XladyxInuzukaxninjaX's Journal

For Good This Time.
No More Linny-chan.
Well on this account anyways.
Though I have somethings
I need to finish first.
Like that one shot request I got like a year ago.
I'm really sorry, Rei-chan.
I'll go ahead and post it real soon.
I will finish two of my stories.
And maybe post one more.
And I'll most deffinatly move A Murder of Crows to my other account if I need to.
Along with all my poems.
It was a joy to know you all.
And I won't ever forget any of you.
Though there is a chance, that I'll stay.
Atleast to my Birthday in August.
No matter what happens.
I know that when quizilla changes, alot of you will go.
And it will put me to great sorrow to see you all leave.
I'm really really sorry.
You all mean more to me then air.
But alots been going on in my life.
And I really can't handle three accounts.
I've got kitsune, Erika, and I's layout site.
Then my other account. (You can find the link on my homepage)
And of course, bestest friend and I have our own website now.
Yay!
Take yourself a look if you want.
<a href=http://www.freewebs.com/twilight-snow/index.html target="_blank">CANDY MOUNTAIN</a>

Well, it's been greatly fun.
I will be finishing In The Final Hour and Stupid Questions.
I'll also post another story called Shadow Where The Lightning Strikes.
You guys'll really like that one.
I love you all so dearly.
You guys have helped me when I've needed you.
And I've helped you when you needed someone.
I hope I've made atleast a small impact on your lives.
That's all I really want.
Remember the name Lin Rose.
Someday you'll be able to say, "I talked to her! Over a website."
I'll be famous. I'll make it! I promise you.
And in the Thanks section in the CD book, I'll thank all of you.
Feel Special.
Linny loves you guys.
I hope you all understand.
I'm sorry it has to happen this way.
I'm going to be a big sister soon.
And I'm trying to get this guy to notice me.
Not the same one from the last post.
I'm over him.
Way over him.
Atlest I hope.

I truly love you all and I'll never forget,
Lin Rose ♥

P.S. Happy Birthday Kay!!! ILY! ♥

So, I've noticed that only afew people have taken it into account to check my homepage to see why I haven't been on.
In big bold orange letters at the top it has said HIATUS for a very long period of time.
I am still on HIATUS. I just wanted to inform everyone!
I hope you all understand this fact and I hope you all take it well.
I have placed two links where you can contact me, on the homepage layout that Madison so kindly made for me. Thank you Madi-chan. I really like it.
On another note, I hope you have all had a good Holiday season.
I'm sorry I wasn't on to answer the over 40 messages I recived.
Yes I am also quite aware that quizilla is changing. I have recently signed two patiotions to stop said change.
I'm also happy to tell you all that my life is very very bussy at the moment, seeing as though in a few months I'm going to be a big sister!
Now, I also want to inform all of you, that I am very sorry to report, that I no longer watch or enjoy anime.
There for it is very difficult for me to update my stories.
But I will still try to finish the seriess I am working on, and I will not delete this account.
I still have a quizilla account that I write on, but if quizilla goes through with the change, I may be moving to Miba. I'm not quite sure yet, so I will inform everyone before I leave and IF I leave.
I had a good Christmas and New Years to answer all questions.
I've been thinking about deleting Kanashimi No, I am very sorry to report to the fans. But don't worry, I'm still thinking about it.
I know I haven't updated in a very long time, but I just really don't have time to write anymore.
And I'm sorry I haven't even been on to talk to you all.
I miss talking to every single one of you dearly.
Please don't think that I'm ignoring you, because I would never do that.
I'm just in to diffrent things now.
I'm really into music.
I'm in a band now. I've got an electric guitar.
I'm trying to learn chords and it's really difficult.  @__@
Well, I really hope you all understand.
I will be staying, to talk to friends, and other such things.
If you have AIM you can add me. My screename is Thevoicesilenced.
If you have a DeviantArt you can talk to me there. I am Thevoicesilenced.
Same goes for you YouTubers. You can add me there, under the same username as the ones above.
I hope to soon be inspired.

-Linny-chan loves you all very much.
I'm sorry for this inconvenience.

The following is a message I recived from a fellow quizillan, who asked me to pass on the things that e-Akatsuki has said to their friends. This user requested to remain anonymous.
This is the message I recived:

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I am a quizilla member and I DEMAND to be taking care of! I DID NOT come to quizilla to be made fun of or so that people could tell me to GO KILL MYSELF!!

