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January 6, 2007
Okay I know most ppl dont really give a shit a/b others personal life (Im one of them), but tonight s/thing memorable happened and I feel like sharing.
My bf, Jerm, and I were having horrid problems this week. It mostly revolved around an alter ego of mine, nonetheless I got terribly upset and we had a four hour conversation. it was so strange because for 3 months we have dated and for 3 months I have thought I loved him. But tonight I shared s/thing with him that rerouted my thougths. It was mostly just personal information, u know the secrets everyone keeps right until they build up and explode.
But he shared s/thing in return and i swear with every thing I am that I have found absolute true love. As anyone that has ever spoke to me knows I am quite 'dark'. Well what I did not know about Jerm was that he too is a little dark fuck. Tonight s/thing truely spiritual happened. Its beautifully morbid and dark... no deep, that would be a better word, so i will not bother u with specifics that u wouldnt understand. But, Im really just writing this to let any and every one know something:
Love does not happen at "first sight", and it doesnt make u all "warm" inside as many have said. Yet, if u are willing to be patient and if u have the ability to remain open finding it will be the most exquisite, breath taking moment of ur entire life. I loved him from the moment we started "talking" but I fell in love with him tonight.
It was more of a lump in my throat than an actual feeling at first. Then when I tried to talk he cut me off with a peck on the forehead. He placed my head upon his shoulder and confessed his deepest secret. -this is starting to sound like a TV drama- But I swear thats how it felt.
Now of course it wont happen that way for you; love never happens the same for anyone. However, judging by the life experiences of friends and family the feeling is equal.
But tonight was an act that literally took my breath (not sex - if that is what u are thinking) but a power that just kind of took us over.
I know many of u will not care and will probably regret reading this at all, but if u know falling-in-love than plz msg me. Discribe ur experience.
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