I'm dying, praying, bleeding, and screaming.
Am I too lost, to be saved? Am I too lost?!
I really didn't to have to say goodbye. So I didn't. I didn't even fucking hug her! I am so mad at myself! That's like saying 'going is more than Gina'! I hate myself completely officially. I deserve to die. I fail at life. I suck. Gina's probably crying. I bet she's so lonely... I want to see her!!!!!! I want to camp out under her fricken' bed! I hate myself. I'm not ready to have her leave! and I probably won't be for a long ass time. I'm screwed. I hate my life. I fail at everything.
Don't make me close one more door
I don't wanna hurt anymore
I hurt so much right. I'm probably going to hardest time EVER falling asleep tonight. This sucks so bad. I hate everything. Not everyONE, but everyTHING. I can't live with you, Gina! COME HOME, DAMN IT!!! SHANNARROOOOOO!!!!!!
I'm going to cry. I hate myself. I deserve to die. Literally. Don't walk away from me...
I have nothing, nothing, nothing
If I don't have you... you... you... you...
Depressed Nyash
Kimmie~
~Take these Broken Wings, and learn to Fly~
You showed me
When I was young just how to grow
You showed me
Everything that I should know
You showed me
Just how to walk without your hands.....
Comments
@ 10:44 PM EST on Friday, September 7, 2007, Gina09 said:
Kimmie everything here is fine. I know you still love me, even though you didn't hug me. It didn't bother me at all! And I'm thinking and missing yuou and our late night chats where we'd talk about our bishies and our oc's :) I'm here, and you know how to find me. Don't be too sad, k? And Happy Belated. I@ 7:46 PM EST on Saturday, September 1, 2007, CrayonsAreEvil said:
so sad... *pats back* now I'm sad *cries* why don't you send a letter or something, like email, myspace, etc. Anything? I bet she's sad...hmph... If you need someone to talk to I'll be there ^.^ even though I don't even know you personally -.- but you can trust me!!! I can make all my friends happy!! sort of... I end up humiliating myself so they laugh... but as long as there happy... ~Lori@ 4:11 AM EST on Tuesday, August 28, 2007, DeathsXLittleXPuppet said:
I also know how you feel. I am sorry. I know it sucks. If she doesn't have a compt then you should try and call her if she has a phone or sumtin. I am sorry you feel this way. Now don't worry she might just come back to see you on holidays or over summer. Don't feel too bad I am sure if you tell her how you felt when she laft then she'll forgive you for not saying good-bye or seeing her off. Hope you'll feel better, Becky@ 6:52 PM EST on Monday, August 27, 2007, DictatorAnna said:
you're wierd@ 6:11 AM EST on Monday, August 27, 2007, Gaaraismyheartandsoul said:
Don't worry...I know what yoo feel :( and it's the worst feeling of all...especially if yoo didn't say goodbye...hmm but I wonder...can't you talk through her here? Or is it that she doesn't have a computer there?