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I checked my inbox to find a bunch of messages saying how much people love me and stuff and I kind of gave in... xD
I didn't want to, but I did. So thank my friends! Dx

I'm still standing by what I said before though! I'm writing what I want, and only what I want xD But I realised I've made too many wonderful friends; and some of them aren't the best of hide and seekers =)

Come take a look, I haven't got a lot of stuff up yet, but what's there is there. Give me a message on my new account maybe? xD

Sorry to worry so many of you. If you read this - sorry it took over a month to finally crack and tell you my hiding spot!

<3 Lucy.
...but call me daily from now on xD That's my new pseudonym!

Hello my friends!
Or just random 'dropper's by's
Or maybe you hate my guts.

Who cares? <3

I have decided that I am going to start a new account, and ditch this one for a while, or possibly many a while

Reason?

I have been asked to do series that really, I don't wanna do. People request things of me and I take forever to do them.
This concerns you sweetstarsinger, I'm sorry Cynthia - but I'll never be able to finish your birthday one-shot. I grew out of doing script based one-shots a while ago, and I just don't like doing them anymore.
I've put off telling you that for long enough.
I'm sorry to let you down - but I really, really didn't want to do it in the first place.

I also used to promise a lot of crazy stuff that I've realised - I have no will to do and I'll never do it.
That One Piece collaboration story? It was a GREAT idea - but when I tried to get into it, everyone kept changing their information when I tried to start writing - and more people kept trying to add themselves in!
So that thing busted.

So, instead of just saying this and getting on with my work - I'm doing what all slack and lazy people do.

I'm jumping ship <3

Don't get me wrong, I will continue all of the many series I have going - and all of the one's I was going to do!

I just need a new edge; and I want my YHR account to take a break for a while.

I will continue my stories on my new account, possibly under different titles.

Oh - but if you're thinking of plaguerising - jokes on you - I'm making the series better <3 You can have the crummy old versions.
It'd just show that you suck, not only at writing - but at plaguerising GOOD stories.
The things I've got up now, NOT good stories <3

If you look for me, you will find me =P
Who knows - I may even contact you under my new pseudonym!

Don't bother asking what my new account is - I won't tell you.
I'm keeping my DeviantArt, YouTube, FanFiction and Forum name the same - so you can still contact me there. My stories are just going to be elsewhere~

A few final words.

Quit complaining about the e-Akatsuki.
They are awesome.

end game.

Note to Kage and Liz' - You two are awesome and I love you to the limit. I'll contact you sometime on the new account <3

Mood: Bubbly
Time: 4:00PM - Sunday
Date: 21st October, 2007
Wearing: Jeans, Sgt. Peppers Lonely Hearts Club Band
Hair: Straight - but in dire need of a wash
Weather: Hot. Hot. HOT.
Drinking/Eating: Not'in'
Quote of the Day: "Just because you can say "Kawai desu' doesn't mean you're Japanese dumbass" - AA Forum member
Listening to: Hare Hare Yukai - The Haruhi Suzumiya Dance
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That's right folks - I'm revamping the series. It's been exactly a year since I began the series, and I'm standing by what I wrote in my previous journal post, and I'm revamping the entire story.
I now have a Beta Reader - Kage - and once I've finished rewriting it I'll have someone review it to see if there are anymore changes that may be necessary.

To put your minds at ease - SAIKO IS THE SAME.
She's still silly and stupid, you now just don't see things through her eyes. It's a third person story - so you read it as-

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"Come on Big Brother~" Saiko pleaded, raising her hands in a praying motion. "Please?"

"No freaking way!" Chazz yelled frantically, edging towards the door, away from the girl. "I will not star in a Yu-Gi-Oh! GX Fanfiction with a freak like you!"

"Bit late for that" Arana muttered with a dull smirk as Alexis lapsed into silent giggles.
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Sorry all of you who enjoyed the tale better in second person. I will eventually put it up in second person on a second account - but the rewrite comes first I'm afraid.

That's the main news out of the way. Now for the fun stuff-

CRAZY DOESN'T BEGIN TO DESCRIBE ME HAS TURNED ONE!

As of yesterday, Crazy has hit the big anniversary- the big ONE! xD To celebrate, I suppose I should do something special.
I may have a special one-shot, or try and upload all the revamps on one day or something, so you'll all have a present.

But - if any of you are in a celebratory mood as well, I'd like to see if any of you can write Saiko into a one-shot of your own x3 (Think of it as Saiko's and my Birthday presents~ Pleeease xD)
You can write whatever you want, I'd just like to see if anyone can pull off writing the crazy little lady for one whole short story xD
If you do write one - I'll place a link to it on my homepage so everyone else can read it =D

Thanks for reading guys x3 I'll try and get the revamps up all at once so there's no confusion. Just so you know, I won't be deleting any of the parts - just replacing the content. There may be a few extra chapters (I'm adding some plot line) so keep an eye out! =D

Thanks again!
-Luce

WARNING
This Journal is probably going to make a lot of e-Akatsuki haters hate me - But I'm going to post it anyway. If you have a sudden urge to no longer be my friend - Be my guest and un-add me <3
Also this is long. So blah.

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I've been trying to ignore this whole thing for a while now, but I've decided to just come right out and say it. It's a lot - so if you haven't got ten minutes spare to read this thing - I suggest you come back when you have more time.

This whole e-Akatsuki thing, this alledged "problem" - I'm finally going to tell you all what I really think - and I can tell you now, I'm not bitching about them and their choice to criticize people's work.
As much as you'd all like another person to add on the "e-Akatsuki haters list" - don't even think about adding my name. I don't hate them in the least.

A few months ago, they put out their list of "Bad Writers" - and yes, I was the very last name on the list. I can vividly remember what they wrote after my name too.
"Quantity isn't Quality People - especially when it comes to Sues"
My name is no longer on the new list - My name got cut off by accident probably - either that or they gave up hope of me getting any better

Yes - like everyone would be, I took it in stages. I denied it, got angry, ranted, contemplated quitting, and finally laughed it off. I decided - they're just one group of people - why should I care?
So many of my friends were telling me "Not to worry" - and how "Wrong the e-Akatsuki were", telling me my stories were wonderful and to just continue.

But deep down, I knew the truth. That short sentence the e-Akatsuki had written was the truest thing anyone had ever written concerning me, it was the one thing everyone had avoided saying - and they just came out and said it.
I tried, hard as I could - to stay out of the whole thing. People were messaging me telling me not to worry - and for a while, I even messaged others telling them not to worry too. I wasn't worrying, but something was nagging me in my head.

Then the 'Anti' groups started. Each of them asking me to "join the fight!" so they could add my name. Surprisingly - I found myself denying all of them. I didn't want my name on their lists - the thought of being a faceless supporter made me feel dank.
Anti.e-Akatsuki, e-ANBU - all of them, I'd glance at their homepages from time to time and then look away again. I wasn't interested - they were just groups of people like me - who took offence to having their writing criticized.
They all came up with the same points. Being able to write in peace, the right to criticize - all of it, was more then cleared up by the e-Akatsuki - who knew what they were talking about.

Demon.Shinobi messaged me three times telling me to get a Beta Reader, on the last message finally resorting to calling my writing Tripe as I never messaged back. I was angry again - but also incredibly shocked at how forward she was. I didn't reply to any her messages - not wanting to say something stupid to dig myself into a hole.

Nothing happened for a while, and soon Master.Swordopolis messaged - concerning a Journal Post where I had tried to say "They don't care about me, I don't care about them" - telling me I was a hypocrite.
Once again - I was so surprised at his straight to the point message - and how true it was.

By this stage - I was starting to look at my stories and shudder in horror at all the grammatical errors, the sue traits and the horrible plot holes where I had gotten lazy. People were still messaging me - telling me to continue and update, saying they were great stories.

Every time I clicked my Profile, I could feel a daunting feeling looking at the 800+ picks and list of friends.
"I don't even talk to half of these people - Why did I even add them back?"
I realised that some of my Picks I no longer liked, very few were chosen because I enjoyed the story. I realised that's probably the reason I have so many picks, pity for the awful story - or just out of friendship.

Finally - I found the nerve to look at the e-Akatsuki's homepages - and found myself reading them and their journals for hours. Each of them were straight to the point - not sugar coating anything. I found their C-Box conversations interesting, how they laughed off anyone who complained and talked amongst themselves. With everyone watching them - they still sounded as though they didn't have a care in the world.

I actually had respect for the people who thought of my alledged 'work' as crap, and I didn't even talk to them. All the while, I had friends' journals popping up up saying how much they hated the e-Akatsuki and how "They should die in a hole!! OMG I h8 them so much!!1!"

After reading one journal of another faceless friend I had never talked to and who had added me (Just because we were both on the Bad Writers List) - I found myself laughing at the person. After having their stories criticized, they complained - and the e-Akatsuki told them bluntly that they just plain sucked. The person called them names - and the e-Akatsuki called upon a photo and told them they were in no posistion to call others names judging on their appearance.
They were mean, but it was genius.

