"What's the difference between you and me? I do what I want, and you do what you're told."- Green Day, 'Reject'
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August 16, 2009
Why do I have to be around so many people, and yet I'm always so lonely? My dad is always away at work, my sister is always doing whatever it is she does, and my brother is doing what he does. Everyone else is always making fun of me, excluding me, discriminating me, my own family. Why do they dislike me so much? I never did anything to them. This is not exaggeration, either. They really go out of their way to make me singled out, and they frame me to get me in trouble, too. That time I told you about, where I demolished the guest room, was the most I've ever done to them, besides yell at them for making me miserable. For two days now, I've had to go face to face with my mother....my own mother, who I really don't think is even worth mentioning. She got on the judge's "good side" today, by showing him a medical record stating that she has a terminal lung cancer. Well, that's karma for you. Call me insensitive, but if you'd seen some of the reasons why I say this so coldly, you'd understand fully. I just can't take it sometimes, you know? Living somewhere where virtually everybody loathes my existance...it hurts after a while, you know? I wasn't even spared the torment when I was a small child. I'm glad my dad and my siblings and my friends (you know who you are...COK:D) are there for me. If it wasn't for you guys, I would continue to fall victim to this state of madness. That's one of the reasons why I'm always so....."spazzy", if you will, because it's an escape. So's music. Especially that. Man, I'm starting to sound emo. It's my god damned "family's" fault! Hahaha, emo Holly. That just does NOT work!!!
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Another batch of warm fuzzies is headed your way -- and you can't believe your good luck. Just make sure you're hanging out with the right people, so they can pick up on some of that funky energy.
Your rich interior life is taking on a life of its own, and you think you're starting to like it! You have a good chance at making at least some of your dreams come true, but you need to be keep it real.
Your analytical side is working overtime. You're feeling smart enough to figure out just about anything right now. If you have one big problem in your life, break it down into manageable chunks and view it through a wide-angle lens.
