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Sometimes you just have to smile, Pretends everything's okay, hold back your tears and just walk away.

well i've messed up one of the best friendships i've had in a while...i knew tht question was going to mess everything up..i don't even know why amanda asked him that i told her not too....but yeah..he doesn't even talk to me anymore...so im just going to pretend im okay with that..just like that thingy up there says..Sometimes you just have to smile, Pretend everything's okay, hold back your tears and just walk away... and you know what..im just going to walk away and go hide under a rock while wallowing in my self pity...i don't know why i said that..i just felt like it though..but oh well..i always seem to find a way to mess the best things ever up..i mean whats wring with me..why cant i just accept it that he has a boyfriend and he isnt going to dump him for me..but im not even that kinda person to break people up just cause im jealous of wht they have...anyway im jealous and i envy everything that him and his boyfriend has..there i just admited that i am jealous..Jealousy is the dragon in paradise; the hell of heaven; and the most bitter of the emotions because associated with the sweetest... so thats my defintion of jealousy and you know what..im sick and tired of being hurt all the time.. i just want a loyal boyfriend who wont just use me for everything ive got...anyway im supposed to be going to kelsey pyles's going away party..shes moving to texas with her dad..god im going to miss that chick...ya well bye now..

Posted at 9:58 PM EST on Wednesday, May 20, 2009

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