Just last week I decided to re-do all of my stories in Third Person, run them all through Microsoft Word for errors, try and even out the god-awful plot lines and make sure the characters were in character by watching the shows again - and at the very end, I'd get an editor to deal with the end product.
If I want to be a 'decent' writer - It'll require work - was what I had finally realised.

Every now and again I've contemplated messaging a member of the e-Akatsuki saying "Thank you so much for showing me how I was wrong, sorry it took me so long to realise" - but when I realised both Demon.Shinobi and Master.Swordopolis's accounts were gone - and how I didn't know how to say it to another member - I decided not to.
I decided on this Journal Post, in the hopes they might come across it and read it.

However - Just one more thing annoys me.
All of you who hate them so much, I can understand why you would. They criticize you and hurt your feelings, yes. This isn't everyday life - you can't go run to Mom or Dad for help - this is a test of our character, and it hurts to have something you might love doing shown for the crap that it is.

But you have to realise, if the e-Akatsuki said what they said in a nice "caring" manner - you'd brush it off. You wouldn't listen, nothing would get done. They know that, like most people - We're not going to listen unless it gets to us.
But is this a reason for us to go making "Groups" and trying to turn Quizilla into an online war? Because that's the stupidest, most moronic thing I've heard of in my life.

Quizilla has gone to the dogs. There are crap stories, and there are shit stories.
e-Akatsuki is trying to change it, however nasty their methods may seem - it's actually doing some good. Horrible writers are starting to improve, and good writers are getting even better with the absence of the crap.

Feel free to hate me for my opinion. As an ex e-Akatsuki hater - I can understand how you feel, I'm not going to force my opinions on you any more than this journal post - I just want you to know how I think about this.

e-Akatsuki, if you're reading this - I'm sorry for taking so long to take my head out of my ass. It's going to take a lot of work for me to get my "stories" anywhere - But I'll try, and someday I hope that I can find a good Beta reader to help me keep my stories from turning back into crap. I know there are plenty of god awful fourteen year old writers on Quizilla - and that I am indeed one of them, but I'm going to try and get better, and hopefully experience will help.
You guys aren't so bad afterall I've decided. I wish you luck on your goal <3 Again, thank you so much for your (not so gentle) kick in the right direction!

-Luce

P.S: For the last time - This is not a joke people >> Stop asking. I'm serious.
Oh - Second person reader... people... fans... - whatever - Yes I'm writing in Third Person from now on. Writing in Second Person kind of pisses me off now.

Mood: Completely and Utterly Satisfied with everything
Time: 2:06PM - Sunday
Date: 1st October - 2007
Wearing: Jeans, John Butler Trio Shirt
Hair: Frizzy
Weather: Heat Wave-ish
Drinking/Eating: Orange Juice
Quote of the Day: "Mr Depp. is an actor people - Not a Pirate"
Listening to: Hare Hare Yukai - The Haruhi Suzumiya Dance
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ANIME CONVENTIONS ARE ABSOLUTELY AWESOME! SO MUCH FUN! ARGH!

I know, I've been on Quizilla for three years, blah blah blah - Who cares - Anime Conventions are way more interesting to talk about then how long I refuse to quit =D

Anyhow, my good friend Monica - who is probably sick to death of me now that we've spent three days straight together - offered to take me to "Animania" - which is Australia's Anime Convention.
Obviously - not being a total idiot - I agreed, and last Friday we went.

There was so much to do - and so much to see! It was unbelievable!

First off, to all of you who haven't been - I did not believe in Character Plushies. I now know better. They had almost ALL the Naruto characters in Plushies (Yes moonshade201 - KAKASHI plushies! xD)
They had Death Note and Ouran High Plushies, they had Haruhi Suzumiya plushies! Holy Crap they had BLEACH AND INUYASHA PLUSHIES! All of you Girls (and maybe Guys ^~) who are still into their stuffed toys - It was heaven there! Absolute Heaven!
They also had every DVD under the sun, and racks full of Mangas - ALL TEN DOLLARS! TEN DOLLAR MANGA!~ *Foams at Mouth*

I had my Birthday Money with me. Five hundred Dollars to spend on what you will.
Obviously, I went beserk. Moderation? I forgot the word.

I bought Twenty Five Mangas.
Kingdom Hearts - Volumes 1 and 2.
DearS - Volumes 1 and 2.
MahoRoMatic - Volume 1.
DramaCon - Volumes 1 and 2.
Loveless - Volumes 1, 2 and 3.
Ouran High School Host Club - Volumes 3, 4, 5, 6, 7, 8, 9 and 10.
Rozen Maiden - Volumes 3 and 4.
Chrno Crusade - Volumes 7 and 8.
World Embryo - Volume 1.
Comic Party - Volume 1.
Peach Fuzz - Volume 1.

Obviously, I haven't read them all yet. I also bought InuYasha Season 3 and 4 - and a copy of Senior Hunny's Pink "Bunny" - and also a Hikaru Plushie with a Belzenef Finger Puppet. I had people asking me where I got the rabbit all day - as I had it slung over my back or cuddled up in my arms.

Cosplayers are amazing. The costumes were all so brilliant - and the guy in charge was dressed as Balthier from Final Fantasy XII - and he looked like the real thing. I wished I had taken photos - But I hadn't bothered.
Lots of people dressed up as as Nobodies from Kingdom Hearts II - I saw so many Axels it's not funny anymore.
The weirdest ones I saw was probably an overweight Kagome - a bald man dressed as a School Girl riding a Chocobo, and a Girl who had a costume of the Wolf version of Link (She won so many awards for that masterpiece)
Of course - some Cosplayers just looked silly and stupid - but the really good ones made up for it. The best ones I saw were the Straw Hat cosplayers. They had Luffy, Zoro, Sanji, Shanks, Ace, Robin, Nami and Vivi - and they all looked... natural! Guys dressed as Guys and Girls dressed as Girls and none were too skinny or too fat. Ha Ha, Sanji and Zoro hugged for the cameras xD

I am now also hooked on "The Melancholy of Haruhi Suzumiya" - an anime about... I can't describe it - one alien, time traveller, ESP-ers obsessed girl?
I had watched so many people do her trademark dance for the Haruhi Dance Competition - the song is now stuck in my head. I can even remember some of the moves - and I didn't even compete.
Take a looksee [here] for the actual thing.

My cousin Dante was there as well - for a Sword Demonstration. He does Kendo or Iiado or something at his school and did a performance with his teacher and some classmates for everyone at the con to see. He had such a serious look on as he waved his sword around - it was hilarious xD

They had so many competitions as well! Not only was there the Haruhi Dance off, there was the Cosplay comp, the duel artists, Anime Olympia, Who wants to be a Pocky Millionaire? and various games on the ground floor. I never did get around to trying out DDR or anything - I had run out of Money by the time I passed the Manga stall *Grin*

It was all so much fun. I met so many people (I even went on a Nintendo DS chat room for a while xD) and did so much, I defiantely want to go back sometime. If you ever get a chance to go to a Con - make sure you bring a friend and go!

So yes. Three years of Quizilla and one great Con! x3
Just a quick thank you to everyone who's put up with me for so long! Let's see if we can make it to FOUR years xD

Cheers!
-Luce

P.S:- I'm now on Holidays so you know - So I should be able to update a little x3

Mood: Sick but Happy
Time: 10:19PM - Friday
Date: 7th September '07
Wearing: Pyjama Pants - School Polo top/Pixies Hoodie
Hair: Straight, Messy
Weather: Cool
Drinking/Eating: Not-a-thing
Quote of the Day: "Life is Short and you are Hot~"
Listening to: How soon is Now? - T.a.T.u
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I have the Flu. My Hair is a mess, and I've got a scab on my face from where a pimple was where I just couldn't leave it alone.
My nose is red and sore from sneezing, my voice sounds like an old radio because it's so raspy - and I'm coughing up bacteria every five minutes...

But - Today - I got a boyfriend...?

I've liked this guy since the word go - Even though I thought he was a little weird, I always thought he was cool. He's not popular, or tall, or even that good-looking. He's just... interesting.

I hate boring people - This guy is funny, but not roll over and die funny - sarcastic but not 'Oh-So-Annoying' sarcastic - and he's nice, but not "Kiss your ass" nice.
The last guy I almost went out with, who I called off before he could even get to ask me - did really annoying little things. He'd walk me home when he lives on the other side of the train tracks, he'd invite me over even though I'd make it clear that I was tired - and he'd never beat me in anything. Chess, Video games - I mean come on! There's sweet but he was just mushy.