2 of my friends got flamed by a few "e-Akatsuki" members. I don't like that at all! -#-

Death Ink
e-Akatsuki-Leader
SageNoirceur
NeverlandPerfection
Silent.Demise
Uchiha-Madara
Unseelie-Court
ChaosPriest

These are the people involved! They gang up on people and tell them to stop writing, because their writing is shitty and whatever!

If quizilla does not solved this problem, I will leave and many other GOOD writers will do the same!

Yours truly,

pissed off Quizilla member."

I was asked kindly to report e-Akatsuki to quizilla, but quizilla never seems to do much about it.
I myself haven't been targeted by e-Akatsuki and if I am I have not a care.
I wouldn't mind it really. I came here to write for myself and make good friends.
I have seceeded in those things. I don't give a shit about my spelling. But if it's over the edge like this, 'les go b asome ad we kn b frnds frvr.'
Something like that, I can't stand to read. It almost kills me.
Now, don't get me wrong, I like that e-Akatsuki wants to help writters, but from what I've heard, they arn't helping. I came to quizilla because I wanted to have fun. The first story I read here wasn't amazing, but I loved it. Why? Because it had a good plot-line. The writter had fun writting the story. As of now she's my friend, but she hasn't updated in a long while. Understandable though, correct?
Anyway, to get my point across, I didn't come here to get cut down.

I've been told that I think to much of myself. Do I? No.
Do I ignore the people who say those things? Yes.
Why? Because they don't take the time to get to know me.
Constructive-Critasizume(sp?) I accept.
But I don't like being flat out critizised.
But does anyone? Not really.
So, if your part of e-Akatsuki, I just want to say, that maybe before you say the things you do, to others, maybe you should just think about how it would make you feel, if someone said those things to you. Don't just say you wouldn't care. Really take the time and think about it. I've started doing so, and it makes me feel better about myself.

Just thought I'd get all this out.
Comment away. I don't care.
-Lin Rose{

That's right! It's my aniversery!
Well actually it was eleven days ago! XD
I missed my own anniversery! Can you believe that?
Well, I love it here on quizilla, and I'd like to say that within my short amount of time here I have already made some wounderful friends!
And I've read many good stories. I also hope that I've changed some peoples lives and opinions or persepectives on certain things.
I hope I have made some people happy, and I hope that I have made almost everyone of you smile at one point in time.
I have been here for One Year and Eleven Days and I'd like to stay here as long as possible.
I ask you all to take the name Lin Rose and commit it to memory, that way if you leave this place and we are friends and even if we arn't, if by some chance you meet me some day, you'll now that I am XladyxInuzukaxninjaX!
I want you all to know that I love you all and I love it here, and I don't plan on leaving until they kick me out. (Which I don't see happening anytime soon)
I would love if you could tell me what I've done to help you, if I've helped you at all.
I'd like to help every single person here, with anything they need.
I've been given many incourageing words from many people here, saying that I'm quite inteligent for my age and that I'm a very kind person.
I myself have too, been given much advice, and I have watched as people have left this place and new people have came. I've had many friends and not many people have said mean things to me, as far as I remember there are only.. three people.
Though, I don't talk to any of them any more, things were resolved with two out of three of those people.
Once more I'd like to thank you all for 1 whole good year and 11 fliping rad days, with all you spiffy people!
Oh, and Haji, you realize that this means, you missed your anniversary also! ^o^
Happy anniversary to Haji and I, and any other quizillian who has their anniversary on this day or eleven days ago.
I hope that once I fufill my dream of being in an amazing rock band with the person above, my best friend of seven years, that I get the chance to meet you all.

Thnks Fr Th Mmrs (Translation-Thanks For The Memories)
-Lin Rose{

Okie dokie. Just to let you people know ('cause I know not many of you look at my homepage) Kanashimi No and In The Final Hour will be comeing down for just alittle while I re-write them in first person.

There, for within the next couple days I'll be posting an original story I'm writting, called A Murder of Crows. My friends (and afew teachers) say that it's really good.

Once I'm done re-writting Kanashimi No and In The Final Hour I'll be taking down Stupid Questions and re-writting it. My simple reason being, that I find them to be poorly written and I know for a fact, that I can do way better.

Also, I'd like to thank Stalkaa-chan, for stepping up and helping me with that one shot I've been working on. Rae-chan!! It's almost finished!! XDD

If you want proof that my writting can be way better then go here: http://www.quizilla.com/users/xI.bleed.for.youx

That's my other quizilla account. But really, people. Don't go and add me leaft and right. I don't want people to add me there just because they know me here.
That account is for band fan fiction. If you like my stories there, and want to tell me about you liking them, please message me there. Thanks.

