ZackyVengeanceIsMine's Journal

I'm sure you all know what this is about.

I'm leaving Zilla.

The not being able to have homepages and censoring what we write or the "New Zilla" is pissing me, along with many Zilla writers off.

I don't want to be told what to write.

And I'm not dealing with that shit.

I strongly reccomend you all to move over to Mibba.com

It's easier to use than Zilla is, and people are super friendly.

As soon s you sign up, you'll get a few comments on your page from various users wishing you a happy welcome.

I've had a Mibba account for a few months now, so I'm in the process of moving all of my stories over there.

Click here to visit my Mibba homepage.

Now, another thing.

I just want to point out AGAIN how much I hate stealers. Someone on Mibba sent me a friend request and shit, right? Her information would remind anyone of me and my YAFELSAIWHIAOW/Purple Rain character. EVERYTHING she says in her info could be connected to me or my story. But she also copied one of Nella's stories and claimed them as her own. That pissed me off. I HATE stealing.

So if you're going to move over to Mibba, PLEASE don't steal people stories and shit. It's rude, it's annoying, and if I find out about it, you'll get a lengthy and vulgar message from me.

So if there are any of you have decided you hate stealers and want to let the stealer know...

Drop her some love...well...hate...here.

Take care, you guys.

Adios.

Feel free to add me on Mibba if you'd like!
It's xXA7X.Sex.EyelinerXx

Alright, mis amores.

Let's get right to this shit.

We have a male writer on Zilla.

I'm sure there are others, but this is the first one I've known.

Anyway.

I'm talking about Alex, Nella's boyfriend.

NOW.

I've read the two chapters that Alex has posted on Zilla, and I think he's fucking AMAZING at writing.

Problem?

He thinks his writing sucks.

So.

I'd really appreaciate it if you'd all go read his stuff. Send him a message or leave him a comment in his c-box. Also, leave comments in this journal after reading his stuff to let him know what you think. And if you like his stuff...make sure to tell him he's fucking crazy for thinking his writing sucks.

Like I said.

He's extremely talented, and it's rare to find a good writer that's a guy. READ HIS FUCKING STUFF!

Proving Alex wrong makes a happy and motivated Brittany.

It might motivate him to write more, and it sure as hell will motivate ME to write.

Click here to read Alex's stuff, and leave him lots of fucking love!

=]]]

Nikki and I started a joint account together.
I want you to read our new story.
Cause it took me forever in my sick state to type up the info and first chapter.
CHECK THAT SHIT OUT.
You DO realize that we'll soon be looking for girlfriends, correcto, mis amores?
USE THE C-BOX!

xXThe.Sex.Is.ViciousXx


CLICK IT!

All you need to do is fill out the little 'application' and POST IT IN A COMMENT. DON'T send it to my inbox. When you fill it out, please keep in mind how OCD I get over descriptions. This means that you don't need to put answers that have like seven sentences. Answer this shit THOROUGHLY. Don't half ass anything, or else you won't get picked.


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Remember to do it all the way, and DON'T send it to my inbox or C-Box. =]

ALSO.

This is going to be first come, first serve.

BUT.
If the first person who fills this out had short, half assed answers or didn't fill it out completely, I won't choose them.

So do a good job, and be thorough.

Good luck, loves!

All you need to do is fill out the little 'application' and POST IT IN A COMMENT. DON'T send it to my inbox. When you fill it out, please keep in mind how OCD I get over descriptions. This means that you don't need to put answers that have like seven sentences. Answer this shit THOROUGHLY. Don't half ass anything, or else you won't get picked. I'll pick someone on Tuesday.


