cat-chan115's Journal

This morning I got a message from this weirdo who wanted me to enter a poetry contest or something. This is just like when those other three spammers were on here. I need to warn you, if you ever get a message starting with the words "OMG I LOVE YOU!" then don't respond. Just delete the message before we get a repeat of the messaging system not working again. UPDATE! Today I got a message from a LindaM. She tried to trick me into finding my "true love". What an idiot! I'll know who my true is when I see it. Be on the look out for her to.

You know the user Hot-Pink-Emo-Hearts? She's really great and she has a great talent in writing. She may have a low self esteem, but she's a wonderful person. I tried to be her friend but I said a lot of stupid things to her so she's mad at me right now. I'm a jerk and a lousy friend. I accidentally told her my weight(86 lbs.) but I'm only this weight right now because I'm very sick. I tried to make her feel better but I only made things worse for her and myself. The only thing I want right now is her forgiveness, but I don't know how to do it. I need help! Please help me! And Hot-Pink-Emo-Hearts? If you're reading this, I want you to know that I take all the bad things I said back! I'm sorry...for everything.....Please forgive me....*starts to cry* Please!

You know how I said in my last journal post that I got a Deviantart account. Well it's true, but I need to focus on my artwork for now. I won't be on here as often so please don't get mad if I don't answer your messages as often as I should. You can check out my account on Deviantart.com. My user name on their, if you didn't catch it, is notacukoofangirl121. I'll see you when ever I can. I'll be busy with school to. Bye bye for now!

I've been visiting Deviantart.com for a long time and I've always wanted an account on there but I never had the guts to do it. Well two days ago, I finally did it! I made my own account and I already have six pieces of art on there. Check it out if you can. My name on there is notacukoofangirl121. Later!

I'm sure most of you have heard the new One Piece dubbing, right? I did and I'm pretty mad about it so I wrote a letter to those FUNimation morons. I didn't send it yet because I need more signatures on my petition sheet. I've got 4 so far, (including me) but I don't think that's enough. If you like the new dubbing then I'm not against you, just the dubbing. If you don't like it then write letters to FUNimation with petitions attached to it. I'm pretty sure if we send enough they'll give it back to 4KIDSTV, where it belongs.

To all of my friends I'm sorry I haven't been able to talk to you in a while. I've just been busy with school and stuff. I'll try to keep in contact with you all. I'm sorry...again... Please message me if you can.

I'm at school right now even though I'm as sick as a dog. I feel like crap but I have to stay here because I already missed two days of school being sick(those days were separate from today but whatever). The last time I had to leave because I was sick was earlier in the year because my teacher said I looked like I was about to fall over dead and last month when I puked in English. Unless I'm sent to the reception area by a teacher, I'm stuck here until 3:00.....I HATE BEING SICK!!!!!! (This was written on an off hour).

Hi everyone! I'm doing something that's going to give me a challenge. I'm going to make my own shojo manga series. I know that it'll be tough on me, but that's what's gonna make it interesting for me. I'll keep you posted on my progress and if I get accepted by a publisher or not. Until then, please continue to take my quizzes and polls and read my stories.

I just found out that way later in Naruto Shippuden, Orochimaru is gonna die!!!!!! I know that he's a bad guy but he can't get killed. And Jiraiya is gonna get killed by the Akatsuki leader, Pein. Itachi is going to die to! Eventually all of the Akatsuki are going to be killed! And the worst one of all is that Naruto will die at the end of the series. *sob* The saddest part about that is that he asks Kakashi to kill him as a final request! *sob* This totally sucks! All of my favorite characters are gonna be killed. This is so STUPID!!!! *sobbing uncontrollably!*

It was Saturday night and I was just watching the two new Naruto episodes. I saw the guy that Oro-kun used for his transference jutsu and that guy was ugly. He had really bad hair and his skin had too much color. I mean come on!-Orochimaru's long hair and white skin were his sexiest traits. And the wish that guy made was a nice thing he did for his clan, but if it were me I would have asked for something else;). I am devoted to him so much that I would have gladly given up my body for him and my final wish from him would've been a kiss on the lips(not one of those crappy quick kisses, but a real one that lasts a while). I felt bad when he was screaming in the shower and the blood was trickling down his arms. Sometimes when you love someone and they're suffering from extreme pain you feel it to, but in your heart. I know this might seem kinda corny but he is a guy that you can truly love. I really like him and I don't want him to suffer from his arms burning with pain and the fact that he has to be compared to Michael Jackson(they are NOTHING alike!). I know that I'm talking like a fan girl, but I can't help it if I feel bad for the guy. I mean he lost his parents when he was young and he grew up alone. There are people who never even knew their parents or only have one parent. You can't even imagine the pain of being lonely all the time. I have a big family but I never even knew my dad or my grandpa(on my mom's side). I have a lot of people who love me, but sometimes I feel scared and alone.