I just wanted to keep you guys informed. Oh, and the link at the bottom of the page, is a layout that I made on Erika, Kitsune and I's layout site. I want to know what you guys think! ^.^

Love you guys.
~Lin

First of all, I need to get this out there. Every time I get on quizilla I have to answer about 20 to 30 messages. Thats one reason I'm not on as much. I barely have any time to take quizes and read storys and so on. Also, I feel like after I talk to some of you for a short amount of time that you just kinda forget that I exist and find someone else whos on more often.

Now I'm not saying it's everyone and I might just be parinoid, but really people, I feel like I'm being sufficated. I know that if I was on more, you guys would be able to talk to me much more, but I've said so many times that I have more then one account.

I'm on my other account so much! And the reason is that I have ideas for my storys there. And I'd love if you guys checked it out and maybe took a look at those storys.

Now, to the second matter at hand. I have no ideas for my storys here. I would love someone to step up and volintere to be an editor. I have one person willing and she's going to help me with one of my storys. Now, to be an editor you'll have to:

1-Be on track with your own storys
2-Be able to help me with ideas for the story at hand
3-Maybe correct my spelling
4-Tell me certain things to help me improve
5-I do not want criticizum[sp?]
6-You can not tell anyone what happens
7-You need to want to see the chapters before everyone else

That's all! Stalkaa-chan has helped me with Stupid Questions and she knows that I'm open to any ideas. She's also helped me with In The Final Hour. That's why the second chapter I believe, is one of the best. I am from now on writing in first person like I said in a previous journal post.

Also if you help me in any way, shape, or form you will be thanked. I'm all for that.
Some of you may ask if I'm going to go through my past chapters and make them better. The answer is yes.

Now, next matter. I really need help. I've talked to some of you about my crush, right? Well, I'm starting to think, that it's not just a crush.

Okay, so I've never liked a guy as much as I like Korey. Korey is amazing. I don't think he's hot or cute and I don't like him just because he's popular. No. I think he's gorgeous, sweet, wounderful, halarious, and smart. That's why I like Korey.

I'm confused as to if he likes me or not. Every time I have art (one of the only classes I have with him) I find him looking at me. No, not looking, sorry, more like stareing. It's really confusing. Not to mention, whenever I laugh at something he does he smiles at me. Example:

On Wendsday in PE, we played dodge ball. Korey was on my team. Right before the coach blew the whistle, Korey ran over and stood between me and my friend Kitsune.(not giving her real name) We have to start out on one knee on the ground. So when we were waiting for the game to start he started slaming his head onto the floor. I couldn't help but laugh. He looked at me smiling and then did the same thing afew more times. And of course each time, he smiled at me.

He's the kind of person who's either really happy or he looks like he's pissed. And to say simpely he's an attention hog. He loves attention. Now some of you have read my poems, and some of you (a very lucky few) have seen some of my lyrics.

Almost everything I write is about him. It's sad.

Also, most of my friends like him. I'll list afew who are here:

Iluvkorey (duh)
One who doesn't want to be named
and UglyCoyote used to

Though, mostly Iluvkorey. She knows I like him and she doesn't mind. We have a friendly compition going, but he's already turned her down.

Want to know what he acts like?

Squirrle on crack... alot of crack.. and pixie sticks... lots of those.. oh and coffee. He really likes coffee. Just like me... *sigh*

In my eyes he's perfect. And I know, No ones perfect. I've heard it millions of times, but to me, he's perfect.

So, yeah can you tell me what's wrong with me?

-Linny-chan

Well simply, school is just killing me! Almost literaly. I come home every day and I'm exosted. I'm in band now.. which doesn't really help with my heacaches. I've also had extream writers block, so if you have any ideas or suggestions then please do help and suggest!!

I also have a layout site now. It's shared with my awesome partner Erika. (Dark.Sohma.Lover.) She's awesome!! Check it out! I'll be sure to put a link. Well, with suggestions from my readers I might actually be able to write something.

RAE-CHAN!!
I'm almost done with the one shot but I just can't make the ending flow.. I can't think of what to do for the ending =_=

Well I love you guys!! I'll update really soon!!

~Linny is out!

Happy horrible birthday to me. Yes I said Horrible. It was yesterday. Linny had a horrible day. I almost cried. My daddy was gonna make me natcho's, but as soon as he got to the grocery store to get what he needed the plummer peoples called. Did I mention that at about 1:00am yesterday something went wrong in the basement and then my daddys Baseball card room (yes he has a whole room full) got kinda flooded so he had to move all his baseball cards into the room I was moving into. *sigh* All around it sucked. Sorry I wasn't on yesterday, but I was talking to Haji and I ate maccarooni with my daddy. I got some cool stuff though. *sigh* Well I'm sorry for taking up your time!

