Sk8terGrlM's Journal

I am ignorant! Yes I am! A very interesting tid bit happened to me today. I was comming from the last day of reviews in school, all tired yet giddy in a way. And guess what? My driver and Yaya said that there was a dead body! Normally this would not happen in the normal everyday semi-normal not so normal minded 15 year old school girl, but I have to say: "What?! Where?!" I'm am utterly afraid of blood and gore (thus resulting to me never watching thrillers or horror movies). And the only way I would come near a dead body would be if they looked decent and here all ready in a casket, dashed with a tiny tint of formaldehyde. So thus, our driver (who's taken a part time job as a police officer) parked us about four or five yards away to where his fellow blue-suits were inspecting the body. All I could see was the dirty blue and white t-shirt poking out of the grass. I'm ever so slightly glad that I didn't come near the body, I'm all ready having a hard time falling asleep as it is, thanks to Sixth Sense >.> PS. A few days ago my classmate (whome I call MarvelBoy) told me I was similar to Luna Lovegood--whome ever she may be--because I said our other classmate's (Whome I shall call IceTea) yellow pad reminded me of corn... actually it reminded me of rotten teeth, but since I was in fear of insulting her, I said the next best thing... am I a Loony Luna?

My daily routine is: wake up, go to school, take down notes, go home at four/five-ish, reach home at six/six-thirty-ish, take a nap and wake up at seven or eight, rewrite notes and do homework. That's barely enough time to do the internet. And recently when I had my late works again, mom told me the most interesting thing: That using the internet is part of my therapy. Anything that I do on a daily bases that entertains me is actually part of my therapy. I don't know why I'm telling you guys this, I just wanted ya'll to know. I guess because my legs are still shaking from the hectic schedule. And no, I'm not being metaphoric, I mean it literally... I can almost here the muscles beating...

WHAAAA!!! Yesterday they showed the first episode of GX and when the episode ended they JUST HAD to throw in a commercial where Yugi was in! I CRIED AS SOON AS I SAW HIS FACE!!! No really! I did! I wasted one and a half rolls of tissue from crying! That made me realise that there's no more honorable Yami Yugi, no more Bumling Jounouchi(Joey), no more egoistic Kaiba, no more mind manipulating Marik, and no more evil Bakura laughs!!! HOW COULD THE WORLD DO THIS TO ME?!?!?!?! AND ANOTHER THING IS THAT THE MAIN CHARACTER'S HAIR RESEMBLES THAT OF A MUSHROOM!!! GAAA!!! CAN ANYONE PLEEEASE TELL ME HOW MANY EPS THERE ARE SO THAT MY NIGHTMARE WOULD END!!!

Once again.... they ended YGO on Hero TV yesterday.... and at the same time, they cancelled it AGAIN on CN!!!!!!!!!!! WHAT IS UP WITH THAT?!?!?!?!?!?!?! THEY ALWAYS END IT UP TO THE EP WHERE THEY WERE ABOUT TO REACH KAIBA CORP. ISLAND!!! I CAN'T TAKE THIS!!!! I'M GOING INSANE!!!!! WHY DOES THE WORLD HATE ME SO, THAT IT DOES THIS TO ME!??!?!?!?!!?!?!?! WHY?!WHY?!WHY?!WHY?!WHY?!WHY?!WHY?!WHY?!WHY?! somebody help me! i've lost it!!!!! I DIDN'T EVEN GET TO WATCH THE 4TH SEASON CUZ OF A STUPID TRIP I HAD TO GO TO!! and guess what? THEY HAD NO CABLE!!!! either the world really hates me, or the producers are ganging up on me just wanting me to be miserable! WHAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA!!!!! I'M GOING INSAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAANE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Right now I am VERY confused!!! I have the biggest problem i bet everyone has as well.... I can't choose between Bakura or Marik!!! I mean, if it came to a majoraty of all anime guys, I'd choose Horo Horo! But since the only choices I have right now are the two, I can't choose!!! AAAAAAAAAAAAHHHH!!!! HELP MEEEEEEEEEEE!!!!! *cries* Horo: *sigh* She really needs help. Back to ME!: I mean Marik is really cute, and everytime they make him topless to show his tatoo it makes me drool!!! Same goes for Bakura! 'Cept I've never seen him topless! DAMMIT! *SIGH SIGH SIIIIIIIIIIGH!!!!!!!* Well I'm gonna leave you people to rell me! YES!!! That means you have to vote on my POOOOOOOOOOOOOOLL!!!!!!

Ladies and gentlemen... I have an announcement to make.... YGO ALREADY ENDED AND I'M ON THE VERGE OF GRABING A KNIFE, AND COARSING IT THROUGH MY BROKEN HEART!!!!!!!!!! I CAN'T TAKE IT!!!!!I CAN'T TAKE IT!!!!!I CAN'T TAKE IT!!!!!I CAN'T TAKE IT!!!!!I CAN'T TAKE IT!!!!!I CAN'T TAKE IT!!!!!I CAN'T TAKE IT!!!!! WHY MUST ALL GOOD THINGS COME TO AN END!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! WHY!!!WHY!!!WHY!!!WHY!!!WHY!!!WHY!!!WHY!!!WH----*slapped in the face by BiM* BiM: Snap out of it woman! Get a hold of yourself! They might just repeat it on Hero and CN you know! Me:*sob sob* Your right... *sniff* Must... Get hold of... self....... Help! I need mental treatment!!

Precently I have the YGO bug... all thanks to one person in my life... a friend I call BiM! Not saying that I hate her, she's the whole reason I watch YGO... again. I just have... issues when I watch YGO like for instance... I just noticed how cool Yami Yugi is! Or how funny Joey could get! Or how Bakura still manages to look cute when looking like one of the people from the mental institution! Or how adorable Makuba is! OR HOW DROP DEAD SEXY MARIK REALLY IS!!!! o.O Okay, I think I went a little to far back there... But now I can't even sleep at night if I don't watch YGO!!! *Sigh* me and my mental issues... T_T

My mom says I talk to loud. She also says that I need to learn to be polite. "No one likes your negativity and sarcasm! If you don't change now I'll personally wash that mouth myself! YOU NEED AN ATTITUDE ADJUSTMENT!!!" these were the words she told me. 'No one likes my negativity'? I just thought that that was unfair and wrong! It's who I am and I'm being told to be who I'm not?! My mother looks for girls like Barbie and tells me to make friends like them not the 'gouls' that I have now. That'll be the day. I find this unfair because I can't talk back because the last time I did, I didn't have enough power to do so... LIFE SUCKS!

recently i got to read koneko21's story on kai hiwatari. MAN! IT WAS DAMN GOOD! AAAAAAAH! IT MADE ME SQUEAL! lucky i'm the only one at home, SO I CAN SCREAM AS MUCH AS I WANT! HAHAHA! but since i just finished reading the story on kay, i'm gonna comence my traditional hit-a-hard-book-onto-my-forehead-when-i-am-histerically-happy-because-i-might-hurt-someone-if-i-didn't rule. STARTING FROM ONE! ow... TWO! ow... THREE! ow...