Xx.Tainted.Soul.xX's Journal

Well, hello, all. My, has it been awhile since I have posted or done anything on Quizilla.
It has been such a long and dreadful time.
I wanted to post this journal to say that I'm not coming back, but how this site still has failed miserably and will never been as it used to years ago. Many of my close friends are gone now, and I miss the old OC fanfiction days... However to an extent.
I am a freshman and high school, and when I look back at this, I realize how idiotic I was, but also how happy I was.
Sometimes I wish I could go back to those times. <3
I will log onto this account if I remember it, and I apologize for leaving before and never saying good-bye.
But when you come to a site like this... What are you really missing?
I am now on deviantART and YouTube, as well as GMail and MSN. Quizilla is more of a dead-beat site to me now. BU
You can find my accounts here via deviantART and YouTube:
http://xcarnivoro.deviantart.comhttp://www.youtube.com/user/MikiDoll03
I still have yet to make a fan fiction account. I apologize.
But perhaps things will better in the future.
Alas, I will go; I have only returned to inform.
Salut, mes amis.
~Chihaya

Yes, I have a new friend whose name is Shattered.Emo.Monkey. Go to my friend's list to find him. Yes, its a boy! You'll probably be surprised. This person is SO AWESOME. Also, Shattered.Emo.Monkey speaks and is usually depressed about bananas. Honestly, I have no clue why, but, you need to go and talk to him. He needs friends. Immediatly. It would mean everything to me if you go talk to him and become friends.

P.S. - "This is making fun of emo people".

P.S.S. - I did not make this account. I already solved the problems of the other accounts I made, so I'm not making any more! One account is enough!

P.S.S.S - Emo Monkey speaks |_337.

P.S.S.S.S - I like applesauce.

I finally turned 13. My friends sung Happy Birthday to me in class (XTXH) and gave me presents. Well, a few of them did, anyway. But this Saturday is going to be better! People often say I'm very mature for my age. Well, I just turned 13!

Another thing is that I got a Birthday Card from one of my grandmothers (Not the one you, Madeline and Lindsay, know who found us randomnly at the mall and gave me $20.00) gave me $40.00. Well, atleast I have some money to buy a video game! And some manga all the same...

But I'm so happy that my day has finally comed. And at the same time I'm sad... I'm 13. Then 14. Then 15 and so on. The more you age, the closer you are in death, well, then again, you can die at any age. Birth or randomn; murder, etc. But why am I being like an emo(Even though I'm 46% emo)? Its my birthday!

Yeah... Tomorrow I'm turning 13. Surprise, huh? Some people think I'm very mature for my age, while others think I'm really creepy and insane. Nonetheless, I just can't wait 'till tomorrow. I'll try to make Cbox so that everyone can comment really retarded and random comments in it for fun. Just a thought.

What's sucky is that I, as well as many other people in Jr. High, have to finish a stupid pamphlet project for Language Arts. Luckily my "Independent Novel" is Pita-Ten. I'm so happy and its really awesome. Its decorated in bunnies! And ribbons and stickers!

Another thing that makes you think is when your birthday comes, it ends at the same time. Afterwards, you have to wait 365 for your next birthday. But as you get older, you don't want birthdays anymore. Well, once you turn about 15 years of age, anyway. I've been waiting for this day so much, now that I'm a teenager, and at the same time, I'm sad and depressed...

So theoretically, I'm happy yet sad and depressed at the same time. -sighs-

Well, my friends have noticed this. I'm such a fan of Kingdom Hearts. And this all started just because I went to an anime convention last Sunday. But now, I'm overly addicted to Kingdom Hearts.

I'm coming up with my own story of it. I even told my mom to get me a Kingdom Hearts birthday cake - and its going to be. I kept bugging my friends that I want Kingdom Hearts || for my birthday. But the thing is, all of my memories of Naruto and Death Note are being crammed into the back of my head. I don't know what's wrong with me.

This happened when I first started liking Naruto, too. Although, I'm not sure if I can take it anymore. My friends call me a "Riku fan girl", but I really don't care anymore. Its probably true, too. I can't sleep at night - I can hardly even eat breakfast in the morning. I've already started reading the first manga of Kingdom Hearts, and now, I'm going to read Kingdom Hearts - Chain of Memories.

I'm not even sure if I want Naruto: Shippuuden Accel 2. And even if I'm getting it, which I am, I probably won't play it a whole lot. And no, I won't give it to any friends. Right now, my top two favorite anime are MegaTokyo and Kingdom Hearts (|, ||, etc.).