He was supposedly my first boyfriend - But... I don't count him as one. I suppose I shouldn't count this guy as one either, it hasn't even been two full days since we both admitted we liked each other - But last time this happened, I felt awkward.
I don't feel awkward this time. I actually, genuinely like him <3

No, not love - Like. I don't believe in love at age Fourteen. Sure, I'm turning Fifteen - Juliet was Fourteen and she loved Romeo, and millions of girls my age swoon at the thought of love, but not me.
I want a guy who I can sit with in class and talk about crap - who I can rip off and who'll just laugh and possibly do the same.

So, my "Boyfriend" (I feel strange using this word xD) - Call him AC, I met him in Drama. First thing we talked about - Him being "Small"
He said he was big where it counts - so I told him to hold his thumb and his fore finger out like an "L" - and when he did - I said "This says different"
Not exactly the most romantic thing in the world - But it's my way of greeting people. He used to look across the room at me during class sometimes - but I didn't think much of it until his friends began saying "AC likes you Lucy - Woooo~"

He denied it of course, as we all do when we're found out or wrongly accused. But then I began looking at him during class. Occasionally our eyes would meet and we'd look away real fast - but I think we both got the message.

So - YESTERDAY my Friends Meri and Sam drag him up to my group as a surprise. I was going to ask him out today after weeks of bullying myself into it - and when I saw him - I freaked out. I couldn't say it! ><
He stood there for a bit, hands in his blue pockets - shorter than me - and I just said - trying to be casual "Yeah I like you - There, it's in the open"
The rest is a bit of a blur. He said he liked me, his friends (One of them being that "Mushy" guy I was talking about) rushed up yelling "IT'S A TRAP!" - and it ended in me spending all of English bashing my hand against my head.

Today was better. We talked a lot in Drama, I bashed his friend over the head with a Devil stick (Pity for me his Friend has a Scalp condition and it REALLY hurt him... I felt sooo bad ><) he came up to our group at lunch - and we talked some more.
I didn't see him after that, just him walking over Hudson Park (The park outside our School) with my Friend Holly (Raven-Rinku) at the end of the day.
I'm looking forward to seeing him on Monday, but not "Fanatic Looking forward to". If our relationship were to end on Monday, I don't think I'd be too upset. I like this guy, but I'm not in love with him for now.
Emphasis on For Now - I wish I could say I'd never be hurt, but you never know how attached you get to these guys.

So for once, I'm in a relationship. It still feels strange, but it's a good kind of strange <3 To be liked I suppose. Probably won't last - but it's still nice xD

Oh - My Sister doesn't know xP I've told my Dad, and when Mom rings I will - but I'm going to tell my Sis' when the time's right.
(As in - when we've been together for a while or when we break up - I dunno xP)

Sorry for the pointless ramble. Updates, no updates - I have no idea at the moment. I'm working on One-Shots at the moment/Film Study Homework.

See you all!
-Luce

Mood: Cold, Tired-But-Happy
Time: 1:34 PM - Sunday
Date: 29th July '07
Wearing: Pink Pyjama's/Blanket
Hair: Unbrushed
Weather: Chilly
Drinking/Eating: Nothing
Quote of the Day: "Who has more Fun - Narcoleptics or Insomniacs?"
Listening to: LDN - Lily Allen
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Is staying up 'til four in the Morning to make an Anime Music Video oddly pathetic? I mean, you stay up all this time, fiddling with Storyboards and making sure the scene's are cut in the exact right places - only to place it up on YouTube and immediatly drop off to sleep in the nearest arm-chair?
Whether you agree or not - We all know that AMV buisness is rather difficult, no matter how fast you fall asleep.

Last night, I worked on [This], which is my First AMV ever - and my Second Fiddling with Windows Movie Maker. Luckily, I know how to use Movie Maker after the Four hours xD
I used Yu-Gi-Oh! GX's first three episodes and one of my Favourite Songs - Heartbeat by MARIA.

That song, is now my worst Nightmare. When you listen to a song Fifty billion times over - You hate it, it's just how it goes ><

I'm glad I made it though, it didn't turn out as bad as I had worried, so I decided I wouldn't trash it and I'd let you guys take a look at it for me.
Ah the wonders of YouTube...

Okay - Off that topic and onto another!-
HARRY POTTER AND THE DEATHLY HALLOWS!! ZOMG!!
Here's another warning for you all - I'm about to let loose a Spoiler, so Scroll down really fast now if you're gonna comment - or go check out my Video instead x3
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Okay - I think they're gone.
I seriously cried over Fred in that book. No words can describe how my heart just stopped and I fought hard to keep reading instead of crying.
Percy just made a joke... and he laughed... and then the next moment he was gone...
I thought about what George would be like, without his twin. I then put down the book and started crying when I read
"Harry could not see Fred's body, because his family surrounded him. George was kneeling at his head; Mrs Weasley was lying across Fred's chest - her body shaking, Mr Weasley stroking her hair while tears cascaded down his cheeks"

George... The one person who had always been there for him - Was gone, just like that. When I read the part when his ear was blown off and Fred found him - You could kind of tell that J.K Rowling was making Fred fight back the urge to hit him.
What would it be like to lose someone so close to you? It would be like losing a piece of yourself, a piece that would forever haunt you in its abscence...

I saw a picture on DeviantArt called "DROP DEAD FRED", it shows George hanging onto a mirror, head resting against the glass, the reflection crying.
I started crying again seeing that. I'd never noticed how much I really loved the Weasley twins until now.
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J.K Rowling is - BRILLIANT, and - as weird as it is, I have to commend her for being able to make people worldwide cry for her Characters.

Rest in Peace Fred

I'm starting to get all Melancholy again - So I better go and do something else. Please check out my Video if you can.
Sorry for the severe lack of updates or anything - I've been busy doing nothing again.
Love you all!
-Luce

Mood: Warm, Yawn-ish
Time: 5:00PM - Friday
Date: 29th June '07 - "Last Day of Semester One"
Wearing: Pink Pyjama's + Purple Dressing gown
Hair: Unbrushed
Weather: Cool
Drinking/Eating: Nothing
Quote of the Day: "A Holiday is a nicer word for Lying on your Ass"
Listening to: Happy Material - Mahoru Gakuen Chuutobu 2-A
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It's explaining time! Today's question-

Where the Bloody Hell have you been for the past few months young lady?!
I digress, I have been a little scarce haven't I? Especially after messaging all of you and telling you I wasn't quitting Quizilla afterall due to the circumstances.
(Those Circumstances being that if I quit then and there it'd make me look like a Pushover)
Well, It turns out my Sister needs the computer not as much as I first thought. She only uses it all day when she has a large exam coming up - So I pretty much have the same time as I used to.

So then why I haven't you been answering your messages or updating?!
Well - even though occasionally I'd answer a message - That's not really anything. Every day I'd skim through the top three messages and possibly reply - and check and see if anything was urgent. But nothing came up (At least to my knowledge) - so I didn't message back a lot.
Also that - and I'm having a major creative blank. I sit down to write and then immediatly come up with something else I need to do.

I was about to write the next part of Crazy doesn't Begin to describe Me when:-
"Hey... I haven't played Crash Team Racing in a long time!"

I had gotten halfway through the long awaited The Balance between Light and Dark XIII when:-
"I want to go down the street and buy Sour Lollies!"

- and so on. The excuses get lamer and lamer as it goes on, and frankly - I don't know what I was thinking on some of them.
I'm just getting bored of sitting in the front room writing all day when it's actually kind of nice outside and all my Friends are going to the movies or the velodrome or what not. In fact, I'm even excusing myself to go hang out with my Dad.
Maybe I've just got a smaller attention span then I used to and writing isn't as appealing. I'm still coming up with Story ideas in my Spare time - I just can't be bothered writing them up as much.

That doesn't mean I'm quitting! I'm going to update again, just when I finally feel the urge to. Seeing as I've got a two week break in front of me - I'm sure I'll toss you guys a story sometime.

As for the... other... question - That I'm sure people who aren't my close friends are wondering.

What of the e-Akatsuki?

Frankly - I don't really care. Sure, I was a bit annoyed at first - But once I got messages from 100 different people telling me that to make their list I'd have to be pretty good - Let's say my bad Feelings mingled with Good.
Sure - I'm probably going to have some people now knowing me for being the last name on their list calling me a Sueother "Quantity isn't Quality" - but it doesn't bother me at all.
What they think is what they think - It isn't what I think.

Besides, they're the reason I reconsidered quitting. So really we should all be thankful that they decided to rant on me or else I would have gone to Freewebs by now~

A few quick notes:-

Sorry Kage for not messaging back right away - As I said before, I've been procrastinating. Thanks for the MySpace comment though! Babies are cute =D

Yello' to Liz' - Sorry there's been no Updates D= I'm very Lazy, yes?

... Sad to say that's all I've really got... to say. =D Yay that rhymed!

