JO-seph's Journal

The much neglected Journal Entry Journal Entry:
(Posted: Fri Aug 24, 2007, 3:27 AM)

I think when i LOOK.
When have i, 
when ever have you SEEn me.
JK-Arts poSted a journal entry.
Just THINK, just take another look.
It has never happened.
It never happens see.
It rarely and most likely only ever happened but one time.
One time I've wrote in my poor neglected journal.
Only one journal entry in its' phaded dusty pages.
Pages wich are merly not VISIBLE in the past present or future.
In the future eyeS may hover over these pages puzzled.
Puzzled at the very SIGHT layed before them in this pesent time.
I think this Journal Entry confuSes no-one for its quite clear.
Quite clear what i'm doing.
I'm doing what i should have done ageS ago.
For ageS i have neglected this journal.
This journal and all its interesting entries.
Interesting entries wich from and to now on may never go neglected again.
Again i think i will LOOK over these entries again.

                                                                            -Joseph M. Kennedy

My grandfather.
My moms father,
My Poppop.
The man.
A great guy.
A fisherman.
Everybody likes him.
Everyone Loves him.
Everyone always will and he'll be Fine.

Hi i am............

You make me so freaking ...
Happy When i'm with With you.
You make me so freaking ...
Mad When I'm with-out you
You make me so freaking ...
Happy when i see your smile
You make me so freaking ...
Sad when i haven't seen you for awhile.
You make me freaking ...
Crazy when i ain't got you
to call my freaking Lady.

My Pain
My Lonelyness
My Broken heart.
My Days Legnth
its End its Start.
My past and my future.

My nothing to do.
Alleviate Me with you.

I've lost my mind !
Have you seen it?

Did i put it on the ground?

is it in the lost and found?

I've lost my mind !
Oh where oh where has it gone?

I wondered why i don't like wondering why.
So asking my self why must i ask myself Wondering why.
Why didn't i try, wondering why as you walked by.
Why didn't we talk wondering why.
Wondering why i cry when i asked myself why.
You didn't see me try,
Was i afraid wondering why asking myself why you didn't say "Hi".
Then the answer came to me wondering why.
I didn't even say "Hi" when you walked by.
I was too-busy, just wondering why.
That is why i  absolutley hate Wondering why.
This is why i must absolutely stop wondering why
and no matter what I must say HI the next time you walk by.

People every where critisizes people everywhere its just how people are. But its not entirely a bad thing some things you can choose to listen-to and others; choose not-to listen too. Or simply decide to just ignor these things entirely. In this way...With In a-way if you work just to please everyone you'll find out that in the end it maybe impossible. and in-this-way the end, Well it doesn't really matter. So rather then to do Just that(Trying to please everyone.) Work hard and focus all your energies on pleasing those whoem where insightfull to you inlife (those whoem please you.) In this-way. The end result, your work will end up better & better. Also will you as a person. You as in anyone with eyes on them. So if any one may care... As for me I was a little cranky earlier & my-bad on that note. if its what you want, then toke and toke, smoke another blunt if its what you want. Meaning do what you want and its all good. becuase it feels good. holy shist i'm a poet and i.......... .. . . ..........hope i was insightful B'cuase i feel like the right fool like a dieciteful. in the wrong mood. JK-SPRAY AKAssualt rifles to those whoem are trifle & choose to be spite-ful. Gimma' a mic dude and i might move. I'm in the right mood to fight Chew and i might do fung-fu type moves like asians that means i'm hype too and caulcasion. Like guru walking on fire. Pain intisipation when i'm playing playstation i get higher. no time for hesitation i cutt em up like freddy and jason. I got the high score destroying modda' **** that look worst then satin. high stakes street racing. its true crime when the fuh****in with my playstation i get down i get down and down. in your town i been around its JK on your microphone and i might just take this microphone home or right next to your ______ where ever the hell your radio is you know i'mma bring-it to your station. i would sing it but that be way to00000ooo-much master........... oh yea intisipation... Shss with your critish. Shsss and stop your hating!

I'm in a world barely living. Hardly visible, hidden in this life, that is a prison. I'm missed like beef stew after, thanks-giving. Another face with out compisiton putting myself in this position for no reason. I'm barly breathing cooking in hells kitchen with gas mask on. Night and day like the season. My long arms barely reach the dream that i'm dreaming. If i should die today with out any reason today would you cry today. If i would try today would you stop by and say hi today and stop me from what ever i'm thinking. If so, then would you please hurry. I'm low with my eyes blurred and sinking. My breath, like fire dragons stinking. My heart is 56k and lagging, looking up out of a hole that i'm burried. When it gets cold with skys of flurries. I know I'm getting old My eyes sagging. What the hell happened and axsactly. I'm in a world barely living.

I am Joe Kennedy my intitals are JK. I am a pretty cool guy i can Freestyle wich is cool becuase it is sorta like poetry sometimes .i could sorta say anything but not anything Or things i want to talk about. I can also draw very good, no DAMN well, al'thought it could be better, not becuase i'm bad at drawing but, becuase i feel that i haven't had much time to work on it.(Lately)Like the old saying practice makes perfect and perfect is impossible. I'm very good at drawling so thats perfect becuase i like it and people seem todo to0. I Care. Not that i care about everything or anything i care in general i don't want to hurt anyone and i hope no one would ever want to hurt me. all the same thou' i Care about people and i know people care about me too. (its a bit hard to show it thou' sometimes) I care about myself too so i like to try to improve myself daily if i can. I've noticed that i'm pretty much good at most things i want, or try to do. (Not that i do everything.) Theres more..