"Be who you are and say what you feel because those who mind don't matter and those who matter won't mind." ~Dr. Seuss
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December 21, 2005
Weary is my heart of the verbal abuse and the atrocious remarks. Is it possible? Am I the most awful daughter to exist or do you genuinely hope for my destruction from the inside out? You break me down within my soul on a daily basis. DID YOU KNOW THAT? I aspire for your favor but it appears that no matter the quest, I cannot triumph. Detestation fills my spirit. No, I do not hesitate to speak it. My confession is I NEVER desire similarity of you. If a day comes in which I think with your likeness, my fate will become flattened at the foot of a bus. This will end the potential misery of my kin and husband. I hate you. I HATE YOU. I don't worry who sees or hears me. Never will I allow myself to be as selfish and conniving as you. Someday living will be better, and far, FAR away from you. Taking no concern of the cost, I will never ever be like you, Mother dearest. Not in an eternity.
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