Now I'm off to go play outside. I mean, watch TV... like a normal person. *Shiftey Eyes*

-Luce

P.S: - Oh yeah, Since I left Tasmania, Mom and Beardman couldn't take care of Myth (My Dog) by themselves, so they had to give her to the Dog's home =( Wah.
Oh well, I'm sure she'll be fine. I've still got Tisha anyhow.

Mood: Dizzy, Exhausted
Time: 5:00PM - Sunday
Date: 13th May '07 "Mothers Day"
Wearing: Jeans, Black 2 til' 5 Shirt + Black Pixies Hoodie
Hair: All over the place
Weather: Chilly
Drinking/Eating: Just finished the Nacho Cheese Dorito's
Quote of the Day: "The Grass is no more Greener on the other Side"
Listening to: Affirmation - Savage Garden
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Well, I'm moving again. Tasmania proved to be not as Great as my Mother hoped - and I have decided to move back to New South Wales Today, Next Week.
I'm not surprised. I knew from the Start that I'd be homesick from the word go. It was just how long I could keep it under my Hat that stumped me.

I'm quite sure some of you have moved before, and not had the choice of moving back again. I'm really glad I had this experience here - But it's not for me.
I love my Dad and my Friends - and I'm sure that in time Mom will be happy again without me.

Today was Mother's Day, and I didn't do anything for her *Weak Laugh* What an awful Child I am! She said rather jokingly this morning "Make me a Cup of Tea?"
My Crude reply-
"Keep Dreaming Mom"
Aww, I'm so mean xD So I'm making her a Hot Chocolate after Dinner. She likes Tea better - But screw it, I like Hot Chocolate and that's what she's getting xP
We're going to watch Nigh at the Museum after Dinner - So I'm excited =D It's my Favourite Movie xD Though Beard man kept saying "If you give away any of the Plot we're seriously going to Gag you"
Lmao - Last time when we watched Little Miss Sunshine I practically gave away the whole movie before the Trailers ended. So don't take this as Threatening assault people xP

I'm going to miss my Dog "Myth" quite a bit since I'm moving, but I'm sure she'll be fine without me. I'm coming back to visit every now and again anyway.
I'm not cut out for a Dog - I'm too lazy. So I'll be happy to go back home to my Editor, Tisha... My Pet Cat xD

Oh! Just before I get off the Subject of Tasmania - My Neighbour's kids are so silly xD
I lent the eldest one my Gameboy SP because I never use it anymore - But because I'm moving I asked for it back. Now Jack is usually a very nice boy - But as soon as I told him I wanted it back on Monday, he was VENOMOUS! *Cracks up laughing*
I think he's mad because now he has to trade all his Pokemon off my Gamepack to another one. Well it's not my fault he got too attached to it xP
I mean... He did delete my Game File D= Poor "Luce", she had just gotten her Blaziken "Phoenix" to Level 75...
(God I love Pokemon sometimes xD)

I finally got - Crazy doesn't Begin to describe Me - [23] up! xD Hooray! *Dances*
I'm really enjoying this Series. Saiko is so fun to write with, and now that I've just gotten to the thick part of the plot, it's HELL fun to write xD
...
Though it has gotten signficantly harder to put into words what I want to write. I'm not sure if it's Writers Block (I don't think/hope it is) But hopefully it'll subside.

I'm also going on FanFiction.net a lot more then I used to. Check out my Account if you have time, I have 3 One Piece Fics and 1 Yu-Gi-Oh! GX one.
The Story I'm updating the most there is of Chazz Princeton being turned into a Girl. *Grins* Yes I know I'm sickening, but hey? I'd love him even if he was a Girl. And seeing as when I was ten I was a Homophobic (Seriously o//O) That's a nice step for me xP

Lastly - The Bad news of the Journal Post.
Since I'm moving back home with my Dad and Sister - Computer time is going to be limited. Especially since my Sister is doing her High School Certificate, I'll be reduced to updating when she's out or not doing any Exams.
Sorry guys xP But it doesn't matter. I need to take time out so I can find myself a Part Time job... So I can save up for a Computer xD

But as Soon as she Graduates - I should be able to get online frequently again - and that's only a few months from now xD I'll still try and stay up all night on weekends though.

Well I'm out for this Journal Post, I have to get that Hot Chocolate finished up =P
Cheers you Guys! Cheers!
-Luce | Yami.Haga.Ryuzaki

Mood: Hollow, Still Angry
Time: 11:14AM - Saturday
Date: 5th May '07
Wearing: Jeans, Black 2 til' 5 Shirt + Black Pixies Hoodie + Socks & Slippers
Hair: Straight yet Straggly
Weather: Fierce Winds
Drinking/Eating: Nothing - Getting Oreo's
Quote of the Day: "I curse the Day that I learned of the Web you'd Spun"
Listening to: The Suffering - Coheed and Cambria
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It's been Two days since I learned I had been Plaguerised and posted [This]. Most of what I had said still stands. I'm still angry and hurt - and wondering why you- Jazz, did such a thing.
You have messaged me with your Reason - Your "Side" of the Story, and as you had seemed to imply in your C-Box, that it would clear this mess up.
Two words.

It hasn't.

The fact your Message started off with "Damn, that didn't take long..."- it is obvious you aren't taking this seriously. I think you tried to imply that someone else had done it, but having the exact same account name, email and- yes I noticed- Likes and dislikes, Writing Style and use of Web Graphics, I know it was you.

You said your reason was "Curiousity and Stupidity" - which I suppose could be a valid reason, but I still don't understand why you did this.
Yes, what you did was a very Idiotic thing - and it's going to utterly destroy your Reputation on Quizilla, DeviantArt and anywhere else you may reside. People don't trust thieves - It's just a fact of life.

The only reason right now I am trying to be calm and orderly is because of our friend Angel. On your part - You should be very thankful to have such a wonderful girl as your Friend, just as I am. She wishes that we would just end this now - and I am doing my Best to end it in a fashion that I won't regret later.

So here is what I have decided.

I am leaving this post, and the other Journal Post up, so that you will forever remember this ordeal, and everyone else can know of it as well. If you are truley sorry - You will be able to make people forgive you for this, and trust you again.

I am neither egging on, or discouraging my Friends with their messages. Inside my Heart and Mind - I feel better knowing that they are on my Side - Yet I do feel sorry for you, knowing that they are probably tearing pieces off you for what you've done.
It is up to them what they want to do.
So Everyone - Do what you think is right. Whether it be to constantly remind her of what she did, or to quietly slip back and ignore her - So she can contemplate this by herself.
I do not care either way. Dog her steps or shun her or Befriend her - It's all up to you.

Jazz - I don't want to hear of you doing anything of this nature again. Because if I do - I'll know that there's no hope for you, and you haven't learned anything.
When I first met you I remember thinking that I wouldn't mind being friends with you, but that thought is long since diminished. I have no Foolish Hope of that case any more.

Now you have your choices. You can choose to accept what you've done and hold your head high and move past this. You can lie and deny everything and make it worse. Or you can run from it completely and hide from it all.
I hope you can make the right choice. Whichever choice you do make - Know this.

It is true that your Repuatation is probably ruined by this - But you did bring it on yourself. I could have taken this a lot further, But believe it or not - I am probably being calm in what I'm doing compared to other writers.
I'm only Fourteen, and this is what I believe is justice. I hope that you never forget this ordeal - and that maybe one day people can grow to trust you again. And maybe that one day I can properly forgive you.

Because for the moment, I'm still screaming inside. For my Story, For my Friends - and for Saiko. I won't punish my Friends by putting Passwords on everything just to stop this again, because if anyone does try this again - no matter who they are, this event will just repeat itself.
Over and Over again.

I wish you luck with Rebuilding your Posture Jazz. You might need it.

And Thank your Angel. You have no idea how lucky you are.
-Luce | Yami.Haga.Ryuzaki

Mood: Ready to Kill
Time: 5:38PM - Thursday
Date: 3rd May '07
Wearing: Jeans, Black 2 til' 5 Shirt under my School Polo + Black Pixies Hoodie
Hair: Ruffled
Weather: Cold
Drinking/Eating: Nothing
Quote of the Day: "I caught your Lie - and You know I did"
Listening to: Firefly - Breaking Benjamin
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Do you know how Pissed I am right now?! Probably not - BECAUSE I HAVE NEVER BEEN THIS OUTRAGED IN MY ENTIRE FOURTEEN YEARS OF LIFE! Not ONCE! I've been Bullied, Yelled at, accused - I've been through a lot of Shit and still not felt THIS BAD!

I was Plaguerised. For the First time Ever - I've been Plaguerised.
I've had Ideas taken - and I don't usually care. But never, never something of this... this...

I just checked my Messages - and my Good Friend (Who will remain nameless for the moment - But I'm suddenly in love with her ^~) directed me to a Site called "Lunaescence" - where someone had posted up my Story.

Under a Different Title.
Under a Different User.

With No Credit to me at all. If there had been - Right now I might only be a little mad - But no. She completely claimed it as HER OWN by not Crediting me!

