?”

I shook my head immediately.

I swallowed the lump. We had all of the ingredients now so there was no more danger unless Damien decided to show up.

“You know how life likes to fuck with me?”

“Ken.” He said slowly.

“I’m pregnant.”

That shut him up. His eyes went wide and his mouth dropped. “Huh?”

“Lena said that she saw you standing over my grave with the words imprinted as daughter, wife and mother.”

He blinks and then starts to smile from ear to ear. “You’re going to give me a little you!” He exclaimed. “Unfreeze me so I can hug you and kiss you.”

I smiled and waved my hand and he immediately has me in his embrace. After to turns he sets me down and kisses me all over the face. Then his lips were gentle on mine. He’s never been so gentle I was melting in his arms, the things he does to me!

My knees buckled and he catches me.

“You’ve made me so happy, Ken, I love you so much… I can’t—“

His eyes change and I knew he caught on.

“You’re not going to be the sacrifice.”

“Jacob,” I started but he interrupts.

“NO! I’ve let you run loose because I knew you could take care of yourself, but I have a limit Ken and when you’re pregnant with our kid is the part where I draw the line.”

“This isn’t something we can prevent. It’s been written.”

“Things change.”

“No, Jacob, because it’s set in stone.” I said sadly.

“We’re going to be a family… I just can’t l-let you go.” He said his eyes were so sad.

“This is something I have to do because I’m a Wicca and I swo—“

“Swore to protect the innocent with your life.” He finishes. “There must be exceptions or something.”

I shook my head. “Not in my world. Damien… who isn’t even Damien anymore grows stronger everyday and we have to stop him before he destroys all magic and then there won’t be any magic.”

“But why does it have to be you?”

“Because destiny has a sick way of saying ‘I hate your guts’.” I smiled weakly at him.

He goes down to his knees. “I thought you were just getting fat.” I punched his back and he laughed. “I would still love you if you gained a couple of pounds.” He smiles cheesily. I rolled my eyes. He hugs me his head resting on my stomach. “You’re going to have the best parents in the world because your mother is going to be our savior.”