Another thing is that I watch way too many Kingdom Hearts related things on YouTube. I even memorized the note that Kairi sent to Sora:

Thinking of you wherever you are.

We pray for our sorrows to end,

and hope that someday our hearts will blend.

Now I will step forward and realize this wish.

And who knows?

Starting a new journey many not be so hard,

Or maybe its already begun.

There are many worlds,

but they share the same sky --

one sky,

one destiny.


And yes, I've memorized this. I guess it'll possibly be useful for the cosplay convention I'm going to in October... But I seriously need to be un-brainwashed of Kingdom Hearts so much..

That's right! Even though I'm on New Moon, I'm going to finish it as soon as I can. Hopefully, I'll finish it by the end of this week. But nevermind that! I want to finish New Moon BECAUSE, yes, the new book by Stephenie Meyer, Breaking Dawn, is coming out in August, if I'm not mistaken. BUT! SHE'S WRITING ANOTHER BOOK OF THE TWILIGHT SERIES.

Yes, you heard correctly. She's writing another, called Midnight Sun. Yes! And I can't wait for it to come out! You have to go to her website in order to find out more information! What do you think? Now, she's made 5 books! Can you believe it?

Twilight, New Moon, Eclipse, Breaking Dawn and Midnight Sun!! Yay!

... I went to an anime cosplay convention with my friends. One was Tayuya, the other was Sakon... Or Near with a giant scroll. Anyway, there were some pretty cool anime cosplayers there. One, in particular, had a Death Note. He showed us how to make one. And I wrote someone's name down... *smirks*. Anyway, there were quite a few I liked. There were two Naruto's, three Itachi's, I think, one blind, and, of course, there was Kira and Misa. The cool thing was that someone, (or people) other than you, know about anime. Also, there was a girl who was Riku... And I was completely lovestruck. No, I'm not lesbian, dammit. And don't do that, "Oh, reaaaaally?" thing either. *sighs*

After I saw the costume, the only thing I could think about was Riku. *hits head on keyboard* Riku, Riku, Riku! That's all I can think about! His face is in my mind, for Christ's sake. And, I can't get him out. I even asked my mom to buy Kingdom Hearts manga and the game for my birthday. (If someone bought me the game Kingdom Hearts I or II I would be the happiest person in the world. D= See?) I love Riku. There, I said it. And I think I'm turning into a Riku fan girl. ... Please... Someone... Save me...

Okay, my birthday is in three weeks. May 6th. Now, you may all think that this will only be about my birthday. But no. Its been official. I have witnesses! I'm getting Naruto: Shippuuden Accel 2 for my brithday. Even though its pricey, its a pretty good buy. If you want to see it, click here
for more information. Also, after a get everything settled and I know how to work it, I'll let my friends borrow it. You can't have it. I can't wait to play this game! W00T! And yes, I'm very young. Shinami-Sempai is a few weeks younger than me. Lolz.

The awesome novels written by Stephenie Meyer. She's, so far, my favorite English novelist. I love the series. I absolutely can't wait until Breaking Dawn comes out! ... But, the movie, I'm not looking forward to. I wanted to go with my friends to see it... If it wasn't for Edward. In the book, he's so handsome and beautiful... And now, he's EW. I read Twilight. Yes, I read the whole thing. New Moon is mainly about Edward leaving, I guess, but I don't want to tell too many spoilers just yet. In the comments you can flame about why you think they should rethink about the actor and who it should really be. (And yes, I think Edward should be Sasuke looking. And vampires rule! Rwar.)

God fucking!! Just the other day, I went to check my messages. I had, what, 700 messages? And now, they're all suddenly gone! What the fuck?! I didn't even reply to half of them, and in the messages, I had some info for the one-shots I was going to make! GRR!! Quizilla, suddenly, deleted every single message! Its probably the same with you, am I right? This is shit!!

Yes, for the past couple of months, I believe, Shinami-Chan has not been on. Well, for one thing, I recently went to her house on Sunday to talk to her (Hrs, 1-7). We had a good time. Death Note, Naruto, drawing, etc. She's into reading manga online, now. Death Note, a biggie. But, when I asked her about Quizilla, time just seemed to stop for a bit. She paused for a moment, and said, "I'm probably not going to get on Quizilla. I'm bored with it," I froze when she said that. Yes, Shinami-Chan probably isn't going to get back on. But, the conversation continued shortly after. "Are you joking?!" I said, "Everyone is worried about you! Nee-Chan, Kotori-Chan, Melina-Sama, everyone!" She didn't say anything, just stared. At that moment, I knew she was serious. Shinami-Chan probably won't be getting back on Quizilla, and she might delete her account, unfortunately. This is the current information that I have on her decision. =[

Woo-hoo! Number 2! Oh, yeah! I found these randomnly a long time and wanted people to see them. Oh, and, I'm a Neji fan girl, so I'll probably go crazy with the Panda Hat online... Like I did at school. xD Watch it, and if you're a member of YouTube, make a comment! Its awesome!

