chillerchick's Journal

Im discontinuing this account and all unfinished stories on it.  Sorry but it must be done.  To my friends: there are few of you I will contact.  As in like, three.  If you're smart enouh to know where to look you'll find me.  To everyone I share a joint account with: I will continue writing with you.  Do not worry loves.  Anyway thats all I have to say.  Buh bye!

Dezza aKa chillerchick

It Hurts To Know That A Lot Of People I Love Really Don't Give A Rats Ass About Me.  If It Weren't For Darah, Whitney, James, And Few Other People Who I Know Care, I Seriously Would Commit Suicide.  My Mom Likes To Fuck Up My Life And Make Me Miserable, The Only Friends Who Are Reliable To Me Are Ones I Have Met Over The Internet, And My Life In General SUCKS.  I'm Single, Unloved, Emotionally Unstable, BiPolar, And I Have An Anger Problem.  My Mother Knows All Of This, Yet She Always Finds Ways To Piss Me The Fuck Off.  Things That Make Any Normal Person Angry, Make Me 20 Times Angrier.  I Can't Stand My Life, And I Don't See How It's Worth Living Anymore.  I Have No Dreams Or Aspirations, I Feel Ugly All The Time, I Am Overweight, My Mom Likes To Tell Me I Need To Lose Weight, And So Much Other Shit.  But I Guess This Is All For Now.  Bye, Bye.

XOXO
Dezza