MizuNoAishuu's Journal

No I'm not abandoning this account! I just created a new account since the email this account was under is no longer our cable provider. And since I never got an email verification for an email change, I just created a new account. This account will NOT hold any of my poems. They will stay with this account. My new account (which is XxReaperOfDreamsxX) will hold nothing but stories! Yes that's right, I'm finishing my Chrono Crusade story. No idea how long it's going to be though. Most likely not very long. I'm also going to finally start re-vamping my D.N. Angel story. Just as soon as I get my computer back since the original chapters are on there. Once that is done, I think I'm going to finally create that Naruto story as well.... Ah well, after the site relaunch I'll put up a poll.

I am the boy who never finished high school, because I got called a fag everyday I am the girl kicked out of her home because I confided in my mother that I am a lesbian. I am the prostitute working the streets because nobody will hire a transsexual woman. I am the sister who holds her gay brother tight through the painful, tear-filled nights. We are the parents who buried our daughter long before her time. I am the man who died alone in the hospital because they would not let my partner of twenty-seven years into the room. I am the foster child who wakes up with nightmares of being taken away from the two fathers who are the only loving family I have ever had. I wish they could adopt me. I am not one of the lucky ones. I killed myself just weeks before graduating high school. It was simply too much to bear. I am the man who fears that I will never be able to be myself, to be free of this secret because I wont risk loosing my family and friends. We are the couple who had the realtor hang up on us when she found out we wanted to rent a one-bedroom for two men. I am the person who never knows which bathroom I should use if I want to avoid getting the management called on me. I am the mother who is not allowed to even visit the children I bore, nursed, and raised. The court says I am an unfit mother because I now live with another woman. I am the domestic-violence survivor who found the support system grow suddenly cold and distant when they found out my abusive partner is also a woman. I am the domestic-violence survivor who has no support system to turn to because I am male. I am the father who has never hugged his son because I grew up afraid to show affection to other men. I am the home-economics teacher who always wanted to teach gym until someone told me that only lesbians do that. I am the woman who died when the EMTs stopped treating me as soon as they realized I was transsexual. I am the person who feels guilty because I think I could be a much better person if I didnt have to always deal with society hating me. I am the man who stopped attending church, not because I dont believe, but because they closed their doors to my kind. I am the person who has to hide what this world needs most, love. I am the person ashamed to tell my own friends im a lesbian, because they constantly make fun of them. I am the boy tied to a fence, beaten to a bloody pulp and left to die because two straight men wanted to teach me a lesson IF YOU BELIEVE THAT HOMOPHOBIA IS WRONG REPOST THIS ON YOUR BLOG Sign this and repost it: raumthemad blackraven66 aka mrhotdude101 weremandie LifesWaitingToBegin xShortPeopleRulex scenemommie28-->a straight supporter emovampirefreak-bisexual- hinymcgoffin h.i.m.girl89-->this seriously made me cry. only my friends would understand why though. WanderingOutcastDoom-->bisexual. Sweetfoxysasuke-->Straight.. This is true and homophobes should try and see what we feel and how it affects us all and the people they are afraid of or hateful towards. demonic-assasin --> Straight Beautiful-GoddessofFire-->Straight YaoiFanGirlXD-->Straight saddream--> bisexual I just wonder if Homophobes will truly care? It'd be an improvement if they do, and I would be eternaly grateful fallenXhopes--> bisexual i've read this before...its horrible how people don't care about others who're just a little different! lovelessneko-->bisexualdeathbyfire--> i'm not one to get emotional about stuff, but this really got me. its not fuckin' right, man. i'm bi and i wouldn't be able to take it if people did any of that shit to me. we have to stop the violence. Its Just Not Right. MizuNoAishuu-->I am a straight female with a lesbian cousin and bisexual best friend who I consider a sister. Knock your head against a brick wall if it will break down the wall that keeps your mind so closed.

I won't be on for I don't know how long because I just had my dog put down. So I guess I'll talk to you whenever.....

HAPPY BIRTHDAY NARUTO-OTOTOU! -^o^-

Today is my 17th birthday! I am only posting this to see if anyone comments. Though for the record i'm only expecting a few people to comment.