I'm not who I think I am. I'm not who you think I am. I'm who i think you think I am.
Latest Journal Entry
September 5, 2006
Since my last post I tested to my blue belt. It's exciting I've been doing my martial art for a little over a year now, and so much in my life has happened and changed since.
I finally have my boyfriend of 3 years out of my life, I ended it about two months ago. It's sad and hard, but it's for the best.
I had a friend from the Navy who I haven't seen in almost 3 years confuse that he's been in love me me since we were 15, which is interesting since he dated wone of my closest friends for 3 years...
I've also been developing pretty intesnse feelings towards my martial art intructor who is almost 10 years older then me. Mind you I'm a legal adult, but still...it's unuasul...I think he may have some feelings of interest for me as well (we've been hanging out alot lately) still...no matter how you look at it it's kind of strange...whatever, live and let live. I'm in no reush and whatever happens I'm fine with.
I started my third year of collage, which is exciting...getting closer every semester to the complete end of my schooling...(though hopefully I'll never stop learning) I'm taking my first seemster of life drawing, for those of you who don't know that's nude drawings with live models...at first I thought that would be uncomfortable, but it's actually pretty cool...
Aside from that I quite my job that I'd been at for two years and will now be starting my new job at Starbucks tomorrow...hopefully it works out ok for me...if it doesn't I'm sure that I won't have trouble finding another job in reatil, I just wanted to try something different for a change...
Oh ya, but anyone who has any thoughts on my current dating situation, I'd apriciate it...I'm happy being single, but I really do like this guy as strange as it may seem because of our age difference...boy...I mean, I don't tyhink my parents would have a problemn wtih the difference because of my age, but still...10 years is a long time...
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