Usually I don't name names when I'm mad with someone - But right now, I want everyone to know - That JaZzIeWuLf copied "Crazy doesn't Begin to describe Me" and claimed it as her own story.
Want to see it for yourself? [Here] - and I know this is the same person. It's the exact same Username - That isn't a coincidence - Seeing as you both spell "Wulf" the same - in Toggle Caps.
Remember Guys - You can "Anonymously" review here. I don't know how to report on that site - But if any of you do - Do me a favour and do it for me?

Okay, so you Changed Saiko's and Yadel Institute's names and added "Meow" to some of the Girl's sentences. SO WHAT?! EVERYTHING ELSE IS MY WORK! MY F*CKING WORK!
The only thing you added was that she's Part Cat - but how the hell does that make any difference?! 99.9% of that Story is mine and you STOLE it!

This Story is a Story I used to represent being an individual is a Good and Great thing to be! You're not being an Individual at all - You're doing exactly what I didn't want to happen! You're just copying my Story - and for what end? Did you want someone else to tell you that you were a great writer? Because this wouldn't mean anything - Since it's my work!
How dare you use it under your own name, under False Pretences - It's sick! If you think I'm overreacting - THINK AGAIN GIRL!

This Story means the world to me. I've made so many Friends with this Story as a Bridge, and I've heard from people that they can relate with Saiko unlike any other Original Character. This Story is a Friendship tale between me and my Friend Kage.
And you... You took all that. You completely - stole this Story. You might as well spit on it - It's gonna make me as mad!
Did you even think that I had friends on that Site who'd tell me? Did you even consider how I'd feel when I found out?

Do you know how much this Story means to me?! AT ALL?! DO YOU JAZZ?!

You messaged me Jazz - and told me you liked my Stories - and I was nice wasn't I? What did I do to deserve this huh?! TELL ME!!

I feel like Screaming now... I feel like grabbing a Hammer and smashing Something... But you know what? I won't - I'll leave this feeling to linger in the air and wait for you to finally own up to what you did Jazz. If you apologise and take down that Story now - Maybe I won't get so mad...
But I'm not promising anything right now.

Sorry the rest of you have to hear about this - But this makes me So Furious... You all know what our Stories mean us, the Writers - Right?
This Story means so much to me - Seeing it under another name, just with another name slapped on top of my Creation - Makes me feel dead.
Saiko Pacchuwa-ku... is my Girl. I created her with my own thoughts and words, and she's come alive through our adventures with her. Even if she is a FanCharacter - I love her as much as I possibly can. You guys understand that right...?

Luce | Yami.Haga.Ryuzaki

Mood: Happy, Musical
Time: 4:32PM - Thursday
Date: 26th April '07
Wearing: Jeans, Black 2 til' 5 Shirt under my School Polo + Black Pixies Hoodie
Hair: Nice and Straight
Weather: Very Cold
Drinking/Eating: Nothing - Starving to Death
Quote of the Day: "If Mickey's a Mouse, Donald's a Duck - and Pluto's a Dog - Then what the Hell is Goofy?" - Vern; Stand by Me.
Listening to: Elephant Love Medley - Moulin Rouge
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All of Today I've been humming and Whistling, and I don't know why. Right now while I was sitting here, I was singing at the top of my Lungs - and I only just realised. Whenever I listen to a Classical kind of Music - Like Moulin Rouge, Chicago or any Broadway Song/Rip off Broadway Song - I'll burst into Song.
Usually I try to avoid singing or drawing attention to my Voice - But lately I've just been... Happy.

And why the Hell is that not normal for me?

Well most of the time I'm just "Good" - Not "Happy". Happy to me is when I feel like I can do absolutely anything and even if I fail I feel great. That's Happy.
I haven't been happy since I left Newcastle - and True, I feel a little Guilty for feeling Happy now I'm in Tasmania - But hopefully it'll make the rest of the year go faster and I can go back home again.

So today I had Drama - and I suck ass at Drama, especially because the Teacher - Who is rather nice by the way - Makes us think things up on the spot and go along with it. I'm not good at Thinking on the Spot so I come up with Fat Zero's.
Recently we've been practicing Dance and stuff - I always trip over my Feet and end up standing there like an idiot with a "Can I dig a hole and Die now?" Look on my face.
But Today - we were doing a Dance, and I - feeling 'Happy" - actually did really well. I was pretty pleased with myself...
...Until me and Three other girls had to stand up and do our portion of the Dance - and I forgot the moves and faceplanted into the carpet xD

Embarassing Kodak Moment aside, I've updated quite a lot for me... I suppose half of you are thinking "WTF? You haven't updated!" But HA I have! <3
I put up Two new - Crazy doesn't Begin to describe Me -'s yesterday, and I'm working on a Third. Part 21 already hit the Highest Rated and it hasn't even been a Day yet.
I'm actually not as excited about the Highest Rated as I used to be... Maybe it's because Crazy's been on there coming up Six times now.

I'm working on getting my Jaden and Tyranno up sometime soon - and I'm working on my Zane, Syrus and Bastion Stories. So far for OC's - I've come up with this, and who they're with-

Del Hana-Ka- A Soldier Cadet with fondness for Animals and Plants - Particularly Mice and Dandelions, but who hates absolutely anything else. Our Solider is Paired up with Tyranno. (Ha Ha - Obvious?)

Red Kazariki- An Obnoxious Punk Wannabe with a Knack for the Guitar, But hates Duel Monsters. Why is she playing? We're gonna find out! Little Red Rocker is Paired up with Jaden. (Poor Jaden xD)

Emi Rose- A Shy Girl who appears to be a Normal School Girl and a loving of Birds - But has a Murderous Split-Personality. Our Two Faced Cutie is Paired up with Syrus. (Ouch o//O Tough Break Truesdale!)

Nikki Nezumi- A Bookworm who's a Doormat to the other Girl's in her Year - Who suffers from Dyslexia and Being Short Sighted. This little Blind Mouse is Paired up with Bastion. (Maybe now she'll Learn something >D)

Ren- A Clumsy and Ditzy girl who had two left feet... That cost the Girl her Life! But how on earth is she still at Duel Academy if she's dead...? The Creepy Ghost is paired up with Zane. (Ha Ha - No Physical Action for Fangirls! xD)

Kayla- A Girl on the Street who steals for her living - and thinks that her acts are justified since she's doing it for her Younger Brothers! Our Street Rat is paired up with Aster. (I can already see the Sparks~)

So that's what I've got going so far. But one Short Thing-

STEAL MY IDEAS AND DIE! ><

I've come up with these Ideas (If someone has a Story similar then you Might want to tell me) And seeing them put up after this Journal Post will make this YHR incredibly Pissed off. Oh yes - any of you see anyone plaguerising my Stories without credit - Could you give me a Tip-off? I don't really want everyone involved - I'd like to take care of things on my own.

Well - I originally thought I had a lot more to say - But it appears I don't. Note to Kage - Who I miss <3 (I always miss her - I log off of a Night and come online missing her) and Sapph' - Who's Birthday is Today! (Or Yesterday for this Hemisphere xD)

Thanks for Readin' and putting up with me for another Day <3 I'll try and get these Series up as soon as I can - as well as the rest of the works~

Cheers!
-Luce

P.S- Didn't say it before but Thanks everyone who did Rate on the Yu-Gi-Oh! GX story <3 I don't care about it - But it means a lot you guys would still do that for me. Thanks!

Mood: Excited, Hungry
Time: 9:24PM - Tuesday
Date: 17th April, '07
Wearing: Pajama's, Dressing Gown - Slippers
Hair: Wet and Curly
Weather: Chilly
Drinking/Eating: Cooking Dinner in my Mini-Oven
Listening to: We Survive - Kotoko
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I just had The. BEST. Idea for a Story - EVER!

Okay - Now bear with me, I know I have a lot of stories - But I'm seriously willing to drop everything and go with this one it's got me that pumped. But I'm only going to go with it if I can get it looking how I want.

Okay - So have any of you watched One Piece Movies on YouTube before? If you haven't - The Movies are all pretty good. (I didn't understand Movie Five though - But it was still awesome!)
I was recently watching one - when I got this awesome Idea for a Story myself. I can't tell you the full plot and details (Well not in this Journal Post I can't) But it involves the Straw Hats, a Certain Fire Fist Ace - and even a Clown and Cigar Smoking Navyman.

Originally - I was going to have just my Original One Piece Character in there - Clara. Sure, I love the girl - It's been a whirl writing with her - But this Story is so big, she can't be the Star. In fact - In this Story, she's not even in the Crew. She just has a role in the Mix of things.

In the Story, The Straw Hats are the Main Characters (Like they should be <3) But I want this to be a Story everyone in Quizilla will be able to read and go "Wow! Oh my God!"
And that's where you Guys come in.

