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- Oct 9th, 2009
About Me
My name is Angela, and I was born in 1993. My favorite colors are black, blood red, dark blue, and dark purple. I am bi, and my closest social group is either emo or goth. I get along with anyone who is NOT judgmental, racist, or sexist. And I welcome all religions and political views. You are who you are. Keep it Real!
Newest Creations
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Gals: 10 ways to tell if a guy likes you! |
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Its a waste of time, but read it anyway! (part 18: I'm back!(READ THIS!)) |
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| quizzes |
Newsflash! |
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| polls |
Is sex a sin? |
3.50 |
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You would most likely read a story about___?(Send me your choice and/or ideas!!!) |
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Latest Journal Entry
October 9, 2009
I guess all bad things are mde up with something good. (tears of sadness to tears of joy)
Ok, so it turnes out that my best friend is n ok with me being bisexual. I started noticing that her "just kidding" were gettingextremly harsh, nd whnever I would sit next to her, she would move way.And the time that I told her about my situation, I actually had to live with hefor about a moth because y mom was in the hospital. I thought my friend would be there for me, but she just ended up being a jerk. But you know what? Even though she called me a fag, even though she couldn't stand being next to me, even though she called me a creep, bitch, ass-hole, and secretly made me cry myself to sleep, I never argued with her. She was the only one I had. One day, when we were walking with my guy-friend (who turnes out to be the best thing that ever happened to me), she kept talking about killing me. I laughed even when she kicked me. I laughed when she pushed me and I ended up falling in the mud. And I laughed when my friend wouldn't ease up on her harsh comments. By the end of the walk, I was nearly in tears. So I turned to her and said, "I'm not anymore.""Really?" she responded. I just nodded so I wouldn't sob like an idiot. My guy-friend had clu what I was talking about. But, h looked like he knew something was wrong. My friend and I ended up being friends again (After she scared me out f being who I was), and everything was right again. So now, I won't tellher another secrete as long as I live.
Here is the good part of my journal...
I invited m guy-friend to a dance at my school, and he gladly accepted. I was excited because I know I would finally be able to have some fun. Long story short, we danced our asses off and partied like there was no tomorrow! After the dance, we got a couple of energy drinks and talked outside. We talked about religion, polotics, our futures, and everything from A-Z. He listened so well that I ended up pourig out to him. I told him about the previous situation, and he looked sympathetic. He said, "She doesn't seem like a verygood friend if she did that to you." He was right, but I stood up for her like the mess I am. I even told him about how I started smoking, how I cut, and how lost and alone I felt. He understood me and talked about how he went through the same thing. I told him that he was going to make me cry, and then I asked him for a hug. It was the first time I hugged him, and it felt amazing. My head rested perfectly on his shoulder, I clutched onto his back as he rubbed mine. I didn't want to stop. But I let go because of two things: We were outside, and I wasn't sure how he felt about it. He just made me feel so accepted. And for the first time, I was happy. Not fake happy, genuinly happy. And the thing is, I always had a crush on him, but it was then that I realized that I loved him. I mean, he told me he cared about me. He never hurt me. He never made me cry or regret anything. For the first time in a long time, I felt like I was worth it. Ican honestly say that he is the best thing that ever happened to me.
Yeah, I'm pathetic, I know.

