IGetSickOfCrying's Journal

Today I found out that Skye has done "something bad".

I am so worried, anxious, nervous, on the verge of a breakdown.

Skye has been there for me for awhile now, and I really care for her.

We talk a lot about all kinds of things and I just want her to not doing anything bad. Please if there is a god let her come back...

I am a mess.

I don't like it when my friends critize and pick at me. It makes me depressed and sad. It feels like I can please no one and no one will ever be happy in my presence. I feel like such a fuck-up.

So I decided to finally use this thing. Even though I have a live journal and all. But my livejournal is for me. And this journal is for, anyone I guess. I'll just explain myself a little bit more. Because I am low on imagination right now. - I don't get celebirty crushes. Understand? It just doesn't happen. There is nothing wrong with me. I don't think. - I don't understand Hollywood and stars and why they get away with so much. I think there is something truly wrong with the American society. - Sometimes I like to lie to people and sometimes I am brutally honest. - I really want to start a layout site. But I don't have the motivation to do it. - People amaze me. So the end. To a crappy quizilla journal entry. I don't care who comments or sees this. So happy new year, whatever.