bluebabe123's Journal

Well, I'm back.

Or something.

I've deleted all the stories that I'm never going to finish, so from now on I'm a quizzes and oneshots only sort of girl. Expect some 'seven minutes in heaven's and silly romantic drabbles, because really, that's all I'm good for.

If anyone cares about me: I have college, work and a boyfriend to juggle so I'm busy. Very busy. I dout I'll be updating as much as I used to because I have far more important things to worry about, but I'll try my best not to abandon this site again.

That is all.

:)

First and foremost, I'm just about to go and upload the new chapter of Stalked?! as soon as I can find my laptop. ^_^; It's been moved and I don't know where it ended up.

Heh. Heh. Heheheheheh.

Anyway.

I think I'm back. I think. I know that I don't want to be doing those damned oneshots any more but I've promised myself that I'll finish them, so finish them I will. As for Stalked?!, I don't really enjoy it but I'll finish it because it's got to be finished.

It might still be tricky to get hold of me though, since I'm never really online for long enough to check my messages any more. ^_^; If you really want to stay in touch then you'll need my Bebo or my Gaia, really. Just ask if you want either.

I hope I'll manage to stick around this time.

Ah, yeah. You guys all rock. Now I feel like a real author!



It's his happy face, and it's mine as well.

^w^

If you haven't already answered my nineteen questions, you should. Click here!

I don't care if you're a silent stalker and I've never spoken to you before or if we really know each other well, but in the immortal words of Nike...

JUSTDO IT.

:D

(I've always wondered if something like this would work on Quizilla. xD)

1. What's your name?
2. Are we close?
3. What do you think of me?
4. Do you have a crush on me?
5. Would you kiss me?
6. Would you fuck me?
7. Describe me inthree words?
8. If you had me forthirty mintues whatwould you do?
9. What was your first impression of me?
10. Do you still think the same?
11. What reminds you of me?
12. If you could give me anything what would it be?
13. How well do you know me?
14. What do you like best about me?
15. Ever wanted to tell me something you couldn't?
16. Could you ever love me?
17. Give me a nickname and explain why?
18.Are you gonnaput this in your journal and see what I say about you?
19. Anythingto say before you go?

Okay, I should be able tostart updating again next week some time. That's...pretty good, I suppose.

^_^

As for what I've actually done to my finger; it's not that serious. In fact it's just a little chip. Most of the damage is in my ligaments which means it'll heal faster than a real break. For now I can't bend my index finger and I can't feel my index and middle fingers at all (I had them bound together for too long. ._.; ) but that should be better by the middle of the week.

It's annoying at the moment though.

For the next few days I'm going to read a book instead of writing - I picked up 'Writing Blunders and How to Avoid Them' by William Noble earlier and it's a damn good read. I highly recommend it.

:D

I might not be updating for a while - I've broken/sprained/dislocated one of my fingers so I can't type. Right now I'm typing very slowly with my left hand and, since I normally touch-type, I can't cope.

I think it's dislocated(or was, anyway) since it's kida...wonky andswolen and I can't move it. I'm getting it checked out in the morning to find out properly. I'll let you know what's wrong and how long it'll be until it heals as soon as I know.

(:

Well, maybe everywhere is a slight exaggeration, but you get the picture.

I updated! Finally! Stalked?! has a new chapter and I managed a Sasori oneshot which was...surprisingly longish, for me.

Right.

Anyway.

My muse has, I hope, been rekindled so I plan on writing as much as I can in the little spare time I have. Maybe I can have a oneshot and a chapter of Stalked?! up by the end of the week?

[hopeful but not optimistic]

Thanks for putting up with my slow-ness, folks. ^_^

Not much to say really.

If I haven't updated my the end of the week, you all - and I mean all - have permission to internetz-shoot me.

:/

Sorry it's being so slow - I don't know where my time's going this half term. It's not like I've been doing much, and yet I don't have any free time at all.

T.T;

I'm half way through my next oneshot and then I just have to work on Stalked?!. I'm sure I can manage that by Sunday...

As for me:
~Pissed off the Watchmen's an 18.
~Hooked on Wild Adapter.
~In love with TRAX.
~No longer single.
~Sick to death of art coursework.
~Bricking it about my karate course on Sunday. I dun wanna fail. ;_;

Anyway.

Thanks again for putting up with my slow updates. >.>;

It's Valentine's day - the sweetest, most romantic day of the year - and my dad just reduced my mum to tears. And not the good kind. He is why I hate Valentine's day.

Well, him and the fact that, yet again, I'm single, and it's all rather depressing.

=.=

Anyway. Thinking about it I should have written some V-Day oneshots, but I forgot. I didn't realise it was even V-Day today until a few days back and I just didn't have the time to get anything decent done.
Sorry. ._.;

On the plus side I'm half way through the next Genesis oneshot. I know I've been talking about finishing this one for months but this time I think I'll actually do it!I should have that up in the next hour or so.

I'm going to try and update my oneshots and Stalked?! on Monday. It's half term so I've got a few whole days to get all my work done.

