To Me You'll Be Forever Sacred (Tom Kaulitz Sequal) 15

*Tom's POV*

It's been about three months since the airport and I was still miserable without her. But the guys suggested that I move on and accept the fact that Desiree might never be mine again, so that's how Vyoletta came into the picture. We met two months ago at a photo shoot I did for a magazine and they hired her to take photos with me for 'sex appeal' and I asked her out that same day. I may not love her like I do Desiree, but I do like her and the guys do approve of her.

Right now, the guys and I are going over our tour schedule and signing sessions with our manager. I’m really happy to be touring again. I love putting on an amazing show for our fans and the fact I’m playing with the greatest people I know. The girls are also going on the tour with us. I can’t wait!!! After the meeting, I stopped to get some food for Vy and me and then went home. Vy and have been living together for two weeks now and I like it a lot. So now let me tell you about Vyoletta: She’s twenty, a model, likes to party, and is very sweet…sometimes a little too sweet…She’s also very bright, loves kids, and of course the bonus, she’s a big fan of our band. So anyways, I pulled up to my house and parked in the garage. I grabbed the food and entered the house. I set the food down and walked into the living room and saw Vy wearing a grey flannel button up shirt, black booty shorts, and black knee high socks and watching Spongebob. That was Desi’s favorite show…I shook the thoughts out of my head and snuck up behind Vy. I wrapped my arms around her neck, which she jumped from surprise, and kissed her temple. “Hey babe.” I smiled. I walked around the couch and took a seat next to her and put my arm around her shoulder. “Hey you.” She smiled back and gave me a quick peck on the lips. “How was the meeting?” She asked, laying her arm across my stomach and leaned her head on my shoulder. “Boring, but I got good news….” I said and kissed the top of her head. She lifted her head and asked, “What is it?” “We get to take you guys on tour with us!!!” I said. The next thing I knew, I was on my back and Vy’s arms were tightly wrapped around my neck and planting kisses all over my face. I laughed lightly and hugged her back. “Oh mein Gott!!! I can’t wait to go!!!” She shouted. I sat back up with Vy still on my lap. She smiled at me and gave me a passionate kiss, which I gladly returned.

Too bad you don’t feel the same fire and passion like you did with Desiree
‘Conscience, go away!!!’
Can’t do that man. I am apart of you and you know I’m right!
‘I know, but she doesn’t want me…hell, she doesn’t even remember me!!!’
That’s perfect, because that means you get a fresh start with her
‘I can’t do that…it wouldn’t be right.’
Well suck it up boy and besides, what you’re already doing is wrong…you’re using Vyoletta to get over Desiree and you know it

I was so wrapped in the fight I was having in my mind that I didn’t even notice that Vyoletta led us upstairs until I felt her remove my shirt and she tossed it onto the floor. She then reconnected our lips and we got lost in pure lust and went all night long. The next morning, I woke up with Vy’s head resting on my bare chest and her arm lying across my stomach. I just looked at her and took in all her features. She was so beautiful with her dark black hair, blue green eyes, slender figure, a sweet innocent looking face, and pale creamy skin. She was also very sweet, funny, loving, great taste in music, and knows how to have fun. But there’s just something wrong with all of this, she’s not Desiree and that still kills me inside. I know I should just move on since I have a great thing going on with Vyoletta, but I can’t help it. And as mean as this sounds, if there was even a small chance that I could be with Desiree again, I would take it without second thoughts. Vyoletta knows about the Desiree situation and how much it hurt me. She was even nice enough to comfort me when I broke down crying in the first week of our relationship. I seriously thought she would break up with me then, but she never left my side and I really like her for that.