ONE PIECE STORY WRITERS!
For this Story - I want to involve your Main Character. They won't be in the Straw Hat crew - but I can guarrantee them a good deal of screen time and that they will be equally close to the Straw Hats as the rest of the Characters.
There a few writers that I really want to ask to participate.

Bleach99 - I'd love to have Alita in the Story. I'm sure Sanji would too =D
MoonlitDragonGuardian - Once again, I'd like to use Shadow in the Scheme of things
mls85 - I know this is a real long shot - But this Story would rock with Vaughn in it
Gaaraofdesert - Also, another long Shot - First story I ever read and I'd be honored
dragyngurl82 - I love all your Stories - So you can pick any Original Character you want
The.Freaky.Girl - We need Chimeko in this Story. Okay with you Chimeko?

I'm accepting any other aspiring writers as well! - But only if you've already released the Story and you're okay with me writing your characters into the Story.
Also - No Original Characters are in the Straw Hat crew - They're all individual travellers and Pirates - But they will meet and befriend (Unless you tell me that you want them to be enemies) the Straw Hats. I'm not too sure about Romance right now - But we'll see.

If you agree to let me Write them in - You'll be allowed to review and edit the Story before I release it. Each Part will be released first with a Password and I'll tell you when it's up so you can review it. Any changes you want to make you just send to me and I'll put them in - No Arguements - as long as it's to do with your character.
If you want to edit a conversation between say... Nami and Usopp about Weapons - that has nothing to do with your Character - Then you might have to tell me why you want to change it.
But if it's to do with your Character - You'll have no Questions from me.

Just as a Thank you - Each part will have a little Title banner up the top, and your character will get one. (As long as I find a decent picture xD) This isn't a bribe or anything - It's more of a Thank you.

Now I can't have like Fifty million Original Characters - so I might draw a line in sometime... like twenty/thirty might be the maximum (I don't think I'd get that many Entries). But the people I mentioned up there have all the time in the world, and are allowed to say "Sure" at the last minute.

Also - If you want to enter, and everythings clear - I'll send you the plotline and other characters so we can all work together on it. But only if you've got a Character in it.
If you're a reader - Sorry but it'll be a surprise!

ONE PIECE READERS!
If you have a Favorite One Piece writer - Either tell me about them or send them a message about this to see if they'd like to join in.
I'd like to make this the Best Quizilla One Piece mix ever made. (Well, it's the only One Piece Quizilla mix...) But STILL! Let's make it awesome!
We should have all the big Original Character names in there - So we can all look back on it in four years and remember the good times.

Okay guys - I've told you the Whole idea - and I really hope I can get it somewhere.
If you have a Story - Please Enter =D I'm totally serious about this, and you can trust me with the whole editing thing. If I don't write it the way you like - You have a say in it too! It's like all the Best One Piece writers on Quizilla writing a Story together!

Okay - I've got to go eat my Dinner now - But I seriously hope you Guys consider this. I really don't want to Scrap it - Because I think it'd be a really fun idea for all of us One Piece Fans.

Once again - Writers, Please think about it and send me a Message or a Comment if you're Interested!

-Luce

Mood: Sore, Scruffy
Time: 4:07PM Saturday
Date: 14th April, '07
Wearing: Jeans, Black John Butler Trio Concert Shirt, Black Pixies Hoodie
Hair: Rather Scruffy
Weather: Warm, Incredibly Warm
Drinking/Eating: I just ate a Whole Block of Chocolate
Listening to: Overlap - Kimeru - Yu-Gi-Oh! Opening 5
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So, What have I been up to when I'm not writing on my Laptop?
Well! For once - I'll give you Actual Evidence that I have a life xD Because I obvious need to confirm that o//O Seeing as I spend half of my Day on this little fold up Computer~

Here's a Few Photo's - and I'll explain them. So here we go-



Here's (From Left to Right) My Mom's Boyfriend "Beard-Man", Mom and Finally Me - at the Southern Roots Festival. I call it the Hippie Convention. My Mom and Beardman are really big Hippies, if you can tell by looking at them <3
We watched heaps of Bands play, and I fell asleep in that huge crowd you can see behind us halfway through. I have no idea how I did - I just remember waking up Two hours after I lay down with Mom asking me to get up xD
The two main Bands I remember are Wolfmother and the Pixies. They were pretty good I guess. Nothing I particularly liked though.
Oh yes - and if I can direct your attention to my Head - That hat used to belong to my Good Friend Andrew back home. This hat is like my God, I love it to pieces x3 I also love the hoodie I'm wearing there too.



This is my Dog, Myth - That we got TODAY! <33 She's a really sweet Dog, and I love her very much already. She settled right down in minutes =D
She's got a Dog Yard next to my Cabin. She finally found out how to come inside my Cabin (The Log Step D=) and She's trekked her muddy paws all over my Bed and slobbered all of my Face ^^;
As I said before, I love her very much =3
(I look so fat in this Hoodie xD Ah well - I don't care)



Me looking very Gloomy with Slobbery Myth. Awww, She's adorable. If only that ratty looking Girl wasn't in the Shot D=
(Ha Ha - Don't mind me Folks x3)


Another one of our Gorgeous Doggy =D Awwww... She has nice Teeth. Oh and Guys, that's a Fridge on the Left.
I'm not kidding! It's our old Broken Fridge xD We keep her Toys and Food in there.



And one last Shot of the Newest Family member <3 With Beardman's Beard D=

So that's my Journal writing for now. Quick question, are you a Cat person or a Dog Person? Have any Pets?
Lol, Random Questions. Sorry xD

I'm both really. I love Cats and Dogs now.

Thanks for Viewing!
-Luce

Mood: Tired, Crummy
Time: 11:48 PM - Sunday
Date: 8th April - '07
Wearing: Jeans, Grey Lightning Bolt T-Shirt, Black Pixies Hoodie
Hair: In desperate need of a Wash
Weather: Freezing
Drinking/Eating: Nothing, Feel Sick
Listening to: Follow Me - Team Rose Theme
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Let's cut to the Chase. Not Beat around the Bush. Straight to the Point. Get to Buisness.
Okay I'll quit it, I'll be serious for a Moment. (Ha Ha - Serious, Me? It happens)

I want something to read. Badly. My favourite Stories never get updated anymore - and if I re-read one of my Creations again I'm going to go berserk with boredom.
I have no Books at home to read - as I just finished reading my entire Manga collection - Compromised of almost 60 Mangas, for the sixth time today.

Usually I use the Recently Added and Highest Rated buttons to find my new Favourites - But I can't find anything good lately. I don't use the Search button because it always screws up on me - and well...
I'm lazy. I'm not going to scout out a Story that I might not even like V//V

Half the Stories I find now aren't very good. They're bland, boring - whatever you call it - It stops you reading.
I've currently been looking for good Sasuke stories.

HARD. WORK!

I've only looked at three so far - and all of them were done by newbie writers. So they can't help it if they kind of stink. I'm yet to scout out my Friend's Stories (I've heard that a few of you have Sasuke stories - if you do - COMMENT AND TELL ME ><) Because I have too many friend's to paw through.

So here's the deal. The for real deal.

I'm looking for-

A Sasuke Uchiha Story
OR
A Tyranno Hassleberry Story
OR
A Chazz Princeton Story
OR
A South Park Story

If any of you know of any good Stories of any of those genres - Please tell me. If you've written one yourself, I don't care if you think it's Crap - THROW IT AT ME!
I desperately want something to read. Something new.

One thing, if you're recommending Sasuke Stories - make sure they're "Newbie Compatible"
I'm not up to date with Naruto - as I've only just started watching. I've read the word ANBU so many times I have no idea what it means - I just think of "Anzu" - and she's a Yu-Gi-Oh! Character o//O

Any help at all is desperately wanted. Once I get some creative waves going - I can start writing again. Sadly I need a kick-start again.
I don't get Writers Block. I get Bored D= That's what's happening now.

Thanks for your help <3 You're awesome =D
And if you didn't help-
You're not as Awesome =|

Thanks, I'm going to bed. It's a minute past Midnight now.
Cheers!
-Luce
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Mood: Happy, Musical
Time: 3:17PM - Thursday
Date: 5th April, '07
Wearing: Pink Pajama's - Cat Print
Hair: Down, Not Brushed - Tangled
Weather: Warm
Drinking/Eating: N/A - Slowly Starving
Listening to: Now I Run - Shannon Noll
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When has not being Religious ruined a Perfectly good Holiday?
For me - Never! xD So this year, Easter has rolled around yet again - With even less enthusiasm then last year.

Do any of you remember looking forward to the "Easter Bunny" dropping by your houses in the dead of night - Much like Santa Clause, and leaving behind these huge Chocolate Eggs and Bunny Rabbits that take you a whole week to finish eating?
I can <3 Those were good Days. Sadly, I grew up - and then I realised that the Easter Bunny is nothing but Mom or Dad keeping my Easter Egg in the Bottom of the Fridge - hidden beneath the Vegetables where I'd never look.
Easter lost the Magic that year. But that doesn't mean it doesn't mean anything to me anymore.