Yosh! I love these! And they're so awesome! Watch them or die!! Haha, I'm just so excited for today. (And I have Naruto Ultimate Ninja 3... Its okay, but the saga is so friggin' short, which is annoying...) Anyway, I'm going to make a flash! I'm gonna ask my awesoem friend, Madeline, to help, too. She already made one. But yosh =]. honestly, I don't know what the point of making this Journal was. But ah, well! *^-^*

Okay, I've seen alot of videos recently. And actually, I was thinking about making a story for once. Now, Naruto would be rather easy, depeding on who I would pick my OC would like. And I saw a movie at school, too, so I honestly don't know. Any ideas? -shifty eyes-

As you know, Shinami-chan has been off for a while now. And, its because she's in serious trouble. No, she's not in jail, or anything XD. Well, unfortunately, she's been grounded off the computer for an entire month. Yes, I received this information by a friend at lunch, and by calling her. Yes, its horrible. If you have any messages, or information you want to tell her, you'll have to wait awhile. (Or, you could tell me, and I'll tell her. If not, that's fine, too.)

Okay, this isn't normal. As you know, Shinami-chan hasn't been on all week. Well, a week and a half, actually. I tried calling her, considering we live about 30 minutes away. Kabutette couldn't even get ahold of her! And that's scary...>.< Possibly, she's outta town... I sure hope so. Shinami-Chan...I'm worried...
Does anyone have any ideas on how to reach her?

Yosh! I'm making a new story! Some of you, obviously, have received a message from me, telling you what its about. I think I only told 3 people, actually. Anyway, I think its gonna be great! This isn't my only one, by the way. One is: SoulFire; Life and Death, Star Fall, Shadow Reign, and others...I'm still thinking of titles, lolz.
Basically, I wanted to inform you guys on new stories...but SoulFire will be my first, however. Message me later, for more info. I can't wait to publish this out! -gasps- better do it now, lol! =D

Yes, you read the title correctly. Recently, I have been having a little trouble with my friends and our friendship. One thinks I betrayed and she says I am mean to her, the other, just seems to hate me. I have no clue what's going on. Possibly because I am hanging around a good guy friend named Daryl(No, we're not boyfriend and girlfriend).
I just want to post this journal so that I can apologize for everything I have done. Two friends of mine, as stated up above, Madeline and Lindsay, seem to be quite a distance for me. I feel as though I am left out of everything. Also, I'm beginning to think that they hate me. I'm not accusing them, I just want to get my feelings off my chest.
Lindsay, I apologize for being such a jerk for the last few weeks. I just now realized that you were right. I'm a jerk, and I should have been kinder to you. My friends mean everything to me. Yes, that involves Shinami-Chan, Uneru-Sensei, Nee-Chan, Kiseki-Chan, Nii-Chan, Kabutette, Kaori-Chan(aka Lindsay), Cali-Chan, and Callisto-Chan. Once again, I'm very very sorry.
If I could repay you, or show that I am truly sorry, message me, or leave a comment in my Cbox. Thank you.
This may be confusing. Just re-read it, until you get it. I hope I can be of a better friend despite my rude and obnoxious behavior. Yes, sometimes words only make things worse. I will try and wish for the better.

For those who already read it, congrats to you. But hears the link:
http://www.onemanga.com/Naruto/387/
If that doesn't work, just type it in. And I friend and I LOVE this chapter because of what happens to Sasuke-kun...(:< (Shinami-chan, heh heh heh...)
~~Sasuke's gonna die, Without any eyes~
Sasuke's gonna die, without any eyes...~~
That's our FAVORITE SONG!! WOO-HOO!!

The title pretty much says it. But besides that fact, I'm a little interested in making layouts in homepages. I'm currently taking HTML lessons, and its pretty fun! But...most people say that its hard, depending on where you go. A couple friends and I actually, are interested.
I would really like to know if it really is complicated. I got the links, friends, and images in control, a little, I think. Is it?