Happy fucking Valentine's, people.

I miss hide. I know that's really quite random since I barely know anyone who still listens to hide or X, but...yeah.
Sniff.
I want hide back. Life'sa bitch, ne?
On a lighter note, the second I'm out of school I'm dying my hair like that as a tribute. :3

Anyway.

Wow, I just listened to FOB's new song on the radio - America's Suitehearts, is it? (I want to say that it's new, and I want to say that it's spelled strangely. If it's not, then...blergh.) Man, it's bad! I miss the Take This to Your Grave days when FOB were half-decent.
I bet I'm gonna get ranted at for that. xD
Thankfully they're playing MSI now. I mean, I don't really like them either but they're so catchy that I can't help it. Besides, listening to them always makes me think of them singing 'There's no business like showbusiness' and dancing like freaksat Kerrang!.
xD

Okay.

Oh, and since the Genesis fandom is at it's highest at the moment I thought I'd link everyone out to an amazing fic:
Memory of Falling.
It's just...wow. I can't remember but I think it's one of the few fics that's brought me close to tears. It might not be, though - I forget.
^_^;
I warn you, it's got a few hardcore yaoi moments but even if you're not a fan of yaoiit's worth a read. Such a beautiful fic.
<3
Just make sure your parents aren't reading it over your shoulder. (:

Haha, something on the radio just made me lol hard. They're doing this, 'if you don't like you name, send it in to us and we'll make you up a new one!' They've had all these people with names like Eddie Coggins, Martin Hancock, Tarquin Edwards...horrible names like that. They're trying to improve them by changing the dodgy bit (like Eddie Coggins becoming Eddie Empire.)
Anyway. Somebody just texted in saying they were called Cloud Strife and the presenters didn't know he was taking the piss. xD They've spent the last few minutes renaming Cloud Strife.

Heeheehee. I know I'm rambling but I figured it was worth a mention. Silly American presenters.

<3

So hey, if you're still reading this then leave me a comment. I'm curious to know how many people read my journal. Feel free to say whatever the hell you want (especially if you want to mope about hide with me. =.=), just so long as there's a comment.

:D

It's snowing where I live! ^o^ Well, it's stopped now, but still. SNOW! Snow EVERYWHERE!

xD

Anyway, I updated Stalked?! for the first time in a month ([dead]) and all I can do is apologise that it took so long. I hope you people are still out there and reading it and that you haven't given up yet.
Also, thanks to CagedAngel17 for the banner. Now I feel like a real author!

Oneshots are still going. Not much more to say.

And my Die oneshot now had a sequel. xD

That's it. Short but sweet, I say.

:D~

It's a pity that there isn't a 'headdesk' mood option. [headdesk]

Damned inbox. Does your Quizilla inbox ever do that thing where it shows you your sent messages instead of your recieved messages, and you can't change it? I hate that.

Anyway.

Sorry for the extreme lack of updates in any shape or form. Other than that Die oneshot, which was a spur-of-the-moment thing really, I haven't been able to think of anything to write. Bloody writers block.
My evil plan is to spend an evening in the week writing non-stop to see if I can rekindle my muse. For now, though, I'm stumped.

Concerning Stalked?! - I was thinking of asking you, the readers, to create a few characters. Just to see if anyone bothers. Nothing major, just some hunters. I know you don't know the whole plot and there are lots of details I have in my notes that you don't have, but I'm sure intelligent people such as yourselves could manage to work around that.
Either leave me a comment on this journal or message me if you think it's a good idea and, if I get a positive enough response, I'll give it a go. (:

On a less boring note, I finally tracked down Watchmen. Gods, I love that comic. xD If you haven't read it, you should. It's AMAZING.

I've been going on a music spree as well - y'know, looking for new bands to listen to. Since I was out-Jrocked by one of the kids in the year below me I went searching for new Japanese music and came up with:
BUCK-TICK;
Kagerou;
Miyavi;
La;Sadies;
D'espairsRay;
Lolita23q;
and to a lesser extent, I rediscoveredX Japan and hide. Man, I love X Japan.
If any of you can reccomend any other good bands -I know Dir en grey, Nightmare, Gackt, SKIN, andAcid Black Cherry - then tell me. Help me out-do the midgets!
^_^

So, to recap - writers block is killing me, I might ask you for help with Stalked?! characters and I'm obsessing over Watchmen and Jrock.

That's me up the top there.

I love you guys.

:D

And he smelled amazing. <3 I could eat him, I really could.

So, yeah. Kerrang '09 rocked, just for that hug and the autograph I got from Die. The mosh pit for Bring Me the Horizon was amazing as well, even if I'm in a lot of pain now it's over. Damned adrenelin, makes it all feel better at the time and then runs away the next day...

x3

Okay, sorry to those people who I promied updates by the end of the week, but other than the Genesis oneshot (maybe), it's not gonna happen. I've been given a nice, big pile of art homework and an equally massive pile of physics homework, which isn't much fun at all. [dead]

I'll try and work on updating at the start of next week but for now, don't get your hopes up.

