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February 23, 2006
Well here's my story...Not too long ago, I met a guy named Andrew who I thought was great. He's funny, caring and sweet. We have so much in common!With all my other friends, we'd walk to the store and Andrew and I would talk the whole way, there and bak! Out of all my friends, I have the most money and (according to andrew) I'm too nice for my own good, so i get asked to pay for pplz. He proved his kindness when he didn't ask for money!God he's so great! We're best friends now but I got a problem...I like him....ALOT!! I know he doesn't like me like that, becuz he tells me everything, especialy his crushes. Since I'm a girl, he likes to know how girls like to be treated! I don't know what to do...I'm scared to tell him and I know he'll never care about me like that!
When he gives me his heart-warming hugs, I feel wanted, worth something and like my old self again...100% happy! But in another way, My heart is bleeding and the pain is killing me bcuz I know I can't be with him in a socialty like todays...a shallow pool!
Believe me, this issue is much bigger than just me and him!I'm writing another entery to explain more later!
If u got some advise for me, that'd be much appriceated!
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