YESSSSSSSSSS!
It's a Sidekick Slide.
My Sidekick ID, the bastard keeps shutting off and breaking, so I'm all pissed off, ESPECIALLY if I loose the songs I put up there, I will fucking cry. There's six of them on my sidekick that aren't fucking written down. I feel like I'm going to cry right now... :'(
I was trying not to, but my mum was yelling at me for cursing and I straight up told her "If I don't get my songs off of that phone, I will never use a cell phone again."
That's no joke, and I will probably mope forever, I know you guys think this is overly dramatic, but my music is my life, and losing my song lyrics is like stabbing a knife in my heart! Not even joking, I feel a pretty bad pain in my chest.
And my mum's all like "I understand." So then I started screaming, "No you don't! The only way you'd ever know how I feel is to have something you've always wanted or needed, like the lottery numbers, trapped in that damned phone, then you'd be crying too!" As for the whole 'not gonna use a phone' thing, I WILL stick to that because I'm pissed.
I don't want the fucking new slide if I don't get my songs. In fact, if I don't get my songs, someone better give me some sedatives, because I swear I will break any and everything glass in this house. All the windows, the computers, the fucking tv, and even worse, I'll probably throw it at my family, at the walls, I'll even end up punching a mirror or two.
Don't get me wrong, I don't have an anger problem, I rarely show when I am angry, I just rant. But this would be something to push me overboard.
I'm mad enough that I want to scream and kick, and make my family cry and mad like I am, but they are all too happy, and it's for real bugging the fuck outta me.
And in case you never noticed, I curse a LOT when I'm angry, but I have to be for real angry, and my mum's helping by not leaving me alone and telling me she loves me every three seconds!
GAH!
I hate people, I hate cellular devices and I for real want to smash my head into a mirror and break it.
Thank God & Satan for music, or I just might die right now, or kill someone, whichever happens first. The Academy Is... is officially my savior for now.
I know two things, if I listen to Senses Fail or Simple Plan, I'll get very angry(not even sure why), and that I FOR REAL don't want to go to my therapist appointment tonight. I'm going to cry, I know it, and that's going to make me even more angry...
I can't even write. Fucking T-mobile... Bastards. Now I feel like a kid on South Park, fucking hell.
I was working on a story all day, but now I'm too angry/pre-occupied to do ANYTHING, oh and I found someone to help me with my stories, even though she doesn't want credit for it, her quizilla name is simplyzara.
Go love her up and such, she's helping with Diary and my new vampyre story that is called The Truth Is, I'm A Liar, oh and I told her she can re-do the Pete story anyway she wants.
My jaw's killing me... damn tmg, but I'm going to work on mine and Emily's story right now, so peace.
~Dory
P.S. Don't call me dramatic, I'm not, just angry and icon happy.
Ok, done with the icons of happiness!
Comments
@ 8:16 PM EST on Tuesday, April 1, 2008, Unkept-Dreams said:
1: You should make a quiz layout using those icons!! 2: Which story? I can help later.. 3: I'll stop texting you then.. Lol 4. :(!!!!!!!!!!!!! Is it your phones fault, or the company, or both..?? I know for MY phone, at least, I can buy a memory card, which copies all of my info onto it.. But I have Alltel. :-\@ 7:40 PM EST on Tuesday, April 1, 2008, pittstick1 said:
i love teh icon that says don't follow in my footsteps, and i love the one queen of the dorks and the plan b one. SO FUNNY! and i hope you get your songs!