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December 18, 2007
DELETION!
RANTING!I will be deleting every thing on my quizilla accounts! I will be posting this on every one of them(neverreallythere, DeathsXLittleXPuppet, and I might on [Buka-Boo]) I do not feel safe posting my works on this site any longer. I have had them stolen and taken the wrong way, I have been spied on, and the biggest reason is that I have grown out of this site. I found this site two years ago and have been on it ever sence, but that was two years ago and not only has a lot of things happened sence then but I have changed so much along the way. The things I held close seem so unimportant now it is almost funny. I still love to write but that has taken a back seat this past year. I was focused on helping the enviromant, gay rights, petitions, political, and having my voice out there for this past year. But even that has taken a back seat in the past few weeks. All I want now is to have my life back! I want to be a normal teenager, to get my licence, get good grades, be able to go to school, be happy, get healthy, and have friends. I feel as though I am too old for this site also. I will be 16 in four months and well when I started in this site I picked on the older people that were here. As I look around all the people I have seen here for as long as I have been here are starting to leave by the hords or just drop off the face of the earth. It has hit me hard that I am getting older even if I do not look, act, or feel that way I am and I need to face that. Leaving this site will help with that. It will be a mile stone in the path to getting back to the way I was and need to be for now on. I have found other sites were people are more about the works than drama and are closer to my age. I no longer need nor want to read works by wanna be depressed 12 year ols that are all about death and cutting or boys. I need to read Allen Poe or Plath(if you do not know them and call yourself a poet you should just turn and be shunned).
RANTING OVER!
One year ago I was diegnosed with severe depression, I have been form doctor to doc and prozac to zolaft and more from then on, to help with it but I think I need a normalcy in my life and to be way form any negative things(like that will ever happen). I am also border anarexic and balemic. So as you can see I need all my energy to get well in mind and body. So I hope you all will be ok with my decision to get well and are not mad or uncaring. But in the words of Plath "Daddy, daddy, you basterd, I'm through."
You can e-mail me at pinkmonkeyrf@yahoo.com or my less used e-mail neverreallythere@yahoo.com you can find me at fanfition.net at http://www.fanfiction.net/u/1214680/ on myspace at www.myspace.com/never_really_there or at http://profile.myspace.com/index.cfm?fuseaction=user.viewprofile&friendid=125978080
I will most likely keep my newest account here as a leg to the site but I will not be on that much only once a month if that till everything is done. so you can get me here http://www.quizilla.com/users/[Buka-Boo]/ some times.
