TheFoxGirlKitsune's Journal

A while back I asked the awesome Tori how to make those banners she does. She sent me a tutorial, and I finally got around to making...yes, you guessed it, a Deidara/Sakura banner. ♥ Here it is:


It could be better, but I'm in a kinda good mood, since it's my first.
Oh, and also, those DeiSaku images in the middle were made by ymira on deviantart--you should really check out her awesome artwork.

I cleaned out my friends-list, deleted a lot of people off of it. Also, I revamped my homepage, so please check it out!

Well, before I explain the title, I'd better explain myself...I'm not as 'into' Quizilla as I used to be. I spend my days at deviantart, LJ, and ff.net now. Sorry ^_^'
So, about why I have 'starry eyes'. Well, it's because.....I think I'm about to explode from my great love of my OTP:
*drum roll*
Deidara/Sakura!
I'm insane, I know.
But it's just so....*sighs happily*

If y'all want links to awesome-ness stories about them, just tell me, and I'll give y'all links!
Piccys! (Tell me if it doesn't work)

The title is the lyrics to a song I'm listening to...
Today is a good day. As in it's my birthday. ^_^ I got the best presents(Well, in my opinion. Except one is kinda weird) I got:
A certificate promising me a cat(which pretty much means I'M GETTING A CAT HELL YEAH!) A litter box for the cat(this is the weird one) Books three and four of the Sisterhood of the Traveling Pants books. I love that series...... Three candles. I love candles. I want to collect them. And..... A BETA FISH HELL YEAH!!!!!!!!!!!!!(This is almost as good as a cat!)
But, the best thing is yet to come...and I really do mean that, it hasn't arrived in the mail yet. It's....a shirt! *laughs* It's black, and has cap sleeves, very tight-fitting, and the best thing is....four white words. It says...
'Art is a bang!'
*squeals* Deidara's quote, yeah! Nothing beats that! I can't wait! This is an awesome birthday~!!!!!! Here is what it looks like:

And my brother made me the cewt certificate for the cat. Here it is, I'll tell you the words after the picture:
It says:
Certificate for a kitty To care and love Protect when you're afraid To stand by your side when you're sad To purr when you're glad
Isn't that sweet?

Okay, in this one me and some other friends from school were talking about one of our friends who was being teased(not in the bad way) earlier..I don't know if I got everything exactly right, but it's the jist of it.... Anne Lee: Okay, who thinks Allison likes--
Katy & Kitsune: *raises hand*
Anne Lee: Okay...well...then.....huh...Allison Hatcher, what a weird name...
Katy: It sounds woodsy...they're gonna live in the Alps, and have a girl and name her Heidi
Anne Lee: Oh! And if she gets Allison's hair, and braids it, she could be a milkmaid and milk the cows!
Kitsune: Yeah!
Katy: Goats, they have goats in the alps. Oh! And Robert is a nuclear power technician!
Anne Lee: That would be scary....
Katy: Yeah, it's like he says,"And this is a....whatchamacallit..." and he drops it and it goes BOOM!
Anne Lee: Oh! Then he invents a carborator goat that milks itself!
Katy: *laughs* Yeah!
Kitsune: But....what does Heidi milk then?
Anne Lee: The cows.
Katy: They don't have cows.
Anee Lee: Oh! I know! She milks the oxen!
Kitsune: *starts laughing*
Katy: ...Do you know what oxen are?
Anne Lee: No.
Katy: They are MALE.
Anne Lee: Oh. Then what are oxen?
Katy: I said male!
Anne Lee: No! I meant what are the female oxen called?
Katy: That would be a cow.
Kitsune: *laughs harder*
Anne Lee: Oh. Well...then Heidi milks...what do you call those furry things?
Katy: Musk Ox?
Anne Lee: Yeah, she milks the musk ox.
Katy: Eww...wait...was it musk ox or yak?
Kitsune: *finally stops laughing* Let's just go with the yak.
Anne Lee: Okay, Heidi milks the yak.
*Allison walks in the room*
Anne lee: Perfect timing! Allison, we decided your future! You're going to live in the Alps with Robert and have a girl named Heidi!
Allison: *glares* Yeah. Okay. *stomps off*
Anne Lee, Katy, and Kitsune: *starts laughing, and proceeds to eat lemon heads*

Today, me and my two friends had a funny convo.... Okay, me and Kirana were on the bus, and Sapph was outside...and this was what happened. (I'm Kitsune, if you haven't figured it out.)
Kitsune: *watchs Sapph twirl around, and do random things* Hey, Kirana, what do you think is wrong with Sapph?
Kirana: Dunno.
Kitsune: *opens bus window* Sapph!
Sapph: Huh? *looks up*
Kitsune: *does crazy symbol*
Kirana: Okay, where did you get my rum from?
Sapph: Kirana, Gaara gave it to me last week!
Kitsune: That can't be, he was with me! Sorry Kirana.
Kirana: *hits Kitsune*
Kitsune: *closes window*


Okay, then later....
Kirana: *Is about to get off the bus*
Kitsune: I'm sorry about Gaara Kirana, I know you like him, but... *sighs happily*
Kirana: *hits Kitsune* *leaves*

I don't like Gaara...but I do like teasing Kirana. ^_^

First of all, Happy Holidays, everyone! =P Anywho, I was writing a Christmas one-shot, but I'm not done yet, so ya'll get it after Christmas for sure! =P Sorry! The beginning is pretty funny, ask cutiedogsapphire! =P I'm in a good mood, as ya'll can probably tell. Well, that's all I can remember of what I wanted to say, so Happy Holidays, everyone!

