He always gave her flowers.
But not a single rose for me.
He always had a soft spot for her.
It was just never ment to be.
My heart aches with hopeless waiting.
As he sits there satisfied.
He never really knew.
How much and hard I cried.
Still he is my best friend.
And I love and care from him so.
It's fine that he didn't choose me.
Thats what I tell myself though.
He'd probably knew he'd lose me.
Because I never knew what I want.
Still I hope he loves me.
Because he's all I've got.
Maybe it's just jelousy, or maybe I'm just scared.
Or maybe I'm really worried.
That he'll never be there.
I think I'm going crazy.
He's got me head-over-heels
Because all I want is him saying...
You know I'll always be there...
I figured it out.
And I'm quiet satisfied now.
He only wanted someone who could make him happy for now.
So, it's not me...
But he needed a smile.
The world was fallin down.
And he picked it up himself.
My hearts not broken yet. Nope, it's just being rebuilt. Currently under construction. Please come back again.
It's gonna be bigger, it's gonna be better, it's gonna be heart-break proof.
So I'll be safe again, to love who I please. No, the boy didn't break my heart, he just made me worried.
So why am I talking about my little fragile heart? Well lets see...
I know other girls might like there best friends.
So when they get a girlfriend, those girls winde up heartbroken.
I'm standing up for them now and saying that they should rebuild there hearts too.
How?
Be happy for him. Still love him. Remember that he loves you too and he also cares. He'll always be there for you, remember that. If he is a true friend, which I know he is, he'd stop his date and help you out.
And.
The best part is.
Secretly, deep down, in the front of his mind, the center of his heart.
He loves you too.
Remember that. Hold onto that. Know that. And repeat that.
Cause it's true you'll see one day...
Wishes to you,
Ame M.