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About Me
:3 secret ninja.
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Latest Journal Entry
July 21, 2011
Four years older and still just as stupid.
I just got done with sending some of my old friends a messge. I was writing each one but it became too sad. So I was sending a vague message to the rest of them. I feel like crying. Quizilla was part of my character development. Part of me growing up. Kinda corny, yeah. But I seriously met so many good people on here and we had a lot of fun times together and I miss that. I seriously do. And the constant pain of wondering if they're dead or not. It aches. It aches so bad.And gaia too. Gaia online was just... ugh, I remember my sister first introducing it to me years ago. Probably around 2006, maybe 2005. I don't really know for sure. But I didn't leave gaia like I left quizilla. Quizilla changed and everyone left so I was just following the bandwagon. If only I didn't, maybe I'd still have SOME existence of talent in writing. But I feel like I'm shriveled on the inside. girenjf4t3ij I can't really convey anything anymore. Am I getting the sadness through to you?Anyways, gaia. Well, I slowly stopped going to gaia. And then one day I came back because I was bored and everyone I knew didn't go on anymore. That... that just ruined it for me. And it's probably higher tech now and there must not be a lot of glitches anymore, but I'm afraid that if I continue to go on gaia, the memories I had with everyone else from back then will fade. And that hurts my insides and makes me want to boil myself.
And I don't want to hurt my childhood anymore than it already does. I'm writing this and it's five am and my fingers are aching and I want to cry so bad. Is it because I'm emotional? Because I'm female? Because I'm just regreting life so much right now?
I regret not getting everyones contact information. I regret not staying in touch. I regret not treasuring those memories more. And I regret not writing that story that I planned so hard to. And the desire is dead now. I stopped wanting to be an author.
What's with me? If you see this, please contact me. By my new deviantart or something. If you want I will even give you my facebook. My tumblr: toimpressafrenchgirl.tumblr.com
God I feel like Optimus Prime or something. Sending a message to all the other transformers in the universe to come to earth, ah.
Hope you're not dead. Loved you then, love you now.
(I'm gonna submit this journal entry raw. I'm not going to edit anything. Just, talk to me again. Tell me you're not dead. Please. Or else I'll feel like my 11 year old self is dead. I hope she isn't.)(This was posted twice. On missbibiellis and ldeporesasedn. Both are my accounts. Message me or something please.)
Daily Horoscope
May 26th, 2012
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Your secret hopes will be a little less secret today -- but don't panic, it will be all good. Even the most seemingly embarrassing of them will prove to be winning for you.