Thanks for your support. I really appriciate it. I don't think I will be on Quizilla a while....Mostly I will probably be on myspace or msn messenger....just wanted everyone to know... One more thing. I just want all of you to know that I care about all of you, and you all are an important part of my life and heart.

Remember my friend in the hospital? The one I called H? Well, her name is Helen, and she died yesterday. I am down in the dumps, I can't believe this happened. She was one of the greatest people I have ever known. This is what I put on the Heros section on my MySpace: Just a few days ago, if someone had walked up and teold me to type something in this box, and they'd give me five bucks, I would of said Amy Lee or somebody like that. But now there I know that there was someone that is in my life that deserves this place. Her name was Helen. I met her last year. It was her first time at public school, as she was home-schooled her whole life. Well, me and my friends invited her to our table because she was just sitting there, all alone.... We became fast friends. She was perfect. I know everyone says there is no such thing as a perfect person, but she was the closest anyone could get. She was really nice, for one. She didn't care what other pople thought of her, she was true to herself. She did what she felt like, always staying within the rules. And she was a genius. She went to Goddard half of the time, and BMS the other half, because she wanted to stay with her friends. She was a gifted artist, especially when it came to drawing dragons. But on November 6, 2006, we lost her. RIP Helen. We will always miss you.

If you read my last journal, you'll know what I'm talking about. My friend in the hospital (I'll call her H), she's taken a turn for the worse. The doctors think it's...well, I can't remember the name, but it's where your brain swells up. That's why she couldn't even remember her own mother on Monday. Coach(my history teacher, and the one who's telling us what's happening with her) has made an assumption that she probably can't remember anyone today. I'm so scared for H, I can't believe this is happening to her. And Kirana won't answer her phone, so I can't inform her and Sapphire about the latest updates. I'm so scared, for H, and for her mom. It's got to be even more horrible for her, because her oldest child is in the hospital. My mind keeps drifting back to H's b-day party she had 2 weeks ago, and what her mom said. 'Well, it looks like we need to have another party sometime soon' I'm so scared that H won't make it through this, that she'll...I can't even bring myself to type it. I really don't know what to do anymore. Just when I gain control over my life, it goes spiraling out of control again.

Guess what? Today I found out two things. One, one of my friends is in the hosipital in Alberquerque(the biggest town in my state) because she had a seizure. Two, another one of my friends is cutting herself. Nice, isn't it? I hate Halloween. And I'm worried and scared for both of them.

I was just thinking...what if they never created the Internet? I would of never of met some of my closest friends...never of read some of these great stories...never even get the idea to writre fanfiction...I would of never heard of some of my favorite anime even! But I think the biggest loss would be either never meeting my friends on here, or I would of never grown like I have mentally...this would be a horrible, unbearable life without Internet...I can post whatever I feel on the journals, and I'll get some help from my awesome friends...Basically I want to tell all of you people out there that I'm glad that we're friends, that I'm glad that we met. I feel so blessed to have friends like you all...

Yay, my best friend in the whole real world(you know who you are!) just showed me the FMA movie today! Yay! ^ ^ I'm in a good mood, even though my poor Envy dies. *sob* Oh, well, you know what I will do. *evil gleam in eye* So, basically I'm really happy becaue I saw the movire, and it had my precious Germany in it! (Just in case you didn't know, I'm almost full-German, and I would be if I wasn't born and live in the US) ^ ^yay, Envy and Germany and FMA all in one. ^ ^ I'm so happy. I'm going to shut up since I'm probably annoying all of you.

I hate it at home. My dad is so old, and retired, and weak, and sick. He needs me to do everything, and gets on my nerves all the time. We fight a lot, but not as much as my big brother and him does. My brother has no motivation, and is a bit on the deprssed side after a fight. My mom works night, and she is always tired and stressed afterwards. I know I should help, but I never do. My little brother is 6, but can't talk right yet because no one has time for him. I'm in love with a guy at school who is bisexual(I know because one of my friends asked him), and is also a grade higher than me, popular, leaving for high school next year, and way out of my league. One of my friends is always insulting him, and it takes a jab at my heart. the same friend also insults Envy, and it hurts the same way. but Envy is animated and not really real(unfortunately), and the other guy is real. I get this feeling when I'm around him, and I'm sure its love, but I get the same feeling when I hear/see Envy. How does that work? I don't understand my feelings at all, my home life is a mess. I feel like an empty shell most of the time. I can't even cry anymore. Where I used to cry I just feel a deep sadness. I only am able to experienced my emotions when i'm with my friends, or talking to them. Sometimes I feel as though no one understands me. Like I'm just an empty shell, walking around the Earth, waiting for the day I die.