I hugged die from Dir En Grey,so now I can out-fangirl you all! Mwahaha!
Well, I can out-fangirl most of you, anyway.

*o*

Okay, I'm back again. I'm finding it strangely difficult to get bak in to writing but I'm determined, if only so that I can finish Stalked!. :3

Anyway, right...updates, updates...

First and foremost, thanks again to all of Stalked!'s supporters. I bloody love you. xD Should have the next chapter up by the end of the week, so watch this space!

Next, oneshots. They're going alright, but I just want to ask you something:
PLEASE stop pestering me about them! The odd message isgood, if you just want to know how it's doing(sugaplum40, you're fine.xD), but if you're constantly pestering me then I might just give up on you. People like that are annoying. [headdesk]

FIRST COME, FIRST SERVED. I'm doing the requests in the order that I got them. For a list, go here.
Don't go crying to me if you're at the bottom and can't stand the wait. You'll just have to live with it, I'm afraid.
(I'm sure there's someone who knows that was directed at them. Please Gods they know.)

Now, the jolly ol' Genesis oneshots. For some reason they're becoming quite popular again so I'm working on a fourth one which should be up over the next couple of days. You know you love that sexy beast. xD

Oh, and not that it's relevent in any way, but I GOT MY CONTACTS! (Finally!) So I'm happy now. xD I can wear them to Dir En Grey when I see them on Friday. ;) [obsessed]

Happy mid-January, everyone! ^o^*

I'm kinda semi-bored. What can I say?

Anyway.

Well, I'm working on oneshots and Stalked! again, so...yeah. Expect updates. :3

BUT...I'm back at school now that the holidays are over so I may be slow for a while. Which is never good. But yeah, we're about to start our final projects in art and I really don't wanna fail. x.x;

Wow, Labyrinth rocks. xD I scabbed the manga from a friend and got completely hooked on it, so I watched the movie and...WOW.
I love David Bowie.
Plus, the girl who plays Sarah is Paul Bettany's wife. xD
I'm a simple soul.

Have a good day, folks. :3

My New Year's resolutions:
Be less of a bitch to my friends;
Lose some goddamn weight;
And learn to play guitar. PROPERLY.

You got anything interesting you're aiming for?

Anyway. Update on January 1st, people! ^o^*

I was just on the Paul Bettany webside messing around and I looked on the Knight's Tale screencaps. Did you know that the first 100-ish are all of that one scene where he's naked?
Yum. ;D
And then I went on the Inkheart ones and, surprisingly, there are a few of him shirtless in that as well. And he has those two muscles...y'know the ones...and there's one with JUTTING HIPBONES.
*dies*
Oh, and I saw Twilight! It's so much better than the book. >.>; Plus the guy who plays James - Cam something - is GORGEOUS.
Gods, I'm getting to that stage when I go to the cinema to oggle all the hot actors. Rofl. xD
Watchmen soon! ;)

Hapy New Year (again), people!

(By the way, I'm planning an Inkheart Seven Minutes at some point but since I can never be bothered to finish it it may be a while before it gets uploaded. xD)

Yeah, yeah I'm a sad little person to be online on Christmas Day. In my defence it's half nine at night and I'm sitting in my room in the dark watching anime.

Anyway.

So...favourite present that you got? Gimme a comment, people! ^o^

(Mine would have to be Guitar Hero for Wii, or my Gackt tee. Plus I got a funky new electric guitar, even if it's just a hand-me-down from one of my cousins. xD)

I'm not so smart, y'ken.

THREE DAYS 'TIL CHRISTMAS! Excited, much? ^o^*

Twenty-odd days 'til Dir En Grey! Hells yeah. xD

Right, anway. My knee is healed! ^o^* But I sparred too much at training and now my muscles burn x.x; On the plus side, though, I scored two points against a black belt.
Woo.

Christmas oneshots...next is Genesis, and then on Christmas Eve I'll write L. They were the first two votes on my (very) short-lived poll. :P

Not much else to say, really.

...anyone know anything interesting that they're getting for Christmas? I'm getting some Diru bass picks! ^o^* (Yeah, it's a desperate plea for comments, kthnxbai. xD)

Five days, people! Excited, much? xD
I'm finally getting in to the xmas spirit, though...if I'm not careful I might actually put a tree up! x.x;

Oh, and I'm thinking of writing an xmas oneshot, just 'cus I haven't written anything in ages. It'll be Mello, methinks. He's the only person I fangirl over who's popular.
:D

Oh, and Inkheart rocked. Apart from Basta...he was creepy. And Mortola was weird. But Mo was great, Dustfinger was PERFECT (thank the Gods Paul Bettany accepted, ever if it was just the make his kids think he was cool. xD) and Meggie was every bit as annoying as I thought she'd be. :3

Next on the list is Twilight after xmas. According to a couple of my mates we're seeing it and then going to our local park and getting stoned. Uhm...no thanks. xD
Makes me wonder how I ended up hanging around with a bunch of druggies, though. I used to be all happy and innocent...look at me now.
Where did I go wrong?

^o^*

Merry xmas, folks!