~Linny loves you lots

I won't be on as much starting tomorrow. It is the first day of school, so I have to foucus. Last year didn't go so well. I will still update my storys. It seems that I do that much better in the school year. I actually have other things on my mind so it's a relife to get to relaxe, which is what I do while writting. I'm sorry I haven't updated like I wanted to and I'm sure you guys wanted me to. I will try my best to work on that.

Also my birthday is in a few days. I will be one year older than I am at the moment. (lmao) It is the 23rd! I can't wait. All I really want this year are CD's and other music related things.XD My dad is really going to enjoy that! *sarcasum* Haha That was my plan all along!!>3

I might also get my hair styled today. I'm not sure how I'll get it styled but I'm thinking about getting it layred! ^^ Brown layred hair... hmmm... But anyway back to the main subject of this journal. I WILL NOT be on in the mornings during the week. I'm sorry to say. If I am on early it is probably the weekend or a day out of school. I might be on some where after 4:00pm during the week and on the weekends I probably will be on all day non stop. I will miss the interesting convorsations that go on all day here but I won't have time to have as many of them. I'll miss you guys even though I'll still be here and stuff. Now if you'll excuse me I'm going to go wake up daddy. ^^

Lots of Love,

~Linny◊

PS:Linny gets to see her crush again!!!XD

Okay as you guys know, my storys have been on Hiatus for awhile. Well I'm taking Kanashimi No off of Hiatus and I will update it as soon as I finish typing chapter three. I will then continue on with working on the one shot I have been working on for a very long time. I still have a little way to go. *sigh* I just haven't been with it lately. I'm sorry for keeping you guys waiting.

Also I will be switching perspectives on all of my storys. I just can't stand typing in third person anymore. I will be switching to first person. I promise you that I write much better in first person. I will also go back through the past chapters of my storys and change them for the people who read them in the future. You don't have to go back and re-read them. I won't chang anything. I like them how they are.
Once again I'm sorry for making you guys wait so long.
Lots of Love,
~Linny◊

Well as the title says, I was woundering if anyone would like to help me. I've really wanted to make layouts for a long time. I'm trying really hard but I don't really understand it to much. I just need alittle help. I would really really like it if someone would teach me how or tell me a place where I can learn how to make layouts. And once I learn I plan on making my own Layout site or something. It looks really fun to me and I can make desktop backgrounds so, that's not to hard. I would just really love it if someone could teach me. I learn quickly, I promise! It would be really cool and once I learn if anyone would like to be partners or something that would be cool too.

Lots of Love

~Linny◊

Okay... well while my dad and I were on vacation we were thinking about going up to Iowa so I could see my family on my mothers side. And he said it would be awekward so he wouldn't really be comfortable going up there and staying for to long.
So we didn't go of course but, one thing he said suprised me.

He said if I wanted, I could see her.... and how he didn't think there was a reason to see her because she's never been there for me so, it's up to me.
I don't know what to do. I'm almost in tears.
Do I meet my mother or do I go on woundering why the hell she left me and leave that question unanswerd? I'm not only sad right now... I'm scared. I don't know what to do.

I really need advice! And one of my main advice givers is leaving for awhile!!! So I just really don't know what to do! I need help! What do I do?

For those who are confused:

I am an only child. I live with my wounderful and kind daddy. I have for as long as I remember. My dad got married at a very young age (19) to the women who would be consiterd my mother. I look like her and it hurts me to know that. All I have from her is a picture and a memory that makes me want to cry.

She kicked both my dad and I out of the house we lived in when I was barely one year old. My daddy and her (I'm not sure about this part) got a devorce and my dad has full costity of me. Witch I am thankful for or else I wouldn't be the same person.

There is one thing I remember about her. A dark baige-ish color room, not quiet dark pink but not quiet red. I remember four woden bared walls (a cradel),a mobile and a ceiling fan.
This was all seen through my eyes.
Beside my cradle was a beuatiful women who was singing. Her voice was so beuatiful. (obviously where I get my singing from) And she was staring down at me smiling happily like I was the most wounderful thing in the world.

She was singing that song that go's: Hush little baby don't say a word mommy's gonna buy you a mocking bird. And if that mocking bird don't sing mommy's gonna buy you a dimand ring. Ect.

So every time I hear that song (I didn't know why at first) I feel like the world is going to crumble at my feet. Like my heart is shattering in to a million pecies and I will never be able to put it back together because the piecies are to sharp and theres one piece missing.

