YuriAzuna's Journal

think of the things we used to do always wishing always hoping Lost in a timeless dream of love and dreams come true blowing in the wind i wish i wish only one thing to love you once again.

about this fucked up life about the problems i go thought and never seem to get out. they follow me thought the day, never leaving staying thought the night thoughts of emptyiness follow me around. when i dream there is no more love and peace only nightmares to greet me to sleep lying in my bed thinking nothing more about this fucked up life that seems to be nothing more.

I have been thinking ohh so silently to myself about our love. I love you both but ones so far and ones so close. the dreams i have are about true love dancing flowers on tippy toes. tinhkinh wishing hoping your near for your the one i love to come close and never leave baby hold me and if you have to leave make sure you tell me how you feel. Because if you don't it's back to the start and i'll be thinking silently of love...

i'm crying reaching out why don't you hold me i can't believe this one when i'm lying on the floor you'll cry or will you you never seem to care i could die right here and you just walk away i tried to fix things you let me walk on by now it's time to finally say me last goodbyes i am so sorry that i hurt you i didn't mean to do that i seem to cry more without you around why are the skies falling i dying do you really care this so the last line farewell..

there are things that i think of that i shouldn't think maybe if i beileve that in my mind it'll shrink little to behold it's coming out again slipping beyond me reach of something i can't hold danceing flowers drended in the sun are now stuck in winter and are cold and stiff the sky that seemed so blue turns into darkest gray no more light can come to lighten up my day.

lost and alone. lost between what i know and what used to be. stuck caught fading ever so slowly dreaming of love that never lifts are fades away saying but never acting leaving small traces of hints that always come fading back words that hurt because there never said but left in my heart with hope and dispare thinking wishing dreaming

if only that girl with those big brown eyes would look my way. i'm nice i can be sweet and i smell good. GOD FUCKING look at ME. they don't know what you mean to me. they can't love you like i can. they wisper behide you they treat you like dogs. they wish they could have your confidence of your grace and sweet heart. they wish that you would swing them of your feet and dance with them among the stars.they wish i wish but your always so free not to be confined behind someone elses bars of love we love you we hate you we wish we could be like you. oh beaty with the broken eyes who sees behind me broken lines of hung lies. lost in these tears of the wanna be me.GOD i wish that you wold just glace at me.