Alright, I really like this guy named Mason, but I found out later after I started liking him and flirting with him all the time, I found out thath he already has a girlfriend and a baby on the way. And now, I find out that he is falling in love with me too... I've been hurt before, but I have the feeling from him that he was the one that broke up with all his exes and they pined after him. I don't want to make him choose or hurt him, I know the best action is for him to go with his girlfriend and baby on the way, But I can't make myself let go. I truly love him with every part of my being, and I know I'll only hurt myself in the end, but I can't just let him walk away from me like that. Not after I found out the truth about how he feels about me... I guess I just wanted to vent about it. Advice is welcome if you bother, I really don't mind. I'm just so screwed in the head right now I can't think straight. -♥- Niki
Posted at 2:25 PM EST on Tuesday, October 7, 2008
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