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June 12, 2008

OMFG! Who would have thought this? Scary !...pardon my french.

Oh my god! I had this terrible dream tonight. Or rather, this morning....yeah I didn't sleep until like two in the morning. Don't ask why, it is a long story. Oh! And I am glad to say, Ishall start updating soon.

OKay the dream. I live in Miami, Florida so if you do to...I hope you know where I am talking about. I was in a house in Bird Road with my dad and step-mom. It was all good. But there was people trying to interrogate wether we were Christians or not. I was confused. And afterwards they gave my dad a slip and said your family is good to go. But their english was...how do you say it....rough or something. Heavy! There we go and we went to the Vhruch to meet up with the rest of the family. Now here I am my age. Not 28 or 5 I am 13. Then my aunt comes in saying okay let's go. She gives me a bag full of kids stuff and my dad tells me I am dieing, take care...I forget the rest from there. And then we are in a car. Me and my step-mom. My dad was gone now. I got a call to my cell phone. It was my mom. she said she had done something terrible. Right then. The area around B&N and Best Buy...where old navy is...blows up along with the flags of the colors red,white, and blue. The germanflag is hanging high. We rished to the car and see people trying to high-jack the one behind us. And we got there in time to save oure valuable. But they got in and said get out. I was trying to get a few toys for the kids we had to take care of for the family. But all I was able to get was three and my own phone. I was pushed out of the moving vehicle and i tried to call my mom. She never answeered again. We got back and my dad was there. He said he had to get his things before he left. Everyone was doing this but we had to stay. They said we could. And then my uncle comes in saying that the soldiers said they are going to pay $12 for both me and my step-mom. My dad said tat it meant I was worth$4. BTW it is thousands not just dollars. I hid behind my door and tears poured. It's not like I didn't know what was going on. I was going to be raped and paid for by a german soldier who was going to kill my dad. He just smiled at me and said look at it this way. We won the lotto and I am giving you four thousand dollars. I can't really remember the rest. But I know that I was raped and it took three and a half years to get the US back to what it was. Without being controlled gy the Germans. Me and a few friends survived. I had been able to save my cousin. I hadn't seen my sister nor brother in this time and my BF- yes i have one- was taken to his father. I can't remember if my mom or dad came. But I know that the same man that raped me molested me again when the wart was over. He had nicknamed me the four dollar girl. I know i went into shock and I woke up at that time. I had tears rolling down my cheeks. And for a few seconds. I believed that it was real. But it couldn't have been. My brother was outside playing and my house was in tact. It was like a second Holocaust. but this one was in revenge to the US and the rest of the Allies.

Scary huh? No imagine you had that dream. ANd the one before that you got pregnant and the doctor said if you had an R? And no...I was my regular age,13, and no...i was still a virgin. Strange huh?

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