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I'm Devvv~
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About Me
Fuck you. I have enough friends. PDX Family.
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[ :: Mistress :: ] \\ Chapter Five [[Eyes of Hate]] Dani Filth \\ |
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Panic Prone [~Part Seventeen~] [[ Final ]] |
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Panic Prone [~Part Sixteen~] |
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Panic Prone [~Part Fifteen~] |
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Panic Prone [~Part Fourteen~] |
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Latest Journal Entry
February 27, 2008
[rant]
you don't have to read this i just need to let off steam somewhere were my girlfriend can't find it and won't blow up at me later on.ugh! my best friend/ex girlfriend, angel, also dated my current girlfriend, kenz. they dated for three days! three days! and they FUCKED within those three days! ugh.
i feel dirty when i think about it! i nearly cry everytime i think of it, and that's all that's on my mind once it starts going. i mean, how would you feel if your best friend and your girlfriend hug and cuddle and once upon a time they fucked in the same place where you proclaimed your love to your first, real girlfriend?
how would you feel if the person you're so madly in love with right now, has feelings for your best friend?!
ugh. i'm sorry. i just feel crappy. i'm not on my period. i don't have one cuz i have fucked up overies, but i still go threw the emotional shit. i say fuck alot.
sometimes i feel like they still love each other, and i'm simply sloppy seconds. we've had this talk, how kenz still has feeling for angel, but they'd never date again. how angel loves kenz still, but again, she'd never take her from me. but that doesn't help me. i see the way they act around each other.
tomorrow morning is late start at school, so it doesn't starts till 10:10 instead of 7:55. kenz invited me to breakfast with her and her friends. before she hung up the phone she said "hey baby, invite angel too, okay?"
that didn't make me feel like shit.
i HARDLY get to see my girlfriend, and when i do, she wants angel to be there to? i understand the fact that angel and i got to the same school and kenz goes to a different one so we rarely get to see one another, but what the fuck? does she really not want it to be just me and her for once?
i'm a jealous person, i know that. i get jealous easily. i don't like to share. i don't like when people even look at kenz. i'm not obsessive, just protective. i want to protect my heart. i don't want her to leave me for angel, and i don't want to get hurt. because this girl, kenz, means everything to me...
high school sucks. i wanna go back to preschool. things didn't matter nearly as much as they do now.
haha, you just read a whole rant about lesbian drama. i hope your head doesn't hurt too much.
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