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breathenomore17's profile
- Member since
- May 7th, 2005
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- Aug 30th, 2008
About Me
My name is Peggy and I am proudly Canadian though I am nothing like the rest of the world thinks and NO I do not live in an Igloo, though how sweet would it be to have an igloo mansion? Ok off topic, basically I am in a catagory all on my own and am sometimes too much to handle until you get adicted to my personality and I convert you to randomness. Love this site because it is the only place I have founf people with similar dispositions and thought processes. ^_^
Newest Creations
| Type | Title & Info | Average Rating |
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~ Unrealistic Reality ~ (FIXED) |
5.00 |
| poems |
~ Quiet Despair ~ (sad....as usual) |
5.00 |
| poems |
~What Are Friends For?~ (depressing) |
5.00 |
| poems |
~. Scars of the Past .~ |
5.00 |
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Forgive me... |
5.00 |
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Latest Journal Entry
April 13, 2006
Why is Life so depressing?!?
Hey, and welcome to destructive world of my being! Where no matter how hard I try, the past is something that you cannot EVER escape, and the future is something that is impossibly distant and hopeless to obtain. as long as my family is in my life I will be upset and irrationally depressed to outsiders. Yet on the surface, most days I will always seem to be a joyful and optimistic person. My father says I can't act, shows what he knows, because I am never myself in front of him. I can't be, because it is unacceptable to be who I have become, yet it is them who have made me this way!!!! I can't deal with the depression around me and the problems that i face everyday that are starting to seem insignificant compared to the life of problems that I have had. And yet I feel guilty for being in a bad mood, or angry/ sad for that matter, because despite all the problems that I have I know that their are sooo many others out there that face worse ones everyday. I just wish that I could wake up one day and not want to be someone else, or better yet wake up as the person that I wish i could be. I am sorry if you are reading this and I have depressed or hurt you in any way, but I feel toxic. Like if anyone gets too close to me then they will spread the poison that I fear courses through me. But hey, I don't know what the real world is like right? I mean that is what my parents say whenever I tell them that I count the days until my departure. The truth is I left a long time ago, i only hope that some day i find the girl that i used to be....
-Peggy

