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Ignorance:The condition of being UNeducated, UNaware, or UNinformed.
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- Feb 19th, 2005
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- Nov 6th, 2009
About Me
"There's a pill for every fucked up thought and a cure for every fucked up child." -- Fear Before the March of Flames
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Truth || Entry 18 |
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Latest Journal Entry
November 4, 2009
Cheese and Rice
Well..
Things are Super crazy right now. Or at least they seem that way. I didn't go to school AGAIN today. I never go to school anymore. Hahah. My parents have just kind of given up, so I guess it's okay for me to give up, too. I'm still keeping an A/B average, no worries there. I just hate school.. Who doesn't?
So I've spent most of today trying to figure out all this college shit. It's so frustrating graduating early because everything overlaps and no one helps you with anything. I made an appointment with a college counselor for the 24th, but that's 20 days away! I feel like all the classes I want to register for are going to be long gone by then, but hopefully not. I'm trying to pick 12 week classes that start on the 30th of January so I can finish high school without overlapping with college. I'm hoping that will work out well for me, but who knows?
So Adam and I.. I'm so in love. I don't know how else to put it. I'd give anything for that boy, seriously. He just worries so damn much! It's this constant thing over my shoulder, almost. We fight a Lot, it seems. It just makes me sad.. I'll never leave him. I'm not the kind of girl to give up on someone I truly love unless it just seems hopeless. And this definitely is not hopeless. Just tiring.. I pray about it all the time, and I know God does everything for a reason. I just want things to be better, you know? They will be some day. These things just take time.
Other than that, I've changed my medication. Lowered my anti-depressants and got on a mood stabilizer. I think I need to up the anti-depressant again because I just want to kill myself. Hahah. Not literally, and I probably shouldn't joke about that with my history and all. It's fun to have a morbid sense of humor. =) Same old, Shannon, although lots of people are telling me I've changed. All the time. I'm always changing, but I don't feel much different. Maybe I'm blind? Or crazy? Well, I know I'm crazy. That one's obvious. Hahah. Gotta love life, though. The good and the bad.
Love you all,
-Shannon x3
