brixxia's Journal

hey people!!

thank you for looking at this...


ok, so here's the base of it:

i have a boyfriend, who i may or may not be in love with (but im pretty sure that i am). we've been going out for a little over a month, and he hasn't kissed me or anything. we dont sit together at lunch (different friends), we see eachother every day in school (but not much), we see eachother for at most 15 minutes after school, but we either talk or text for hours every night.

him and i are also polar opposites (him and me are where i got the idea for my poem "opposites" from (its actually how we are)).

its starting to feel like he only likes me for my body... he keeps saying stuff like "set a date" (yes, use your imaginations people, its just as dirty as you think it is), and we havent even kissed or anything yet.

but at the same time, sometimes it feels like he really does love me like he says (btw, im in 7th and hes in 8th, but were only 2 months apart in age).



i dunno what to do... my hearts saying to stay with him, and my heads saying dump him.

please help me!! (comment this entry)



damsel in distress,
brixxia

ok, so i wrote this one poem when i was feeling really down, and i titled it "why"

it didnt get picked
it wasnt on the highest rated list
it didnt do anything special

so why does it have 271 views and counting??

i mean, no one really knows about me or my work, so how did this one poem get all this attention??

if you know, please message me and let me know, because this is really confusing me