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If so, I need you to fill this out. I have a million different Zacky stories running hrough my head at once, and I'm trying to get it all on the computer. Once you fill this out, I also need you to send a picture OF YOURSELF that MATCHES THE DESCRIPTION along with it. Be honest. You can make certain things up about yourself if you want, but don't go posting someone else's picture and say it's you. I hate that. It won't be first come, first serve. I'm giving you guys until Tuesday, the 11th. And then I'll choose whichever gives the most accurate information. Fair enough? Hope it is, cause that's how it's gonna be. If you're not picked, don't think I have anyhting against you. Maybe I'll use you in another story sometime.
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Okay. So I know these past couple of days, possibly the past week, I haven't been able to update much. And I'm sure that some of you have been told that I've been having to go out of town to visit my grandpa, and all these family emergencies. What I've been going through is pretty big, and something I never thought could ever happen. So I'll tell you what's up, and those of you who have been wanting to know can see the reason behind my not being able to update. Alright. So my grandpa was diagnosed with cancer about a week after June 7th. And I'm sure I told a few of you about that. They didn't know where the cancer came from, but it spread to my grandpa's liver. They discovered the cancer too late, and there was no possible way to cure him. So he's dying, and I know that, and I'm not one to get emotional unlike everyone else in the family, so I've accepted that he's going to die. Now, my grandpa got married to a lady about a year and a half ago, which I never owuld've expected. I'd known the lady all my life, but never thought they were in love or liked each other or anyhting. I just thougt she was a friend who lived down the street. Apparently, last year, she suggested they get married, which they did. After finding out that my grandpa was gonna die, his wife, Pat, started to get upset. The hospital put my grandpa on hospice, which is a service for people who are given about 6 months or less to live. Their job is to make that dying person as comfortable as possible during their last days. So this is when Pat started to freak out, and completely change. She started saying things that caught our attention like how she wouldn't have married my grandpa if she knew something like this would happen. Can you say bitch? Yes, I fucking can. So we started seeing another side of her after that. She married my grandpa and began spending up all his money. They went out to eat every day. So about $30 was spent every day for the last two years, which is a lot of money, because my grandpa isn't filthy rich like my grandma is. Pat began to worry about herself, and we realized that she was only in it for the money. She said certain things and did certain things that caught our attention, so we caught on to her. Let me put it this way: My family is super smart (not to be cocky). And then my grandpa married a woman who is well...pretty damn stupid. She doesn't know that when you use a credit card, you have to pay the money back. She doesn't know how to drive, and she's 62. She also wanted his house re-modled, which was thousands of dollars. So that meant the house would no longer be paid off, and my grandpa would have to pay a mortgage for the next ten years. MY GRANDPA IS ALREADY 82, HOW IS HE GONNA PAY FOR A HOUSE FOR ANOHER TEN YEARS? So now, she's messed everything up. She spent most of his money on herself and remodling that house, she's messed up his credit cards, they have a car to pay for since it's new, she doesn't even know how to pay the bills, because he usually did it..she's helpless. So my mom, aunt, and uncle had to take over. But htis made her mad, because she thought we'd take all the money from her. She stopped speaking to us, and while my grandpa was doped up on medicine for his cancer pains, she told him a bunch of bullshit baout how we didn't love him. When he was doing better about two weeks ago, ahe yelled at him and harrassed im to change his will so that we couldn't have anything. And then she called all of us family members and bitched at us before hanging up. And she stopped talking to us. My cousin went over there, and she didn't say a word. My mom and I went over there, and she didn't say a word to us. Ten minutes after we got there, I went into the bathroom and puked my guys up from all the stress she's been putting on our family. And you know what? She didn't even look at me when I came out of the bathroom. She just sat her dumb ass in front of the TV, watching the CABLE THAT MY GRANDFATHER PAID FOR. Now, onto more recent things. On Friday, we got a call from one of my grandpa's hospice nurses. Apparently, Pat had taken my grandpa to the hospital. But they didn't know exactly where he was. You with me? Cause this is where things got ugly. She was told several times that she couldn't take him to the hospital because, well...he's dying. There's nothing the hospital can do for him. And once she took him to the hospital, that revoked his hospice services, because hospice couldn't have a client who is in the hospital. The hopice people and the hospital get paid by the same people or something, so it won't work. But you know something else? Pat dropped my grandpa off at the hospital at 8 AM. She left him in the emergency room and had someone pick her up and take her back to his house. Which means that she dumped my dying grandpa off in the ER and left without him even getting admitted to a hospital room. He didn't even get admitted into a room until 4 PM, when my mom and I got there. It takes us an hour to get to the town that my grandpa lives in, so we've been speanding hundreds of dollars going back and fourth to see him. She's been trying to get into his accounts and take his money and everything. It seriously is worse than you see on TV in the movies. And I NEVER thought it'd happen to grandpa, cause he never deserved this shit. She's made everything about her, and we're doing all that se can to make sure she doesn't get his money. It's harder than you think, believe me. So now that she's dumped him off at the hospital so that she wouldn't have to take car of him, guess what fucking happens today? We pass by my grandpa's house, and we see white flowers on the porch. I thought she put those damn things up to say that my grandpa was dead, which he's not. You know when you see white flowerso n someone's porch, it meanso someone WHO LIVES AT THAT HOUSE is dead. But no. They weren't for my grandpa. They were for her stupid dead aunt, who died like on Thursday. And she left my dying grandpa at the hospital to host a fucking funeral for her dead aunt that she's trying to get money out of. She's getting money out of her aunt so that she can use it to be able to stay in my grandpa's house. See, Pat's GHETTO. She has no money. She doesn't have a job. She never learned how to drive. She doesn't make much money. But my grandpa made good money. He had military benefits. He had a car to drive, a house, and was an all around nice person. He's the type to see someone walking down the street and give them a $20 bill, even if it's the last $20 he has. He'd do whatever he could for people, and she htought he was the perfect person to get for money. She was the one who suggested they get married. She was the one who wanted the house remodled, and was too stupid to realize you'd have to pay thousands of dollars for that. She's the one who charged everything to his credit cards. She's the one who revoked his hospice. And there's so much more she's done. But the thing that pisses me off most is that my grandpa finally realized what she's done to him, and he's more hurt than anything. He's starting to give up the will to live, he won't fight to stay alive anymore because she's got him so depressed. All of this mostly happened in three and a half weeks. Almost four weeks ago, he was up walking, and talking, and doing things on his own. But becuase of everything she's done to get him depressed, he's starting to die faster. Four weeks ago, the hospital thought he's live for about 6 months. He'd make it to see me turn fourteen in December. But now, he won't eat. All he does is sleep. He's too weak to talk. He's depressed. He won't walk. And now the hospital thinks he won't even be alive in two weeks. And it's her fault. And though I'm not one to get completely emotional and cry and shit, I'm more pissed than I could ever say. I don't have any patience. I'm bitchier these days. I snap at people. I'm not afried to completely fucking curse in front of my mother (which I'd get in trouble for usually). I'm not afraid to comit assault, and at this point, I feel like I'm fucking losing it. I can't sleep anymore . I'm losing weight. I look paler, I'm getting sick from time to time. And ever since I found out today that they don't expect him to live longer than a month, it's starting to set in on me, and I feel like shit. And it makes it ten times worse that I'm taking my week of my birth control which means I'm more prone to getting emotional and sicker. Something I don't need right now. So I just needed to get that all out. I feel somewhat better, even though that's STILL not telling the whole story. There's just too much to even explain. But now you know my reason for not updating much, and that's what I've been dealing with lately. I feel a little better now, because mym om got the Power Of Attorney over my grandpa, which means she can clear out his bank accounts and everything so that Pat can't get his money. Even though I'm glad aboutthat, the damage is done. Pat fucked my grandpa up, and now that he's so depressed, he's dying quicker. But anyways, enough with that. There's gonna be a lot less drama now that Pat can't control much, and we just got my grandpa into a nursing home today. So Pat can't get his money, he's out of the house away from her, we practically own the house and we're gonna let the bank for close it, and we're selling the car. PAT AIN'T GETTIN' SHIT. Though I know she'll take us all to court. She's up tp something. It ain't completely over yet. Wish me lots of fucking luck, cause I need it. ;) And if you actually read all of this, I fucking love you. Because I know it's a lot, but what I've had to go through is like a million times worse than all of this that you had to read. =]

