I can't seem to get off the roller coaster of mood swings. Going to extremely high to low and then taking a 180 degree turn is just exhausting me. I have a crush on someone, and then I think"what in heavens name was I thinking??" Then I go back and start the love cycle again.
There will always be people that I will adore and love forever. But there are also those whom I have hurt in the past; and I can't help but want to be in love withthem again. I know not if it's because I just want to love and be loved (duh, almost everyone does) or if I just want more security.
I can't seem to find confidence in anything I do. I become reclusive, even shying away from things I used to enjoy doing-things I used to be good at. It might just be that I'm afraid of being shown up or beaten(which is totally vain-not to mention silly) But I can't seem to shake the roller coaster of just loving everyone./??????
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Love everybody?
Posted at 10:02 PM EST on Thursday, October 19, 2006
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@ 10:51 AM EST on Friday, October 20, 2006, purplerose91 said:
a friend to talk to. Talk to someone and poor out your feelings to them. You're confused and it will drive you mad if you don't talk to someone about these feelings. You can talk to me anytime you want. I promise I'll listen