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October 23, 2009

Guyss.... :(

So I just transferrred to my new highschool with my best bud Mike. He has never shown the way he feels about me... until the day before i never saw him again. He held my hand in all of our classes and he gave me a kiss before he left school that day. Then the next day came and I was expecting not to come to school, because maybe he was embarassed. So i thought nothing of it. Then weeks passed and the leaves changed colours, fell, and regrew again. Only to change and fall again. I had no contact with him. And I began to wish that I had kissed him back, held his hand longer. Then I got an email from him... a year later. he told me that his parents decided to move to Europe. and he had no where else to stay where he could be close to me. And as much as he hated it, he had to leave without me. He decided to make a clean break and leave me without telling me so I would feel no pain. but the truth is...I felt all of the pain. I guess deep down inside i truly loved him. The saying " You never realise how much you love someone until they're gone," Really must be true then. I told him about my feelings for him and after i sent that email...he never wrote back. I cried myself to sleep for weeks maybe even months...who was counting? then one morning, there was a knock at my window late at night. I looked out to see him standing there with a bouquet of flowers. and a bow of chocolates. I began to crie because he had travelled all the way here form europe to bring me flowers and chocolates....

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