ElysiumSoldier's Journal

I have to say, I wasn't expecting much from the new quizilla. I think it looks much better than the old one, though. I don't see why people dislike it so much, other than some older quizzes not working correctly, which was obviously going to happen at first. Change is good, sometimes.

Sigh. I don't have much time to enjoy anything. Packing up stuff in my room is such a hassle. Moving is a hassle. Painting walls is a hassle. BAH. At least my school year has ended. Oh well. Let's get the Ghost in the Shell OST blazing through some speakers, shall we?

I am vicious and cruel, vile and evil. I fill you with anger, and cause you to feel pain. I make you hate the ones you love; friends, family, lovers, they mean nothing to me. I can force you to depress yourself, or I can make you strive to destroy. What am I? ..... I am JEALOUSY. .... I don't feel good anymore, and I hate my voice of reason. God, she's so bossy. Err, I mean, I'm tired. Bye. Enjoy the useless poetry.

Either someone seriously needs to stop talking about me behind my back or I have a pretty nasty cold. Or both. Our school's classes got canceled yesterday on account of snow (we're stupid, yeah) and I guess spending too much time outside has taken its toll. Not to mention my wrist hasn't been getting any better. To be truthful, I don't feel like going to school today. And I won't. Mom forgot about the haircut too. Guess that'll happen sometime before I die. Sorry Atta. I miss you gais already. ;__; 'Bet Batman doesn't miss me. Tard. D: Have a better day than I'm having. See ya!

I was thinking about drawing something Transformers-y soon. I think I might do a TF and Tori Amos (an awesome singer) American Doll Posse crossover. And Starscream will be the Tori! Or should Soundwave be...? Then Frenzy or Ravage would be Pip kakkakakakakaaaaa! Oh well. We'll see. I'm just really bored. Now the Tori fans will try to poke my eyes out with sticks. D: goddessofra is teh 1337 awesomeness! I bow to the fanfiction skillz of doom! ^___^ That fanfiction somehow, someway made Soundwave, Sunny and Sides my new favorite characters. MANDY I NEED TO PLAY HALO SOMETIME SOON OR IMMA OVERLOAD ON BOREDNESSH. *really sad face* I miss you, too, Atta-chan. ^__^ Merry Christmas.

I know a lot of people who know a lot about dreams. I wish someone could tell me why I keep having similar dreams lately, and what the hell they mean. These dreams are simple. A mentor of mine, suddenly going insane and killing everyone. These dreams are thoroughly disturbing, and I haven't spoken to that mentor for as long as I can. The dreams are different every time, sometimes almost unreal due to HAlo Warthogs not existing in the real world. Most people I've talked to say that its probably because I fear that one, which I don't that much. They act strange sometimes, but nothing to be feared. Another theory is that my alter ego or subconcious mind is trying to warn me that this mentor is not as good natured as they seem. I'm not sure why. This is really eating me up inside. Someone make it stop. Someone. Too late. Here they come. u__u