I could have brothers or sisters! And I don't even know!!! I feel like I'm whining to you guys but I'm really worked up over this and I really don't know what to do!!!

Please, I need help.

~Linny needs you

 

I stayed in St.Louis. We got lost who knows how many times. I went to the zoo for the first time EVER! lol We stayed in two differnt hotels. We went to the mall! ^-^ I got some really cool earings! But most of all.... I missed you guys sooo much!!!!! *hugs everyone* Oh and the penguins we're amazingly cute!!!! X3 I had a really good time! But it's even better to be home.

~Linny missed you guys soooooo much!

As the title says this is very important. I will be going on vacation for the next four days. I might be on a little on Monday and Tuesday. I will be spending time with my dad. That means alot to me because we really don't get to spend alot of time together. And also as some of you have seen, though I don't think anyone really paid attention ALL of my storys are on a short hiatus. That is because I am working on a one shot for my friend b0r3d2tear5. She asked me to write it about a month ago and I havent really gotten anywhere with it so I need some time to work on it. As soon as I get that out I will work on updating Dei-san. I'll miss you guys while I'm gone!!!

Lots of love
~Linny◊

This is called Quizilla Marriage!!!!! The first person to message you saying "I do" will be your Quizilla Husband/Wife Now,this is just for fun.You'd be suprised who wants to be yours.You can also leave a comment at the bottom saying 'I do'. But even though I'm happily married to Summer, tell me you want to marry me anyways! I want to see everyone who loves me!!!
Lots of love,

~Linny◊(I got ridd of the mean part of this! ^^)

I was just woundering what you guys thought of my poetry? Do you think I'm good at it? I'm just curious because I don't usualy get to much feed back on my poems. By the way I made a new one! ^-^ As far as I can tell people like it! Just A Question is the title. I'd be thrilled if you guys would read it and tell me what you think!

Next subject:
Happy 4th of July to all us Americans! And Happy Late Canada day to those who hale from Canada! I hope we all have/had fun!!!!

Next subject:
Happy late B-day Neji-san and everyone who shares a b-day with him!!! He's 14 now! ^-^ lol

Last subject:
Okay MCR fans bad news! Gee's engagment is over! He was sooo happy! I feel really bad for him! *sigh* If you already knew then message me if you have some details. I'd really love if someone told me more!!! I just want to know more 'cuz he was so happy. *head falls* If by any chance someone would like to help me dedicate something to my poor heart broken idol, then please do speak up!

So yeah I'm happy yet really sad guys *sigh*

~Linny Loves You!!!!

Yes, like the title says I'm taking banner requests. I love making banners and I find it fun. And to tell you the truth I have no life. So all I need to make the banner is as fallows:

Story Title:
Your Username:
Name of main character and looks:
The character that yours is pared with:
Any special info:

Also umm I'll take four requests from each person. I'd also like to know if you would mind me giving myself credit for making the banner.

~a very hyper Linny-chan

Is it just me or is Quizilla getting really annoying? It has driven about five of my friends away already! It's stating to piss me off!

And I know I havent been getting all of my messages because in the past couple days I've only gotten four or five compared to my usual fifteen with-in two hours!

So I apaligize if you sent me a message and I have not sent one back. Please try to tell me what I missed either over my C-box, on this journal post, or message me at
punkrockchika11@yahoo.com

I would give a link but I am horrible at that stuff.

~a very very pissed off Lin-chan

P.S. If I do get the Kitty I'm gonna name it Cutsyboo! ^.^

Yeah as the title says! I'm like sooooo estatic! XD I have wanted to get a kitten for like EVER! Well since my old one went phsyco and we took her to the pound.... whitch broke my heart. I am a cat person no doubt about it! And I HATE my dog! >.< He is mean and eats me alive and he's like soooo stupid! He tried to eat an electric portable heater... WHEN IT WAS ON!!!!! I'm saprised he didn't die, to say the least. And trust me he can be cute and all but he doesn't undersand that he's sappoused to go to the bathroom outside! Yet, hey he's my Kakashi want to be puppy. His hair is turning grey and it's really cute when I'm not mad at him.And oh I'm completly agoainst animal crulty so don't get the wrong idea. But anyway I might get a kitty!!!! ^^ I'm sooo happy. If we get one it's gonna be black with white paches of fur!! We being me and my dads girlfriend.... I can't wait!!! ^~^ ^o^ ^_^ ^-^

~Linny-chan

Hello meh anonymous friendz! XD
I'm really happy 'cause I found a really kool layout for my homepage! So please check it out and tell me what you think!!!!!

~Linny