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August 13, 2006
Kay, i guess you have reads the title and are going to say....another love thing...and maybe it is, but I need help so please!
Okay, I have just broken up with my boyfriend that I have been going out with for…..6 months, we meet at camp and he's really nice, my friend didn’t go, so I was really sad, and then he asked me out, a I usually don’t say anything and let my friend answer, but this time I thought 'what the heck? I sorta like him' so I said yes.
But when I got back to school, and my friend found out, she hated it, I don’t know why, I guess she was kinda jealous, and this other guy, Jason, people said tried to break us up because he liked me for something. But we didn’t
Andy then she started (MY FRIEND) started like trying to break us up, and by doing this she dumped him for me, and I didn’t really get a say, but then when he said he had to hear it from me, my friend started saying stuff like. "OH GOD! Can you just break up with him all ready? It's been 6 months!" And stuff like that, she said it like everyday.
I'm a real push over because I'm really nice, because when I was hanging out with my other two friends, they wanted me to leave this girl, but I was to nice and said no, and then one of my friends moved away and the other ditched us.
Back to the story, the point is, I guess she asked me to dump him way to much and I gave in, and I said it, it was also because I thought he didn’t want to go out with me, but people say he still does.
Anyway, now I CANT forget about him, and I don’t know why.
My friend had now hooked me up with my long time friend who was a guy, and it doesn’t feel right, I mean, I just can't talk to him anymore….but I also like him.
But then real point I want to ask is
WHAT IS WRONG WITH ME!? HELLLLLLLLPPPPPPPPPP
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