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"So yeah...I killed myself. I'm sorry I didn't get to say goodbye to any of my friends. I did this for many reasons, but I mostly did it to stop the pain. So don't start pointing fingers and blaming other people, because I know that's what some of you will do, and don't blame yourselves either. It's no one's fault...Thankyou Brittany for being there for me...you were a great friend, you were like my sister. You could make me laugh when no one else could. And Kaylee...I'll always love you. No matter what...And I want you to break the promise you made to me, I want you to stay alive. Rain thanks for caring and standing by my side ever since we were little. I'll always love you too. Oh and Hayden you'll never be as strong as me. Haha...well maybe you will but I'm going to keep saying that to myself. James..stay strong dude stay strong. You and Brittany are meant to be together! I want you guys to be together...

...I'm dying with a broken heart, no one can fix that...I always knew I was going to die at a young age...I would always tell Rain and Amy that. I would have dreams of either me commiting suicide or dying in a plane crash or car wreak. After I was out of the coma, I felt alone...and I still do...Brittany...I'm sorry I didn't talk to you about this, but no one would've been able to help me. The pain was unbareable...I've gone through so many years of putting a fake smile on my face...I did all those dangerous things because I wanted to die...not because I enjoyed it...well I also enjoyed it, it was very fun.

Once again...I'm sorry...Don't forget to remember me.
After I pull the trigger...the pain will go away....

Goodbye...
-River Blake Skyle"