So, Today - Even though it's not Easter - Mom gave me my Rabbit. It's a little Gold one with a Red ribbon and a bell around it's neck. I was pretty hungry - So I devoured the poor Chocolate Mammal in seconds. So that's my Easter surprise gone.
But that's only because this Easter is gonna be Busy.

Lucy's To-Do list-
- Watch "Little Miss Sunshine" with Mom/Allan
- Find her Number and call Courtney from School (Refuse any Invites to go out Anywhere)
- Go to "Hippie" Concert with Mom/Allan
- Finish Dog Kennels or Face Mom's wrath
- Do Washing/Folding/Drying and all Clothes related crap
- Go to the Animal Shelter and pick out "Rex" and "Weevil"
- Call Dad and Brydie back home - Wish them "Happy Jesus Death/Resurrection Day"
- Clean Room/Cut Dead-Ends off
- Call Sam'/Moni'/Meri'/Joe and Andrew back home to wish them "Happy Easter" as well
- Fit in Quizilla when I'm supposed to be Sleeping

So there we go. <3 My Easter's all planned out. You might think it's a lot - But I live in the Country now. I used to have this on my To-Do list come Easter time-

Lucy's OLD To-Do list-
- Sit back and watch your hair Split

But that was when I lived in Newcastle with my Dad - and back then, Dad'd do everything. Sadly - Mom isn't so lenient and now I have to grow up and work for myself as well. But it's kind of good - I feel a lot better about myself when I get it all done.

So when you all have to load your Dishes into the Dish Washer of a nighttime, and think it's the worst thing in the world - Think of me.
To Clean my Dishes - I have to fill up my Water Tank and lug it back to my Room - Put water in the kettle and wait for it to boil - pour it by hand into the sink - and then pour in cold water so not to burn my fingers.
I have to make sure the Sink is clean and free of Dead Moths and Toothpaste - wring out the Scourer - and then I finally get to cleaning. Luckily I just have to clean my own Dishes - Mom does her own <3

So back on Topic! I'm out of School for the week - and I've got all that stuff up there to do, as well as all those Updates I promised.
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Well, don't get your hopes up about the Updates guys. Just warning you now xP Saiko'll probably get updated - Because I'm madly in love with her - But Koneko, Luce, Kat, Clara, Trixie, Sonya, Yolei, Prier, Reika, Roxanne, Nozomi, Nao, Leiko, Sam', Raksha, Maria, Kira, Yuki, and that Nameless girl of You with Yu-Gi-Oh! - Will all have to wait.

See all those Names up there? That's how many Series I've got. AND I'M STILL GOING!
Someone messaged me saying to Finish a few more Series before starting a new one - But I think I was a bit rude by saying I wasn't going to pay attention xD

I love having millions of Series. It's just the way I am.

So expect these few new Characters-

Red - The wannabe Rock star with an Obnoxious attitude
Nikki - A girl with Dyslexia who's a doormat when it comes to Anyone
Emi - The incredibly Shy Girl - With a Murderous Personality Disorder
Del - The easily angered Ex-Army Recruit - With a fondness for Plants and Animals
Ren - The Perfectionist who's too Clumsy for her own health
Kayla - The Street Thief with eyes too big for her Stomach
Ayase - A seemingly Nice girl - But overly psychotically, jealous of others
Bridget - The Poor Younger Sister made to fix her older Sister's mess

Can you Guess which one is paired up with who? =D The Pairings are with Bastion, Syrus, Aster, Tyranno, Jaden, Zane, The Ouran High School Host Club Story and the Harvest Moon - More Friends from Mineral Town Story.

I'd love to see if you can guess who goes with who x3 I've already decided - But feel free to take a Guess. These new Stories should be out soon.

Well - I've got to go get Changed and get something to eat/drink. I'm busy having fun trying to sing (Badly) to Avenue Q's song "It sucks to be Me"
What are you all doing for your Holidays? (Or Long weekend?)

Cheers!
-Luce

Mood: Strangely Cheerful for a Bad situation
Time: 4:40PM - Tuesday
Date: 27th March '07
Wearing: School Polo Shirt, Jeans, Dark Blue Socks
Hair: Down, Out, Straggly
Weather: Pleasantly warm
Drinking/Eating: N/A - Just finished my Ice Cream
Listening to: Rocks - Naruto Opening Theme
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It's happening - ALL. OVER. AGAIN.

First it was Yu-Gi-Oh!. Then it was One Piece. And then it was InuYasha!
Now it's Naruto! I promised myself I would not get swept up into this fandom and stick to being an Egypt-Pirate-Demon loving Freak. But noooo, I just had to sit down and watch Naruto yesterday *Wails*

Let me elaborate on my Incomprehensible whining. I've been aware of everyone I know slowly falling into the Ninja craze. I had only just gotten into One Piece, and I finally understood everything in that series. I wasn't about to start anything new.
True, I liked the artwork in Naruto, and the music was catchy. The character's were all insanely awesome - and I knew it was only a matter of time before I started going fangirl over this series - But I. Didn't. want. to. X_x

I don't willingly surrender my Soul to a series - You should know that.

I didn't plan on watching Yu-Gi-Oh, but one morning there was nothing else to do - So I sat down and watched Yugi and Joey versing the Paradox brothers.

I didn't plan on watching One Piece, but Toasted TV aired it on a Monday and I sat down late just in time to watch Luffy clobber Alvida.

I didn't plan on watching InuYasha - but my Friend Holly and I had a sleepover, and she introduced me to the Series by lending me the DVD for my DN Angel DVD.

But Naruto... I knew it was coming. After all - I bought the DVD when I saw it in stores - Just to see what everyone was going on about. But I never watched it, until yesterday.
So that's my Sad tale. Now - I'm hopelessly in love with the Show. Naruto is funny and cute - Sakura reminds me of me, acting so two faced in front of the person I like - and Sasuke...

*Sigh* Here comes the bad news.
I'm a Sasuke fan girl. Yeah, I know. NOT ORIGINAL YHR!
But I couldn't help that either! >< He looks just like a Guy I had a crush on for almost all of my School life - and he's the cool/mysterious jerk of the Show!
I feel kind of stupid for making such a big deal out of this xD But I seriously - I did NOT want it to happen!

But it did... So I may as well keep watching the show, and maybe some good series can come of it ^^; Ha Ha.
AFTER I start all the ones I mentioned last week of course. I may like the Ninja's now, but I've got an obligation to get the stuff I liked beforehand out first I guess.

So there's the Story. Lucy likes Naruto now. Heh Heh xP

Quick update notes.
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CURRENTLY LISTED "UNPUBLISHED QUIZZES"
- The Balance between Light and Dark XIII - {D.N Angel Story - Girls Only}
Raksha awakes the morning after her Encounter with Krad; and gets the day off from Fainting. Satoshi is worried because she doesn't show up at School.

- More than Meets the Eye - [8] {Yu-Gi-Oh! Minor Characters Story - Girls Only}
Roxanne leaves Weevil's house when her Family Butler comes to pick her up. Her Parents come home to Roxanne's Fury that they didn't show up at the Finals.

- Those Eyes shining with Hope - [2] {Digimon Story - Girls Only}
Kira is frightened out of her wits by the weird "KyoKyomon" - But meets up her fellow Campers to find out they aren't in Japan anymore. But not before Kuwagamon joins in.

- Sugar and Spice - Step [3] {Sanji Story - Girls Only}
Leiko is feeling incredibly awkward, having just left her hometown to become a Pirate. She realises she still sort of hates Pirates. The Straw Hats decide to cheer her up.

- Living the Impossible Dream - [7] {Tokyo Mew Mew Story - Girls Only}
Yolei finally goes to School with Ichigo - only to continuously have to hide Kisshu, who is popping up everywhere. A girl named Sabrina arrives on the scene.

- A Wish from the Heart - Part Three {Pokemon Story - Girls Only}
Team Rocket's blasting off again!... With Koneko?! What happens when Team Rocket find out Koneko's 'secret'? Where'd Ash and the others go?

- Do you Hear me up There? - [2] {One Piece Story - Girls Only}
Sanji and Luffy learn of a frightening Merman Ghost story, and the past of Renae's sister Selena. Could the ship the Straw Hat's destroyed have something to do with this?

The Party Girl - Cynthia's Birthday Part {YHR One-Shot}
Lucy didn't forget! She was just too busy! Cynthia (sweetstarsinger)'s Birthday One-Shot~ The 2nd Last of YHR's Birthday Shot's!

- Rough and Royalty - {Ouran High School Host Club Story - Girls Only}
Ayase is head of the Art Club in Ouran High - But when it shuts down because all of the members are leaving to play in the Host Club - Ayase plans revenge. NEW STORY!