Gerard - BeautifullyTragic1020
Mikey - vampires-are-real
Bob - syngates666
Frank - xfrankiesxangelx
Ray - -my.heartbroken.x-core


Congrats to you guys, and look out for yourselves in the story! Those of you who didn't get a chance to be in this story still need to look out; I'm in the process of writing a lot of new ones so keep a sharp look out!!!

ALrighty. For Y.A.F.E.L.S.A.I.W.H.I.A.O.W., I am going to need 5 girls as MCR girlfriends in my story. Once the story gets past 40-50 chapters, MCR and their girlfriends will be mentioned quite a lot. I won't tell you why or how, because I don't want to ruin any surprises. Gerard needs a gf ASAP, or else I can't post the next chapter until he gets one. So fill this out and paste it in a comment. If you're already an A7X gf in this story, DON'T ask to be a My Chem gf. Whoever you want's NAME needs to be added in there too.

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Okay, so I know I asked who wanted to be in it last time, but this is a different one. I'm in the process of writing two Syn Gates stories, because Gemma has made me become addicted to Syn Gates fan fics. So, you guys can choose any guy from A7X except Brian and Matt, because they're already taken. So choose if you want Zacky, Jimmy, or Johnny. Hurry up though! I'm giving you 3 days to get these applications in! Don't half ass them, because if I don't have deatiled information, you won't be chosen. Fill it out:

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