.aesthetttic.'s Journal

I just wanted to say that...

My head has been somewhere else for the past few weeks.

I've been having anxiety attacks.
I've been sick.

& it's causing my writing to suffer.

Have you read the new chapter of shameless? What the fuck was that?

I'm not happy with it at all, but I felt like I owe you guys an update because I haven't updated anything in such a long time.

This isn't my goodbye note, I'm not leaving, and I'm not stopping writing. I need writing to help me, and get me through things. I just wanted to get the off my chest.

ily.

♥

On Tuesday Feb. 19. 2008. I had the most amazing expreiecne of my life. I had the honor of seeing All Time Low & The Starting Line in concert.

All Time Low














I attempted to get a picture of Rian, but Jack's junk got in the way.








Alex jumped on stage and sung with The Starting Line...it was amazing. :]



Before they came on stage.





Alex and Jack came out before the show, I didnt get to get any pictures with them because at the time I was alone in the line, and I didnt want to lose my spot. So I played paparazzi instead. haha

The Starting Line
















Wow, I have way more atl pictures then I thought.

I did't get to meet then after the show, all the under age kids got kicked out...so I didnt have a change.

During TSL my mom talked to Alex.
that lucky bitch. haha she said he was cute.

All Time Low was right in front of me during TSL set, Alex was checking out the girl standing to me. But, once he figured out that she was with her boyfriend...he gave up. haha

Then after the show, my mom and I left and went out to eat. As we were about to leave, I was looking around and I saw Zack walk in with a group of people. It was pretty awesome. :]


two videos of atl
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=X4UBi9pwEm0
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=n-zFsWG08kM

two videos of tsl
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=C7gzsOw6tV0
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_vze1pvPe2Q

It seems like I've fallen of the face of the earth hasn't it?

I just wanted to apologize for my lack of updates. I have tons of drama in my life right now. My dad asked his girlfriend of 3 months to marry him, I've only met her twice, when my dad told us that he was getting married to her was the first time I met her, and they lives right down the street.

Fucked right?

But she seems like a nice lady.

Anyway... I hope to get into the swing of things soon. I plan to bring back Pete. :D

In the midst of all this I managed to start a layout site. Not much there, only about 6 layouts. I have layouts featuring Audrey Kitching, All Time Low, Craig Owens, Jason Hale, Hayley Williams, and Oliver Sykes. I'll also be adding a Chiodos and TDWP layout. :]

http://freewebs.com/plasticribcage/index.html

check it out for me.

ALL TIME LOW & THE STARTING LINE ARE COMING TO HAWAII!!!!!!!!!

TOGETHER!!!


Do you know how fucking stoked I am?

I'm fucking shaking because I'm so excited.

Now I just have to get my friends to go with me...and the money.

AHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

So lately I've been seeing a lot of talk about sell outs.

I just have to say that I am sick and tired of people calling Paramore, TAI, ATL ect. sell outs. Who gives a shit if they were on TRL. They diserve every bit of attention they get, they are all extremly taletned. Just because your favorite band made and 5 minuet or less appearance on TRL does not make them sell outs. They are still the same band started listing to 3-4 years ago. They haven't changed their music to fit the MTV image, they haven't changed anything for money. THEY ARE NOT SELL OUTS!.

Coheed and Cambria were on TRL. They are still as amazing as ever.
Hellogoodbye were on TRL. Need I say more?
Cobra Starship were also on TRL.
Avenged Sevenfold were on TRL. Never thought I'd see that say coming.

You want to know who are sell outs...

Good Charlotte.

Take a look at the song Life Styles of the Rich and Famous.
& take a look at that stupid song I Don't wanna Be in Love

Need I say more?

& I can't believe that people were calling All Time Low sell outs for have their video on TRL for less than 30 seconds. ATL didn't even know it was going to be on there. Someone requested it. ATL haven't been on MTV since. Get the fuck over it.

Okay. I'm done.

I feel better.

As all of you know, Quizilla is changing, and a lot of us are leaving. I haven't made the decision yet. I'm going to wait to see how this new Quizilla works before I abandon it. I don't agree fully to the changes that they are making. i.e, no homepages, themes. I've been on quizilla since 2001, this is my third account here. I've spent a many great times on here, and made great friends. It's going to be hard to leave.

 

I'll be on Mibba, like everybody else. The link to my account is on my homepage. Everything that is on here is over there. I love this place, but it's gone to the dogs.

 

I love you guys.

 

Seriously.

 

Keep in mind that I'm not gone, yet.

Like I said above, if I don't like the new quizilla, then I will be leaving.

 

Thanks for sticking with me.

A lot of people have been asking me to update that story.

even though you all are begging me, I never planned on updating that story for a longggggggg time.

To be honest, I don't think I updated that story since I moved accounts. I do remember saying that anyone can have it if they wanted and to message me. One person did message me for it, and this person thought of the idea that she writes the chapter, sends it to me, and I post it on my account. I thought great I don't have to anything, but that didn't really work out because her writing style is completely different from mine. I didn't feel the way her style was right for the flow of the story. It would have messed the feel of it up. I tried to fix up what she wrote, but it just didn't work. If she moved the story to her account, I wouldn't care, but since it would have been on my account, I wanted it to look like my writing. Like I said before, it would have ruined the flow of the story, it's hard to explain.

Shit, that sounds bad doesn't it?

Am I being selfish?

Sorry. :/

But your in luck....

I plan to re-write the story, the same plot with a few changes, and different characters.

The story shouldn't be an Adam story. It doesn't feel right. Yeah, he fits in the plot perfectly, but for me, it's hard because he's not hight on my list of hot band boys. 

haha, that sounds bad too.

I have someone in mind, and the more I think about it, the better he fits. I'm not going to tell you, your going to have to wait. It won't be out for a while because I would like to have most of it written up before I start posting so updates won't be slow, and I still have to focus on Pete and Craig.

Question:

Who would you like to see in Sundays Best?  

&&

What would you like to see happen in QUEEN OF DIAMONDS?