Forest heart - March Angel Contest {YHR One-Shot}
YHR's Entry for angel-of-time's March Story Contest! Involves the Straw hats and a Forest! No Kaku though! Better step on it - Deadline's coming up.

- No more Mechanical Words - {Atticus Rhodes Story - Girls Only}
Nao is the Silent type- because she doesn't speak at all since the incident. But Atticus wants to know why she doesn't talk - and decides to meddle. NEW STORY!

- Crazy doesn't Begin to describe Me - [18] {Yu-Gi-Oh! GX Story - Girls Only}
Chazz is back - and Saiko is happy! But when Chazz tells her to stay away from Slade and Jagger - what's the response? School Duel, Chazz duels Jaden!

- Damn I hate you Guys - [6] {South Park Story - Girls Only}
Wendy is mad at Kat for hanging out with the Boys. The rest of the girl's think Kat is a slut. Fire Safety, Football matches and Catfights ensue!
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Okay - So that's what's on the Updating list for now. I will be adding Portgus D.Ace to the mix sometime soon! Everything else... Well - Mention what you want updated badly - and I'll get back to you next Journal Post!

As for School life, I've been warned of three asignments in the near future - and they all seem simple. In Drama I have to do some acting - which shouldn't be too bad.
(Except the fact I have to act out a person who gets a dog and on the same day lets it be run over. Not good o.O)
Love life is non-existant, and the Kids on the Bus are still respecting me because I can do the flicky thingy with my hat <3

And Finally, uh - Yeah. Naruto fans, if you know any stories I could read to get an idea what's been done before? Thanks - hope you're all having a nice Internet time!

Cheers!
Luce | YHR | Yami.Haga.Ryuzaki

Mood: Tired, Restless
Time: 11:04 AM
Date: 23rd March '07
Wearing: Pyjamas
Hair: A Mess
Weather: Scorching Hot - But it's Raining
Drinking/Eating: N/A - Too Lazy to get anything
Listening to: A Man for All Seasons - Robbie Williams
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Okay then! I've finally decided to Re-Start my Journal again. So yeah, You can have some insight of what I get up to. Heh - Real interesting xP
Well, More interesting then some, How many of you have lived your whole life in the City and then moved to the Country?
...
Shut up. I thought I was special.

Anyhow - This is a little Update thing.
I've currently gone over a few of my Series, and I've decided it's time I finally do something about how crappy the following Series are in my Eyes-
- Lost in Sapphire Eyes -
- Matchmakers From Hell -
- The Balance between Light and Dark -
- You with Yu-Gi-Oh! -
Lots of people have Told me that The Balance between Light and Dark is fine, and that the only problem is I don't update - But I'm still going to go through it a little. Just to make it more up to standard. I won't delete anything, and the plot will still be exactly the same.
So Raksha and Kyuu' are Safe. Sorry I haven't updated yet - I'm getting to it - I swear!

Now, the other three - Were my First Series. I love them to pieces, especially because they're all Yu-Gi-Oh! related. But we all have to admit, when I was Eleven - I was not a good writer. The character's are all Mary-Sue's.
SO! I am going to go through all of them and re-do them. I'll probably delete the parts that are up, and put up the new parts - plus the updates.

For Lost in Sapphire Eyes readers, the Girl is going to have a name now. It's easier for me, also that - and three people have messaged asking "When do we find out her name?"
Her name'll be Prier. And I'm working on what she looks like. Probably Light brown hair and all that - But I want her to be short and flat. That's right - FLAT! xP
(Everyone has to have something wrong with them =D)
Also - The Relationship will take longer too. No Kiss in the first Part, that's for damn sure o.O

Matchmakers From Hell fans are in luck - Because this'll probably be the Series that stays the same, but Reika's now got straight out Light Purple hair, and the relationship is going to take longer to get on with.
Sorry Rex~

And Finally, You with Yu-Gi-Oh!...
What can I salvage? I think the girl will still be adopted. And some kind of past with Seto - But for GOD'S SAKE!
Earth to Eleven Year old Me! She is not going to have that many guys in love with her! Argh! *Yanks hair*
She'll get a new name (Still thinking about it) And... She needs a new look. Like... Red hair or something. Maybe Orange? Something like that... She can be a Ginger kid.
(Ha Ha - Only South Park Fans will understand that)

I'm currently working on Crazy doesn't Begin to describe Me (As I always am) and I currently miss Kage very, very much. Hope you're having a nice Holiday xP
Living the Impossible Dream is also getting worked on. I've got a new Character, Sabrina to add in. Woo xD

Oh Yes, Creating new Series. Well - I'll elaborate.
I decided that I want to start like... Six or Seven more Series. And for the last time, for those of you thinking "WTF?! YOU HAVE TWENTY-SOMETHING SERIES ALREADY!!"- Cool it.
I love having a Range. One day, I'll have a Hundred different Series. We all just have to face the fact that I'm easily distracted, and enjoy starting new Stories.
Here are the Titles and who they're for-

- A Sickle and Spade - {Harvest Moon Story}
- Behind Enemy Lines - {Tyranno Hassleberry Story}
- Believe in the Impossible - {Syrus Truesdale Story}
- Diamonds of Pearls - {Tomb Robber Bakura Story}
- Get out of the Equation - {Bastion Misawa Story}
- Hard to Understand - {Zane Truesdale Story}
- Just the Way I am - {Jaden Yuki Story}
- No more Mechanical Words - {Atticus Rhodes Story}
- Rough and Royalty - {Ouran High School Host Club Story}
- Rules are Made for Breaking - {Aster Phoenix Story}

So That's all of the Series I've currently got planned. I'm also working on my One-Shot for angel-of-time's Contest, and it'll be One Piece themed. (Sorry Angel - No Kaku)

So Yeah, any Requests - Questions - Comments, whatever - It's all good here.

Oh - As my Homelife, I'm still alive. I still live in my 3 by 4 metre Cabin - and it's Raining. I'm at Home today because I managed to weasel out of going to School because it's the Swimming Carnival.
I'm off to get a Drink. Nice talking to you all!

-Luce/Yami.Haga.Ryuzaki

Thank God for the Internet

Alright guys! I've decided that I'm now willing to log on to MSN to chat to you all. Originally, I didn't like the idea. but now a year has passed; and I'm willing to give it a shot.

To anyone who wants to talk to me; my Email which you can access me on and send emails and talk to me is yamihagaryuzaki@hotmail.com. Feel free to add me; but make sure you tell me who it is xD
Or else I'll probably have no idea who I'm talking to - and it'll get awkward.

And Just because I can; here's the list of all the places you can find me; linking to my homepage/profile on each.

AbsoluteAnime Forums
DeviantArt
FanFiction.net
FictionPress
MySpace
YouTube

I currently don't go on AA Forums or YouTube all that much; but that's just so you know it's me there xP I'm relatively friendly (Except AA; I tend to be a bit sour when I go on there xD I'm a Moderator you know?) So don't worry

So Yes. x3 I've recently really wanted to talk more to my Friends now that I have a lot more free time; and I'd like to hear about you guys xD I tend to drone on a bit.
(Come on; we all know it's true *Inquiring look*)

Add me if you want; I'd like a conversation that doesn't have to be on the Message Listing. Oh yes; and MSN supports Yahoo Users, so if you use Yahoo messenger, you can still add me xP
(I'd download Yahoo, but my Computer wouldn't hold it V//V)

Thanks for reading~ Of course, if you want to talk the old traditional ways; there's still the C-Box and the Quizilla Message System!~

Cheers,
-Luce

Yay! I feel somewhat happy~

Yup; I got on the Highest Rated. I know, I know - I tell you all I don't care if I get on there or not. Which is true; I don't.
Which is why I'm so suprised I'm on there xD

I've been on there Three times before, so it's not a first. For the Life of a Pirate got on there Twice, and My Wish was Lost amongst the Stars got on there Once.
But I never got to see it for myself - I just got a message from Quizilla saying "Congratulations!"

This time I got a Screen Cap xD



So now; I can welcome my - Crazy doesn't Begin to describe Me - to the "Hey I saw that Story around the place" list xP

Thanks all you guys who Sent messages and stuff x3 And a biiig thanks to Kage (Arana's Creator and my Editor xP) for helping me finish it last night.
This one's our story xD (Well so is FtLoaP and FtGwL... xD) But still!
I LOVE KAGE!

I just feel really lucky to have great friends; who even after I tell them I don't care if they rate or message - they do so anyway. You guys make me feel special~ I love you all very, very much!
(Especially because today; I stayed home sick because of an Eye infection - So seeing this made me really happy)

Once again-
THANK YOU~

Your Loving and still rather Shocked Friend,
Luce

P.S:- Yes I know I was just bragging - but hey? It's been a crummy day; and I'm sure everyone likes to show that they're getting somewhere <3