I dropped a tear in the ocean the day i found you & the day i find that tear is the day i`ll stop loving you ^_^
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December 18, 2005
somne days i start thinking which is scary in its self j/k ne way i just can`t focus and all stupid thing zip in and out of my head some days im happy others pissed and some times im just depressed swear im bi-polar -_- yea then theres this guy jezz y is it its always a gy hah yea and sometimes i just keep think bout him i think he knows i like him but if in he does y don`t he just say something heck ne thing oh man i swear nothing makes sence to me maybe me & him wait there is no me & him can just be friends and thats fine i like that but y do i still keep thinkin of him grr is it possibly to just stop thinking for a few jezz yea ok starting think this should be a poem starten sound like one too.ummm grr my friends keep tryin to et my to ask him out but i`m alil too shy of course and i like jjust being freinds w/him but they know i like him alil more then freind though but y ruin a good thing oh i swear im not making any sence right now .
totally lost and cufused right now and i swear if im not retarded im really high right now ahhhh j/k erm maybe i don`t know howwa bout some help plz -_-
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