beingmyself's Journal

Mood~ Angry and Worried Characters~My friend Dee, her dad and me School Bus Fuss I missed the first bus and I'm biking to catch my regular one but I miss it too along with my friend. We both go to her house and try to explain we missed our bus to her father but he isn't happy about it. He yells at us and I remember leaving the house and starring at the houses on my block from my bus stop.

So I'm with my friend and her friend and my friends mom and we go into a dark pink store with brown circles and it's loaded with candies and chocolates, basically only real in a dreamworld. My friend is basically loaded so she and her other friend end up in line buying all sotrs of sweets for all of us. Then me and my friends mom are standing waiting and my mom comes and the scenery changes. Me and my mom are in a car, on a mountain and snows all around, somehow my friends mom waves, and I tell my mom all about the candy they're buying me,,,I dont remember ever getting the candy though

There are two dreams here. Double Dirtbikers and Burning. Double Dirtbikers: I'm at the only gas station in my little town and I'm there with my best friend and my grandpa when my boyfriend shows up with his dirtbike "anyone want a ride back into town?" he asks winking at no one in particular. "Yeah, I would love one." My best friend says in a 'sexy' voice. She grabs a helmet and puts in on, just before they take off I look at my grandpa sorta of blankly wondering if he could do anything all he says is..."I'll take you on a ride later Princess." he says sweetly. (Oh Princess is his name for me and he ISNT some sick freak tho it sounded like it...)The End. Burning: I'm at my house with my boyfriend/my neighbour and his family. Everyone's out by the pool like a normal day, the dad's are barbequing and the mom's are soaking their feet and the guys are in the pool. I pick up some object (probly from the barbeque) knowing that if I drop it or touch it in the wrong spot it will burn me so even though I try to be careful I kinda throw it in the air and try catching it/drop it and it lands in my arms. I can feel the heat burning them and I dont care what part I touch anymore so I try pulling it off me bcuz it seems to be attached to my skin the it keeps re-attaching after it releases from one spot until it seems to have disappeared and there is swelling and brun marks on my arms and wrists. Nobody seems to have noticed anything...End.

Unwanted Wife/Princess by My Prince and His Family: I Dont Know where this one starts...its kinda in bits and pieces. So I'm married to a Prince and live with him and his family.(one bit) He just gets out of the shower and I'm in the hallway and see him all I think *Why cant him and someother guy I was thinking of switch hair*. (second bit) We started fighting I said something I was thinking about and he comes back and tells me why. We fight until his family circles him but he keeps yelling saying how I'm never there to support him and his family agrees. "I won't walk away from you...ever." His family looks at me and just backs up starring amazed like. (third bit) I remember just spending alot of time with him after that...something about a bedroom but not x-rated or anything. He didnt not-want me anymore. Ro-Bot Match: Me, my friend Bri, and some other ppl I know are in some house like thing. It appears we are playing a game with levels and trap, that sorta thing oh there's stairs, a door that wont open and a (cubby hole type space) to hide in. So basically the game starts and we al start moving to try and not get to close to the bots coming after us, we dont know what wud happen if they got us. I remember hiding the the space with a bot very close to me and grabbing the stair railing and pulling myself over to escape the bot with the help of Bri and he takes me out to a balcony. I starred in awww at what I saw. Bri: "Meg, what is it?" ..."its my...well that I thought was my home." ...and then you see her!...

ok first Sleepover/Dark Bathroom cuz its the dullest and shortest. Sleepover/ (etc.): ok here, where I live its a three day weekend cuz we have monday off so in the dream all my friends are sleeping over in my room (which wouldnt fit them all but...) and its the last day, Monday so I go to the bathroom and its totally different, its darkly painted with purples and blacks and organes. Instead of a light switch there is actual mini light coming from the switch(not night light an actual light). When I exit everyone is gone. Glass Window: I'm at some kind of boarding school, with steal staircases and everybody is heading off to class. I walk down one staircase and see a giant row of three large windows facing into a valley. It's raining. This dream just seems so peaceful.

(Almost everything in this entry is unusual in some way...to me?) (Begins at a place like my friends cottage) I'm in the lake water with one of my best friends, Dee. The lake is shining bright blue which is also unusual...there is no sun in the sky. So me and Dee are in the water when she asks me if I want to come to her cottage. "Sure, just let me ask." I got out of the lake, and ran up the hill and their was my ex (setting now: forest on my left and cottage on my right, table in between me and him). I was shocked...what was he doing here? Nobody answered me...He started squirting me with a hose! So I grabbed a chair from the table and hide behind it while running back and forth, we were both laughing. Then he started squirting himself...I walked up (without the chair) and told him "here let me do that for you" xcept be4 I cud Dee and her family came and told me he was coming to the cottage with us...then his 'father' arrived but he was African American...which his father isnt... The End

MALL SCHOOL: My room with all my mates: Checking my msn with all my mates (its freaky were dressed in power ranger uniforms?) and this chick sends me a nasty email about arson to the school so then me and all my mates go off flying with our rocket packs through the school (with elevators and balconies and shoot thingys you can use to get to a lower floor) when we get to the Principal lady who takes us to a room to plan for what we would do next O.o when it suddenly becomes about re-painting the lockers in the main hall but she wont let us ,eventually we proove the lady wrong and she lets us paint? *dream goes to Scottys house* Me and Scotty are in his room unpacking things when his mom comes in and takes him into the living room with all his family crowding around him and take him away,I'm alone in the house for the rest of the dream...

Characters: None Mood Brought by Dream: Evil Mint Stealing: Stealing mints from Skippers collection in his locker. heehee evil! took the last one

~Characters: first dream: Skipper and Connie(male) second dream: Megs when I'm doing something(me when I'm just narrating), Thomas( yes its a nickname) and Scotty Boy ~Feelings brought with dream: dream 1: cloudy, sad. dream 2: laughter Heartattack: Walking down the sidewalk up to the little Short Stop in our town when someone comes up and tells me Skipper had had a heartattack. I was shocked since were only in grade 9. The person tells me Skipper is still alive and that Connie was with him at the time...(not in the dream: me and Skipper were joking saying while he had the heartattack Connie raped him...random eh?...no offense to ppl who have had heartattacks invovle there lives) Movies and Phone Calls: (I dont know where this one starts) Tom-tom or Thomas was watching a movie with Megs and Scotty Boy. They never ended up watching it bcuz they started chasing each other around (a mix of Scotty and Thomas's houses). then Megs parents called and told her to come home but they all just laughed and hung up the phone.